Rated NC-17 E-mail: astarte@uia.net Pairings: Xena/Hercules, Xena/Gabrielle, Hercules/Iolaus, Ares/Iolaus, Callisto/Gabrielle Warnings: BDSM. Angst. Polymorphous perversity. Disclaimers: The principal characters are the property of MCA/Universal and Renaissance Pictures. No copyright infringement is intended, and no financial profit is anticipated. Series: This story is part of the "Everything-but-the-Kitchen-Sink" series, which is an alternate timeline for both series. The first Xena/Gabrielle story branches off after the events in "The Debt." In this timeline, Hope has conveniently vanished and Solan is still living with the Centaurs. The stories in the series take place in the following order: "Forced Revelations." "Never Let me Down Again." " . . . But We're Not the Same." "How Long Till my Soul Gets It Right?" "This Must Be the Place." "The Dark Side of my Soul." "Idylls of the Conqueror." Summary: In an alternate timeline, Ares takes revenge on Hercules. Feedback encouraged and welcomed. Idylls of the Conqueror by atara Copyright (c) 1998 Chapter 1 The God of War paced around his temple, fuming. It had been months since Xena and his goody-two- shoes half-brother had humiliated him, but Ares could be very patient in holding a grudge. If he was going to get revenge, he was going to do it right, and this required careful planning. And he *was* going to do it right. His glance idly slipped to the naked warrior, sleeping spent on the floor, his young body already adorned with the badges of battles fought in Ares' name. He had been amusing himself with this one, as he did with so many others, but the release of tension was only temporary. He had worn this one out, fucking first his mouth and then his ass, then casually, offhandedly, stroking him to orgasm because, after all, the boy had tried hard to please his god, and he was attractive, his battle scars so pleasingly defined against his skin. But now the boy was asleep, and the God of War's mind had returned, obsessively, to the same track, one that carved deeper ruts with every circuit around his mind. He smiled to himself. Yes, Hercules and Xena deserved to be punished, but he had learned a lot during Xena's recovery from her captivity by Callisto. The most important piece of information was just how deeply, ineradicably in love his pathetic half-brother still was with the warrior princess, despite his relationship with his blond boy-toy, Iolaus. The other thing he had learned was how deep Xena's commitment was to doing good. Ares finally had to admit, reluctantly and with no small degree of disgust, that her essential goodness had been a part of her all along, buried deep inside, and she'd been unfortunate enough to meet mentors who drew it out--and Hercules would have to pay for that as well. He knew that if his plan for revenge was going to work, he had to appeal to her integrity as well as her dark side. But he was forming a strategy to deal with that obstacle as well. He laughed to himself. If he pulled this off, it was going to be very, very satisfying. And he *was* going to pull it off. Meanwhile, he decided to check on the objects of his contemplations, adding fuel to the fire of his desire for revenge. Removing hs attention from the displays of weapons that bristled around his temple and from the sleeping warrior, he called up a window with which he could view events at a distance . . . * * * Xena and Gabrielle were indulging themselves with a night in a nice room in an inn. A tasty dinner, some wine, and a hot bath had inflamed them both, and they were determined to make the most of the comfort of their surroundings. Gabrielle had seen more and more of Xena's playfulness and lust return over the months. She was no longer adverse to pinning Gabrielle's hands down while she explored the bard's body, or tying her up while she teased her lover relentlessly, bringing her close to orgasm and backing off again and again, until Gabrielle was nearly mad with lust and frustration. Gabrielle craved nothing so much as having Xena's entire hand inside her, rocking and pumping her into an explosive climax. Xena, for her part, marvelled at the greediness of her young lover, determined to give her bard everything she wanted or needed. Gabrielle had been the soul of patience during her recovery. Xena knew she'd been frustrated when she seemed better, but then spiralled down again into an abyss of terror and despair. Her second encounter with Callisto had relieved her of her soul-wrenching fear of the blonde goddess, but had sent her into spasms of guilt and self-loathing about her warlord past. But a series of opportunities to do good, and Gabrielle's patient loyalty and reassurance had eventually pushed Xena's self- flagellation back to its usual background level. It was a continuous stream coursing through her mind, pushing her to do good and disallowing her self-forgiveness, but it was no longer the raging river that drowned out any other thoughts. She could laugh again now and play, and her own lust for her insatiable lover flamed up anew. Sometimes they ran across Hercules and Iolaus, the two of them more harmoniously comfortable together than any time since Hercules' misguided and tragic marriage to Serena. Xena would smile to see how proudly Hercules showed off his ownership of the golden-haired hunter, noting that he reassured Iolaus at the same time with his gestures of possession. The four of them would share a meal, and Hercules would lightly rest his hand on the back of his lover's neck, and Iolaus would inevitably shudder with pleasure. Xena couldn't deny that Hercules still looked at her with an unfulfilled longing, and she certainly felt a measure of desire for him, but they both knew it was just going to have to stay unfulfilled. Life was pretty good right now, and you can't have everything. So Xena mused as she soaped her strawberry blonde bard in the tub, pausing for a swig of wine now and then. Her hands glided over taut muscles and lush curves, moving from Gabrielle's back to her abdomen, to her thighs, then up to her breasts. Gabrielle was squirming and the wine was only stoking her inner fires. "Be. Patient," said Xena, firmly, but with an undertone of amusement in her rich voice. "I like to make you wait. Got it?" "Yes," muttered Gabrielle, as Xena's words shot a bolt of desire into her groin. It was delicious to surrender to the warrior's control, and the frustration made it all the more piquant, but some part of her still rebelled and wanted to assert itself. When they got out of the tub, the rebellious side took over, and she gave in to an irresistable urge to pinch the warrior's rear end, rather hard. Xena whirled, her blue eyes blazing. "Oops," giggled the bard. "Oops, indeed!" snapped the warrior, fighting to keep a grin from breaking out on her face. "You'll have to be punished for that. Of course, since you obviously want to be punished, maybe the perfect punishment would be not to punish you." Gabrielle stood, naked, her hands on her hips and said defiantly, "Well, then, Xena, you're saying I can keep pinching you and get away with it. I'd suggest you watch your back." "I'd rather watch yours," purred the warrior menacingly, suddenly scooping the bard up in her arms. She sat down on the bed, flipped Gabrielle over on her lap, grabbed Gabrielle's wrists with her left hand, holding them at the small of her back, and smacked her legs apart with the right. "Xe-na!" squealed Gabrielle in surprise. "So this isn't what you want?" asked Xena casually, lightly stroking the firm buttocks of the squirming bard flung over her lap. A finger experimentally slipped inside Gabrielle, and Xena noted, "This certainly *seems* to be what you want. That isn't bath water in there." Gabrielle growled and squirmed harder, as Xena lightly stroked between her lips, drawing out more of her dewy secretions. "You're going to have to tell me you want it; you know that, Gabrielle," said Xena. Xena was always scrupulous in securing Gabrielle's consent when they played; even slightly intoxicated, she kept a leash on her dark passions. She knew Gabrielle craved the games they played together, but Xena did not want to violate her lover's trust or go one step beyond pleasure into anything that would cause Gabrielle real pain or terror or humiliation. She knew how those felt, and she would lacerate her own flesh before she inflicted such on Gabrielle. "I want it, Xena, please," begged Gabrielle, embarrassed, yet trusting, and fully aware of her lover's scruples. "I can arrange that." The darkly smooth voice of the warrior flowed over the helpless bard, and Gabrielle felt more moisture seep from between her lips. She drew in her breath sharply with a gasped, "Oh, yes!" when Xena's hand first came down on her needy buttocks. She raised herself up to meet the descending smacks, which made her bottom tingle and flush warm. Gabrielle sighed happily, secure in the feeling of safety and trust that rushed over her. She offered herself to her warrior, body and soul, again and again, and each time she was thrilled that Xena accepted the gift. And Xena felt awed and humbled by such trust, and her desire to keep it motivated and inspired her every day. Xena was happily admiring the wriggling body sprawled over her lap, while she delivered measured spanks to the bard's firm buttocks. Gabrielle was in perfect condition, but Xena effortlessly held her down and smiled as she monitored the way Gabrielle's squeaks and yelps of pretend protest began to transmute themselves into ragged and shuddering breaths. Once the warrior was satisfied that her victim's cheeks were nicely warmed, she again slipped her fingers between Gabrielle's legs. "You *did* like that," the warrior remarked. "Uh-huh!" gasped Gabrielle. "I like what you're doing now, too!" "Really?" asked Xena, raising her eyebrows slightly, as her fingers deliberately probed and explored her lover's center. Gabrielle was too aroused to mind being teased, and the teasing only made her whole body flush even hotter. It was indescribably enticing to be in the control of someone as powerful as Xena, someone she could trust not to abuse that power. She knew that Xena could readily do whatever she wanted with Gabrielle, but she also knew that Xena's first priority was her pleasure and safety. And Xena truly did have many skills. Gabrielle began to pant, as Xena formed three fingers into a wedge and began slowly sliding them in and out of the receptive bard. "Oh harder, please!" begged Gabrielle. "Didn't I say something earlier about being patient?" returned the warrior. Xena released Gabrielle's wrists, so she could gather a breast into her free hand and toy with it. Now Gabrielle had to contend with a finger circling her nipple, seeming to harden it further on each pass, as well as Xena's fingers entering her and slipping out at a maddeningly deliberate pace. Gabrielle was now groaning with frustration, but when Xena neatly tucked her thumb into her anus, Gabrielle emitted a sudden squeak. It was a sound the warrior adored, and she laughed appreciatively. Figuring that her lover would soon be just about overwhelmed with stimulation, she squeezed and released the breast she held captive in an increasingly faster tempo, while speeding up her penetrating strokes inside Gabrielle accordingly. "Ohyeahohyeahohyeah!" exclaimed the bard inarticulately, as Xena brought her to a convulsive climax. Xena pulled her up into a sitting position on her lap, kissing her repeatedly and murmuring, "How I love you, Gabrielle. I don't know what I did to be so lucky, but I hope I keep doing it." Sated and limp, Gabrielle returned, breathlessly, "Right now, Xena, I feel like the lucky one." * * * "That was very entertaining," muttered the god of war, "but couldn't you lose the sappy endearments? Yecch! Good thing I won't have to put up with *that* much longer." Next he turned his attention to the other object of his plans . . . * * * Hercules and Iolaus were camping out, on their way back home from stopping a small war that Ares had had an interest in. Hercules was contemplating his lover's golden hair and skin by firelight. Iolaus grew embarassed under the demigod's hungry scrutiny (unaware, of course, that there was another watcher), and grinned self-deprecatingly and looked away. "Look at me," ordered Hercules calmly. Iolaus looked back at him and squirmed slightly. Even after all their time together, first as friends and then as lovers, the demigod's possessive gaze still aroused and embarrassed him. Admiring the play of firelight on Iolaus' body, Hercules had an idea. "I want you naked; I want to see all of you." "Herc?" asked Iolaus. "Do it." Iolaus pulled off his boots, then nimbly leapt to his feet to pull off the rest of his clothes. Hercules was lying on his side, one arm supporting his head, and he showed no signs of undressing as well. "Now come here," he ordered. He grabbed Iolaus' wrist and pulled him down onto his knees. He grasped a handful of golden hair and pulled Iolaus' head toward his mouth, staking a claim to it with easy confidence. Iolaus moaned as Hercules' tongue invaded his mouth, while a finger and thumb simultaneously began tugging at his nipple. "Tell me," demanded the demigod, breaking the kiss and repositioning Iolaus with one hand, so he was sitting back on his heels, knees wide. "I'm y-yours," stammered the blond, fully aroused and already aching with need. "And this?" asked Hercules, wrapping a possessive hand around Iolaus' cock. "It's yours. All of me is yours, Herc." "That's right. Now, I've had a long day, and I want to be entertained. I want to watch you pleasure yourself. Perform for me." "What?" asked Iolaus. Hercules smiled, his eyes glinting with amusement in the firelight. "You heard me. Over there--where I can see all of you." Iolaus, stunned, moved automatically where directed. Hercules fished in a nearby pack, pulled out a vial, and tossed it to his companion. Iolaus' reflexes were independent of his conscious mind, and he automatically caught the vial, while his thoughts raced and tumbled in confusion. On the one hand, he was surprised this had never been asked of him before. On the other hand, he wasn't sure he could do something so private in front of an audience, even if that audience was Hercules. Very quietly, Hercules said, "Tell me what you're thinking, Iolaus." "You want to know what I'm *thinking*?" Iolaus blurted in surprise. "Since when?" Suddenly he found himself being dragged by the ankle and flipped over. Two hard smacks landed on his buttocks, and he was released. "I told you to tell me what you're thinking, not to talk back." Iolaus' erect member throbbed at these words and at their calm delivery. Hercules mastered him in his own quiet way, never raising his voice, but reinforcing his position periodically with a brief, but convincing, display of his strength. Iolaus loved it. Something in him yearned to be used and owned and appreciated in only the way an owner cherished a prized possession, which was one reason Xena had had her way with him so easily. He hadn't even realized at the time how much he had been inwardly hoping Hercules would claim him as more than a friend. He had been initially struck by Xena's beauty, but watching her fight had pushed him over the edge. This was someone who had a strong hand, and he was overwhelmed with realizing how much he had craved being subject to such strength. But that was all past and forgiven, if not forgotten. Right now, he was in the humiliating position of having to talk about his feelings about Hercules' demand that he perform for him. "I dunno, Herc. It's scary, I guess. I've never let anyone watch me do that before. I . . . uh . . . well . . . it makes me kind of squirm when you look at me. And doing that . . . " "Good," said Hercules decisively. "I'm going to like that. Now go ahead and remember you're doing this for *me*." "Yes, Herc," murmured Iolaus. He lay on his back and reached for the vial of oil, then started, as a strong hand pulled his legs wide apart. "Wait," said Hercules, getting up to roll up a blanket and pillow it under Iolaus' head. "I want to see your face too." Iolaus flushed, and his hand shook as he coated himself with oil. He realized that being manhandled in Hercules' usual effortless and impersonal manner actually allowed him to distance himself from what was going on. He was vulnerable, but matters were, he convinced himself, out of his control. Now he felt exposed in a whole new way. Hercules had returned to his reclining position, settling himself in an exaggeratedly comfortable manner. "Eyes open," he said abruptly. "If this were easy for you, what would be the point of it?" Iolaus opened his eyes and looked into the smiling face of his lover. He took a deep breath, then circled his shaft with his hand and began sliding it slowly up and down. He groaned and automatically closed his eyes, but remembered and popped them open again. "Take your time," said Hercules smoothly. "I'm enjoying this." Surprisingly, Iolaus found that he was enjoying it too. He came to a sudden decision to flaunt his status as prized possession. He stroked his cock with slow, smooth motions, letting his whole body writhe in response to his increasing arousal. If the big man wanted a show, then that's what he was going to get. His other hand moved to his chest, rolling a nipple between thumb and forefinger. Hercules smiled and nodded approvingly. Iolaus gathered some of the fluid seeping from the opening onto his thumb, and stroked the head of his cock in hard circles before grasping the shaft again tightly and returning to moving his whole hand up and down. His mouth was slightly parted as his breathing became more rapid, the pressure of his own fingers on his nipple grew harder, and his hips pumped into his own hand. The sheen of sweat on his body enhanced the gleam of firelight on his skin, and Hercules reflected that this had to be one of the most amazing and beautiful spectacles he had ever witnessed. "I'm close!" gasped Iolaus, instinctively knowing he should ask permission to come. "Go ahead," said Hercules generously. Iolaus stroked and pumped faster and harder, and his body convulsed as he spurted a fountain of semen. His chest was heaving with his ragged breaths, and his entire body had gone limp and fluid on him. He noticed Hercules standing up, pulling off his own clothes. He reached out his hand, and, understanding the signal, Iolaus tossed him the vial of oil. While Hercules quickly anointed his own erection, Iolaus grinned and panted, "So, was it good for you?" "Yeah, it was," answered the demigod with a conspiratorial smile, and his characteristic easy shrug. "And this is gonna be good for me too." He easily picked up the smaller man, and slowly and carefully impaled him on his own eager cock, while Iolaus wrapped his legs around his back and grasped his strong shoulders. "Oh. Yeah. I. Like. That," said Hercules, backing up carefully and bracing himself against a nearby tree. His large hands encircled and supported his lover's waist, and he began lifting Iolaus up slowly and pushing him back down on his erect member. "Gods . . . " gasped Iolaus. "You're so deep inside me." Hercules was showing off, of course, but it was a gift to Iolaus, who never ceased to be enticed by displays of his lover's superhuman strength. Watching Hercules fight still drove him wild with desire; sometimes he would drag the demigod to the nearest private place afterward, begging, "Please, Herc, fuck me now!" Hercules grimaced with the exertion, his teeth bared. He tightened his grip on Iolaus and began driving into his delicious burden. Iolaus moaned happily, as he could almost feel the bruises forming where Hercules' fingers dug into him. The demigod came with a ferocious growl, shooting liquid lightning into his lover's body. He carefully disengaged himself and swung Iolaus around into his arms and pulled him up for a long, breathless kiss. He thought of Iolaus stroking himself to completion, writhing and rocking and exposing himself entirely to his demanding lover. Hercules murmured in his ear, "Thank you for sharing your self with me. You're beautiful. I love you." "I love you, too, Herc," Iolaus responded contentedly. * * * *Can't you people engage in a good fuck without all the love talk?* the god of war thought to himself irritably. Still, he was in a remarkably good mood. He had enjoyed Iolaus' performance immensely, and it had given him an idea, another dimension to add to his plan. It would require a little more tweaking here and there, but it would be worth it for the pain it would cause his half- brother and the pleasure it would give himself. He was coming to realize that he was going to need some help, and he knew exactly where to get it. Asking his mother for help wasn't usually his style, but trying to pull off something this big required that his pride make some concessions. And he knew the queen of the gods would delight in the opportunity to render her stepson invisible and unimportant, and she still held a grudge against Xena for her role in helping to free Prometheus. Having Hera to run some intervention with Zeus would help too. Ares chuckled to himself and flashed out of his temple to arrive at Olympus. Chapter 2 A few days later, Hercules woke up, stretched, then leapt to his feet, realizing that something was wrong. In fact, more than one thing was wrong. Iolaus was missing, and he himself had woken up somewhere other than where he had gone to sleep. "Iolaus?" he called out, but there was no reply. He scouted around and emerged from the woods where he'd woken up only to see Ares' temple. But it was different--much bigger and more imposing. *What the . . . ?* thought Hercules to himself. Everything seemed subtly different, but except for the change in Ares' temple, which was inexplicable in itself, he couldn't put his finger on it. The doors to the temple swung open, and a figure emerged. A blond figure. A blond figure with curly hair. He had a broom and was sweeping the temple steps and whistling contentedly to himself. "Iolaus?" asked Hercules and ran for the steps. "Iolaus!" he exclaimed. "Boy, am I glad to see you!" Iolaus looked puzzled, and asked, "How do you know my name? And who are you?" *Great. Just great,* the demigod thought to himself. *He's lost his memory again and doesn't recognize me.* "I've known you for a long time," he began carefully. "Nope. You must have the wrong person. I've never seen you before." Hercules was starting to notice the differences in his lover's appearance. Iolaus' hair was longer, extending just below his shoulders, and he wore tight black leather pants and no shirt. His face had fewer lines, and he didn't hold himself with the edgy alertness that Hercules was so used to. "I don't get how you know my name," the blond continued, "and we haven't been properly introduced." "I'm Hercules." "Huh. Doesn't ring a bell." Hercules was having a sinking feeling that something much bigger was going on than a mere memory loss on Iolaus' part. Memory loss wouldn't account for the changes in Iolaus' appearance. "Why are you sweeping the temple?" he asked, genuinely puzzled and trying to focus on something small to help counter the rising wave of disorientation that was threatening him. "I'm the priest here. Have you come to make an offering to the god of war?" "Not likely!" snapped Hercules. He directed his glance skyward and yelled, "ARES! What in Hades is going on?" The god of war materialized on the top step of his temple, chortling, and laid a possessive hand on Iolaus' ass and squeezed. The blond seemed somewhat embarassed by this public display, but he leaned into the god's touch as if he were very familiar with it. "Why are you harrassing my priest?" demanded Ares, a malevolent smile glinting behind his eyes. He pulled the blond toward him and idly began pulling at an erect nipple. "Get. Your. Hands. Off. Of. Him," enunciated Hercules through clenched teeth. "Who *is* this guy?" asked Iolaus incredulously, pressing closer to the god. "Him? He's nobody," said Ares dismissively. "An acquaintance from another time. Another time! Hah!" he laughed. "I see," said Hercules, still gritting his teeth. "Well, you always were a little slow on the uptake," said Ares casually. He gave Iolaus a friendly smack on the rear, saying, "Finish up out here. I have to talk to my old friend inside. *Don't* come in until I call you--no matter what you hear." "Yes, my lord," answered Iolaus and went back to sweeping, while glancing at Hercules and shaking his head. Ares beckoned his half-brother inside and firmly closed the door. Just as the door closed, Hercules was on him from behind, an elbow firmly locked around the god's neck. "Whatever you've done, change it back NOW!" "Oh please," said the god, driving an elbow into Hercules' gut and freeing himself. "Get real, little brother. Do you really think I'd make it that easy?" Hercules roared with fury and leapt into the air, one foot driving into the god's chest. Ares flew back, then recovered, rematerializing in front of Hercules, and flipping him over his back. Hercules held on, pulling Ares over the same way. Then he whirled around, kicking the god solidly in the side. Ares grunted slightly, then smacked Hercules so hard in the face that the demigod felt blood oozing from the inside of his mouth. He swung his arm, hitting the god across the chest, and Ares fell into a short column holding a large amphora, which tumbled to the floor and smashed. "You're just creating more work for him you know!" yelled Ares as he leapt to his feet. Hercules grabbed his half-brother and began throttling him, but he was too angry to have much control, and Ares easily brought up his arms between Hercules' and shoved them apart. "Listen to me!" exclaimed the god. "I can't change it back--I fixed it so I couldn't change it back on my own." Hercules stopped fighting, and drooped, looking defeated. Ares relaxed, and Hercules suddenly lashed out, striking him a blow in the jaw. "That's for Iolaus," he muttered, before stalking several steps away. "Oh Iolaus is the *least* of the surprises you'll find in this time," gloated Ares, rubbing his jaw. "But you'll be glad to know I haven't hurt him or coerced him. He's here because he wants to be." The god laughed heartily. "That's almost worse isn't it for you? Than my forcing him? He's happy, but it's oh- so-hard for you to see it. You'd almost rather I hurt him rather than see him give himself to me willingly. I always knew you were a selfish brute, brother of mine!" Hercules smashed another amphora, then sagged. He didn't want to make things harder on Iolaus. "Tell me what's going on," he demanded wearily. "What's going on?" asked Ares innocently. "Oh, you must mean *besides* the fact that I own your golden-haired boy and can fuck him whenever I please. Well, that, dear brother, is for me to know and for you to find out." Hercules charged Ares again with a furious growl, but the god vanished. Hercules sank to his knees and put his head in his hands. The door opened, and Iolaus came in, rather hesitantly. "He said it was all right for me to come in," he explained. He went over to the nearest smashed vase and began cleaning up. "I'm sorry. I'll help you," offered the demigod. "No thanks," said Iolaus quickly. "I'd rather take care of it myself." Hercules watched his efficient movements with a brush and dust pan, took a deep breath and asked, "Forgive me for prying, but does he treat you well? Are you happy?" Iolaus looked up with an innocent, unselfconscious, sunny grin, and said, "Yeah. On both counts. Why do you ask? And if you don't mind my asking, what was all that about outside?" Hercules felt his heart cracking inside him. Carefully hiding the catch in his voice, he said, "Case of mistaken identity. You remind me of . . . someone I know. May I ask how you ended up here?" "Sure," said the blond. "I don't mind some company. I got into a lot of trouble when I was a kid-- stealing, that kind of thing. One day he just appeared and offered to make a warrior of me. He brought me to the Conqueror's training camp--back when she first started to put an army together--and I learned fast. I fought in her army for several years, and he kept coming back to check on me. I think he was probably protecting me in battle, y'know. He asked me to be his priest . . . and to be his. Like I was going to refuse? He's incredible--being with a human doesn't come close." Hercules shook his head slightly, amazed at Ares' skill in bringing this off. It was apparent to almost anyone that Iolaus had a craving to be owned and to serve, and he was enticed by strength and power, and if Ares was treating him as well as he said, it wasn't surprising his devotion should be so complete. Hercules reminded himself that this Iolaus had never met him before; he didn't want to think about whether he or Ares would win in a straightforward competition for the blond warrior. Something else Iolaus said had struck a chord. "You said something about the . . . Conqueror?" "Yeah, the Lady Xena," said Iolaus in a tone that implied any fool would know that. Hercules' breath momentarily left him, and he gasped, but forced himself to remain calm. "Excuse my ignorance," he began. "I've travelled from a long way from here." "Yeah, you must have if you haven't heard of Xena the Conqueror," snorted Iolaus. "She pretty much has all of Greece under her control now, except for a few cities holding out. She'll defeat them in time. Good thing too." "Why is that?" "Julius Caesar. If not for her, we'd be part of Rome by now. Her methods are pretty harsh, but she has good cause. Any weakness, and Caesar's armies would devour us. We're lucky to have her; my lord has never had a finer protege," said Iolaus with satisfaction. "I see," said Hercules faintly. His head was spinning with the shock of all he had heard. He stood up and added, "Thanks for the information. I'd better be going." Iolaus nodded, then said, "Hey, you've travelled a long way. I've plenty of food here. Would you like to take a few things for the road?" Hercules' stomach recoiled at the thought of accepting Ares' hospitality, but he knew he needed to eat. "Sure, thanks, I appreciate it." Iolaus brought out a bundle and a skin full of fresh water. "Good luck on your journeys, friend," he said. "And take my advice--don't piss off my lord again." "I can't promise that," said Hercules grimly, as he left the temple. He sought out a quiet spot in the nearby woods and sank to the ground. Ares' alteration of the timeline had been thoroughly planned and was fiendishly clever. He apparently made sure that Xena and Iolaus at least were doing nothing that violated their essential natures. Iolaus was serving a master who treated him well and helped protect his country against invaders, and Xena could give full expression to her dark side, while yet engaged in a good cause. Hercules had to admit that Ares' scheme was pretty damned breathtaking. *And why am I here? And why do I remember the other time?* he asked himself, then smacked himself on the head. *Of course, he wants me to witness it all and not be able to do anything about it. He wants me to see Iolaus as his possession, and he wants me to see Xena unredeemed and fufilling the role he has always wanted her to play.* Hercules sighed in frustration and said quietly, "Shit." He forced himself to eat some of the bread and cheese and dried fruit Iolaus had packed for him, but it was hard getting it past the lump forming in his throat. He roughly brushed tears out of his eyes, but he couldn't stop thinking about how contented and *serene* this Iolaus had been. *Damn,* he reflected, *he's happier than he ever was with me.* He kept thinking about Iolaus serenely going about his duties and quietly deferring to his master. Then it finally dawned on Hercules that this really wasn't *his* Iolaus--his Iolaus was full of fire and passion and pure orneriness. His Iolaus hadn't lived under a fond god's coddling protection. *His* Iolaus would never be happy like this. He felt somewhat better and ate more of his food. There was someone he had to see, but he still felt a duty to this Iolaus, and he intended to keep an eye on him for a while longer to make sure that Ares was, in fact, treating him well. Then he would be able to put that concern behind him and work on restoring things to the way they should be. At night, he crept back toward the temple and found a window where he could see the interior unobserved. Ares was sprawled on his throne, in his usual indolent pose, stroking the golden curls of a kneeling and naked Iolaus, who held his hands clasped lightly behind his back. Hercules' heart sank when he saw the tattoo of a sword, matching Ares' earring, on one buttock. "You were made to be the possession of a god," Ares purred throatily. "Yes, my lord," Iolaus answered with a quick flash of a smile. "I'm glad *you* think so." "All, all mine," mused the god. His fingers trailed along Iolaus' neck, down one arm, then drew light circles around his stomach before moving to his chest. Ares carefully traced the curve of each pectoral muscle. "You're a good boy," he crooned; "you've been working out every day." "Yes, my lord," said Iolaus, blushing slightly. When Ares suddenly twisted one nipple, he didn't flinch or start, but merely opened his eyes a bit wider. "And so well-trained," mused the god, twisting and pulling on Iolaus' nipple, before ministering to the other one in the same fashion. He then reached down and began lightly squeezing the blond's balls and running one finger up the underside of Iolaus' erect and quivering cock. Iolaus' face was soft and vulnerable, and the god growled, grabbing the back of his neck and pulling him forward for a bruising kiss. Hercules was trembling with jealousy and rage, but he managed to remain silent. He thought of the times he had let Iolaus down, most recently by marrying Serena, and he made a silent vow, if he ever restored the original timeline, never again to take his lover and companion for granted. With a glance at his own crotch and a slight gesture of his hand, Ares indicated that Iolaus was to unbuckle his belt and unfasten his pants. Iolaus deposited a reverent kiss on the tip of the god's freed and resplendently erect organ and proceeded to service Ares with his mouth, licking his cock in long strokes, moving down to bathe his balls in his mouth, one at a time, then taking the length of the god's member in his mouth and sucking on it until Ares stopped him with a quick gesture. With a wave of the hand, the god created a nest of pillows on the floor, and Iolaus quickly positioned himself there on his knees and elbows. The god waved away his own clothes, then materialized a bowl of clear oil, efficiently and unhurriedly lubricating the blond's anus with his fingers. With a quick coating of oil on his own cock, Ares pushed inside the tight opening, and Iolaus pushed back against him with quivering eagerness. Ares thrust hard, growling, gripping Iolaus' hips tightly with his hands, and Iolaus moaned in delirious ecstasy. The god climaxed with a primal roar, but then pulled Iolaus close with tender affection, stroking his muscled arms and combing through the riotous mane of blond curls with his fingers. He then teased Iolaus by running his fingertips up and down his still- unsatisfied organ, then dipped his hand in the bowl of oil, and closed it around Iolaus' cock, bringing him off with vigorous strokes. Iolaus cried out in his climax, then curled into the god's protective embrace. When Hercules turned away, heartsick but assured that Ares was, in fact, treating Iolaus well, his last sight was of Iolaus lying on his side, with Ares behind him, caressing his back and buttocks, punctuating his caresses with an occasional possessive squeeze. Hercules kept trying to remind himself that this wasn't the same Iolaus he loved, but it was very hard to convince himself of that while watching *his* property so thoroughly and masterfully possessed by another, and that other being Ares. After all, if he couldn't succeed in changing the timeline back, this might be the only Iolaus in existence. Depressed, angry, and feeling helpless, he moved on toward his next destination. * * * The temple of Zeus looked much as it did in the original timeline. It was nighttime, and no priests were present. He pushed through the doors impatiently, then yelled "ZEUS! I need to talk to you now!" The king of the gods appeared soon thereafter. "What is it, son?" "Don't give me that, Zeus!" snapped Hercules. "You know what Ares has done! Why are you letting him get away with messing with the timeline that way?" Zeus hesitated. "There wasn't much I could do. He had help. Working together, they're pretty formidable." Hercules smacked his forehead. "Of course. Hera." He paced around the temple, having no outlet for his anxiety, frustration, and nervous energy. "Where do I fit in?" he demanded. "Ares promised me you wouldn't be hurt," answered Zeus. "No one here knows who you are. I didn't think you'd mind the anonymity." "You didn't think I'd mind . . . " Hercules' voice strangled in his throat, then he exclaimed, "Then didn't you think I'd mind losing my lover to Ares? Didn't you think I'd mind what happened to Xena?" "Ah, Xena," said his father. "She's the focus of the change in the timeline. It all has to do with her. If she asks Ares to restore the original timeline, he has to do it. That's the one concession I got out of them. Ares is right that I have favored you over him--I thought it best to let him have his way this time." Hercules was furious, "Zeus!" he snapped, making the name sound like an invective, "how is she supposed to ask that if she doesn't know about it?" Zeus tried to keep his patience; he understood why his son was upset, and he felt vaguely guilty about it. "She might have dreams of the other time. She might realize something's wrong. Unfortunately, Ares planned this very well. She's protecting Greece from invasion--very effectively I might add. I guess it's not very likely she'd recognize that she's somehow not herself." Hercules was gripping his hands together tightly, trying to stop himself from smashing something. He made a conscious effort to steady his breathing, then asked, "So he can't change it back unless she asks him?" His father nodded. "Well, then," said Hercules, "I'm going to have to persuade her somehow." "I can't help you there," said the king of gods gravely. "Why am I *not* surprised?" Hercules stalked out of the temple without bidding his father farewell, slamming the doors behind him. His whole body still twitching with frustration, he drove his fist into a large boulder with a roar. Almost immediately, he heard a voice call out, "Geronimo!" and his sister Aphrodite appeared in midair in a graceful dive and landed neatly on her feet beside him. "What's up, big brother?" she asked. "The old man is really down. Did you two have another fight?" He glared at her. "Do you know what Ares has done?" "Yeah," she shrugged. "Well, maybe you can figure out why I argued with Zeus!" "Chill, big brother. What's the big diff?" "What's. The. Big. Diff?" he repeated slowly and unbelievingly. "C'mon, 'Dite, even you should be able to figure this out. For one, Xena is a warlord now, Xena the Conqueror." "This is a problem?" she asked. "Yes. This is a problem. She's turning Greece into Ares' version of the New World Order. And the only way to change things back is if *she* asks him to. The other big diff, sister of mine, is that Iolaus belongs to Ares now." "Leatherboy's doing Blondie? That's way uncool. OK, now I get what you're so tweaked about." Hercules sighed. Talking to his sister was always frustrating, but it was particularly so now. "No, Iolaus is not *all* I'm 'tweaked' about. He's part of it." He began to pace again, ignoring Aphrodite, and talking almost to himself, "How am I going to be able to get close to her so I can talk to her?" "Well, du-uh," said the goddess of love. "Get yourself captured by her as a slave. You've got all the right equipment. She'll choose you as her personal boy toy in no time." "Xena keeps slaves?" asked Hercules, then sighed. "Of *course* she does. And why do you think she'll choose me for anything?" "Exsqueeze me? Have you looked in the mirror lately? If you weren't my brother . . . " "Don't go there!" Hercules interrupted her. "Well, anyway, you want to get close to the warrior babe, that's how. Of course you'll have to make the slave thing convincing. You'll have to lose the 'tude, dude. But look at the bright side--you'll get a chance to do your old girlfriend. I've heard she's really hot." Hercules briefly considered throttling his sister, but it was never worth getting angry at Aphrodite. It usually just washed right over her. "Thanks, 'Dite," he muttered with difficulty. "You've been surprisingly helpful." "Good luck!" she called out, as she vanished. "Later." Chapter 3 After some inquiries, Hercules learned the location of Xena's headquarters, a heavily fortified castle outside Amphipolis. He also learned that she regularly sent out troops all over her territory, which was to say, most of Greece, to enforce order, to secure supplies, and to maintain military readiness. They would also capture slaves to serve the Conqueror and her officers and to perform menial labor. Now he just had to get himself captured and make it look convincing. He scouted for a couple of days and discovered a fairly large party of Xena's troops was approaching a village near Amphipolis. As several armed horsemen rode into the town square, Hercules had just been caught stealing a loaf of bread from a stall. Apparently oblivious to the presence of the approaching soldiers, he took a very carefully controlled swing at the stall owner, knocking him flat, but not doing much damage. He then took off at a run, carrying his misbegotten loaf of bread. He was quickly surrounded by a group of soldiers. He resisted capture as realistically as he could, pulling his punches and kicking with only a small portion of his strength, while trying not to make it obvious that he was doing so. It wasn't easy for him to fight like an ordinary man of his size, but he managed, and was soon jumped and held down by enough soldiers that he could conceivably give up. He heard another horse approaching, and one of the soldiers said, "Look what we caught, my lady." Hercules looked up and could not conceal his astonishment. Callisto looked down at him from the back of a magnificent black horse. "Well, well, well, what's this?" she demanded. "A thief, my lady," answered the soldier. "A thief," she repeated. "Not a very bright thief apparently." She rode up to Hercules, who was still being held by several men, and slapped him sharply across the face, then backhanded the other cheek. "Do you know what we do with thieves around here, stranger?" she demanded, while he glared at her sullenly, hoping he continued to convey the impression of someone not very bright. "We put them to work as slaves for the Conqueror, so they can be put to good use and kept out of trouble," she said casually, her voice deceptively soft. "My lady will be very pleased with *you*." "Your lady?" he asked hesitantly. "Yes," she said abruptly. "The Conqueror. You have the honor to have been captured by her second-in- command." She turned to the soldiers. "Chain him securely. I don't want him to be able to move a muscle." Hercules was almost oblivious to the lengths of chain being wrapped around his entire body, to his arms being firmly manacled behind his back, and to the various locks snapping shut that held the chains in place. Callisto was Xena's second-in-command? It was almost enough to make him laugh. Ares certainly did have a twisted sense of humor. He was deposited in a cart, not particularly comfortably, and left guarded while Callisto and her soldiers finished their business in the village. As a matter of course, he experimentally tested the strength of the chains binding him--if he had wanted to, he could have broken them, but, of course, he didn't. Then he was on his way to be delivered into slavery. * * * Xena's castle was suitably imposing. Once through the gates, he was dragged unceremoniously out of the cart and made to shuffle along through the castle, his ankles hobbled together, and the chains and locks clanking. *I'll make a wonderful first impression,* he thought, wondering if his sister's idea really had that much merit after all. Once he and some other newly captured slaves were brought into the Conqueror's presence, however, he could think of nothing else. The Conqueror exhibited a commanding and powerful demeanor, wielding it like a scepter, and Hercules found himself almost feeling that serving her would be a privilege. She was sitting on a throne and wearing a long purple dress, trimmed with silver. A simple silver circlet adorned her head. Her legs were crossed, and he saw a hint of boots of the finest black leather. On a hassock next to the throne knelt Gabrielle, sitting back on her heels, her knees apart. She was dressed entirely in green, with a bodice and short skirt that, if anything, covered less than what she wore in the original timeline. The hassock was lower than the throne, and Xena had an arm resting on Gabrielle's shoulder, and a hand idly reaching into her bodice to toy with the closest breast. Otherwise she paid no attention to Gabrielle, who sometimes gasped silently or swayed slightly in response to her nipple being pinched or rolled between the Conqueror's fingers. Hercules was furious with himself because his first reaction was to find the scene undeniably erotic--he almost envied Gabrielle's position before sternly reminding himself how he felt about slavery. Callisto stepped forward, knelt on one knee and bowed to Xena, casting a brief glance at Gabrielle. "My lady," she said, "these are the new slaves. The supplies we acquired are already being stored." There were two other men and two women who had been brought in with Hercules. None were as securely bound as he was. Xena slowly got up from her throne, after giving Gabrielle's breast a rough squeeze. The slightest flash of alarm and recognition flickered in Xena's eyes when she noticed Hercules, but was instantly replaced by a studied brusqueness. She glanced at the women, turned to Callisto and said, "Kitchen or farms, wherever they're most needed." She then regarded the other two men and said, "Farms too or working on our fortifications if they have any talent for stoneworking. Take them away. *This* one," she indicated Hercules, "stays here." She appraised Hercules with cool deliberation, her eyes travelling his body. She jerked her head at Callisto, "Get those chains off him. What was he up to when you caught him?" "Stealing food," answered Callisto, unlocking the locks and removing the chains. "I don't think he's very bright--we caught him in the act." "I see," said Xena, never taking her eyes off of Hercules. "How very foolish of him. I want a pair of manacles for his wrists forged of the strongest metal we have. Leave the chain between them long enough to give him some freedom of movement. He's no good to us if he can't work." As the last of the chains was removed from him, Hercules straightened slightly, grateful to have the pressure off his arms. Xena suddenly pulled a knife from her boot--he later learned that she was never without this particular accessory--and held the point to his throat. "On your knees," she ordered, "very carefully, and get your hands behind you." Hercules knelt slowly, the point of the knife following him down, and he put his hands behind his back. "You're a slave now," said Xena calmly. "You'll be well-fed and have a place to sleep in return for your labor and absolute obedience. My question to you is, are you going to cooperate or not?" "I'll cooperate," he said softly, the knife point moving with his throat as he spoke, but pressing against him with such complete control that it never pierced his skin. He then allowed an edge of bitterness to creep into his voice. "It's not as though I have anywhere else to go. I'm not afraid of hard work, and I'll more than earn my food and shelter." "Good," she said shortly, letting the knife drop back into her boot in a swift and fluid motion. "You'll be chained, but that's mostly to remind you of your status. There won't be anything to stop you from running, but the manacles will identify you as my property. Returning escaped slaves to me is a popular activity in my territory--I have a generous reward system. What do you say to that?" "I won't run, my lady," he said, bowing his head in what he hoped was a sufficiently respectful gesture. "Well, Callisto," drawled Xena with satisfaction. "It looks like you've found me some valuable property. If he pans out, you and your troops will be rewarded." Callisto simply bowed her head in acknowledgment. Xena summoned her household steward. "Phideas, get him fitted for those manacles and get him a meal. If he's stealing food," she said, glancing at Hercules narrowly, "he's probably hungry. And show him where he sleeps. I'll put him to work tomorrow." She turned back to her new acquisition. "You may stand. Go with Phideas." Suddenly the knife was out of her boot and back in her hand. She tapped Hercules' chest lightly with the flat of the blade. "I don't want to hear of you causing any trouble, slave-boy." "You won't, my lady. You have my word," he promised softly. Xena began to turn away, then turned back, saying lightly, "Oh and take off that shirt and those gauntlets. You won't be needing them here." She grinned ferally as Hercules flushed, and Aphrodite's words echoed in his mind. He removed his shirt, and she plucked it out of his hand, watching him as he unbuckled his gauntlets, seeming to devour his chest and arms with her eyes, and remarking briefly, "Oh, that's very nice," before dismissing him and his keeper. As he left, she had returned to her throne and to her caresses of Gabrielle, and was conferring with Callisto. And Hercules had to confess himself feeling somewhat deflated at no longer being the object of that intense gaze. * * * If they did her bidding, Xena's slaves were actually treated quite well. The food was plentiful and nourishing, and he had a small private cell-like room to sleep in with a straw mattress. The male and female slaves slept in separate quarters, each with its own latrine and bathing facilities. The area where they slept was locked at night, but the individual rooms were not. He was put to work where his strength would be most useful, stacking wood, bearing heavy loads, helping with the continual repairs to the castle's fortifications and to the defenses around the villages nearby. For several days, he saw little of his new owner, but he wasn't surprised. Sometimes he caught a glimpse of her riding out in front of a body of troops. On these occasions she wore a leather garment and armor similar to the one he was familiar with, but all black, with gleaming metallic armor. One day, when delivering loads of firewood around the castle, he came upon Callisto with Gabrielle in a well-travelled corridor. Gabrielle was facing the wall, her hands flat against it above her head, and Callisto's hand was moving between her legs. Callisto was making no effort to hide what she was doing, and Xena was not far away, so Hercules had to conclude that the Conqueror shared her personal slaves with her second-in-command. The thought brought him a momentary dismay, but he reassured himself that Callisto had taken next to no interest in him since she'd brought him in. He fervently hoped she was only interested in women. After storing the appointed portion of firewood in a couple of rooms, he emerged back into the corridor to see Gabrielle moaning and pumping her hips in rhythm with Callisto's thrusts. At the same time, Xena emerged from another room. She leaned gracefully against the wall, crossed her arms, and smiled, watching until Gabrielle yelped in climax. "Very entertaining, Callisto," she remarked lightly, before moving away in Hercules' direction. "I hear good reports of your work, slaveboy," she said. "Keep it up." He bowed his head and said, "Yes, my lady," while inwardly cursing the puppy- like leap his heart had taken when she turned her attention on him. Before he moved off, he noticed Gabrielle on her knees in front of Callisto, reverently kissing her hand and then being made to lick the warrior's fingers clean. He wondered if this particular relationship was a planned part of Ares' scheme, or if it had just evolved out of the situation. Under Xena's rule, human beings were simply *used* in any number of ways, and they were controlled with an impersonal efficiency. What affection he saw given to slaves had a distant, abstracted quality, and punishments were meted out ruthlessly, but again impersonally, for the slightest of infractions. Everywhere the firm hand of Xena's control was evident, although it was mostly administered through Callisto or Phideas. Hercules was horrified by what he saw and shocked at the thoroughness and pervasiveness of Xena's rule. Almost everyone he saw *wanted* to please her, to obey her. Her presence was as commanding as a god's, her will was law, and she wielded her personal influence like a finely honed and accurate tool, pulling a string here, nudging a lever there, keeping the entire system in orderly balance. Ares must have been ecstatic--it was what he'd wanted from Xena all along. And he found himself falling under her spell. His goal was to get close enough to her so he could talk to her about the original timeline, but he found himself responding whenever he sensed her eyes on him, standing straighter, making his movements more sure and fluid, trying to make the hardest labor look easy so his strength was apparent to the most casual viewer. He couldn't help trying to draw her attention--not simply because it served his original purpose, but because he yearned to be the focus of those intense blue eyes. He learned to move and work with minimal clanking of the chain hanging between his wrists, wanting to appear as graceful as possible; he hated the chain though, as it continuously reminded him of his lowly position. He had noticed that Xena and Callisto were apparently good friends, but not lovers. They worked well together as Commander and Lieutenant, but he often saw them laughing and joking together. Callisto seemed to be one of the very few people with whom the Conqueror dropped her commanding demeanor. He learned from Phideas, who liked to talk, that Xena had indeed raided Cirra when Callisto was a young girl and had taken Callisto prisoner. Callisto had apparently admired Xena from the start and wanted to emulate her, and Xena had taken the chance of having Callisto trained as a warrior. Her abilities were superb, and she eventually earned the position of Xena's second-in-command. One day Xena and Callisto had a picnic with Gabrielle in attendance, Xena apparently having chosen a spot where Hercules could see them as he worked rebuilding a crumbling wall. Gabrielle gracefully served out all the food and poured wine, then knelt between them, holding a wine goblet in each hand. The other women chatted and laughed, taking the goblet from Gabrielle's hand when they wanted a sip, then returning it, and sometimes popping a morsel of food into Gabrielle's mouth. When he had to turn away for his work, he would feel Xena's eyes on him, creating a slight chill in the back of his neck, but when he turned back, she was always looking at her companions. The meal over, they apparently ordered Gabrielle to strip, and they stretched her out on the grass, Callisto holding her arms pinned above her head and toying with her breasts, while Xena's hand stroked the slave's parted thighs and then buried itself between her legs. Just then Ares appeared before him, apparently invisible to the others. "How do you like this world, brother?" the god taunted. "Perfect order, and everyone knows his or her appointed place. Including you. I knew you wouldn't be able to resist coming here. I can't tell you how much I enjoy seeing you like this. It gives me so much satisfaction to fuck my golden-haired boy and know that you're in chains. They suit you." Ares chortled triumphantly. Hercules felt a fury rising in him, and even with the manacles and chain between his wrists he could have probably made Ares at least uncomfortable for a while, but he was not going to make himself look absurd by fighting an invisible god in front of Xena. He steadfastly ignored his half-brother, pouring all of his concentration into his work. "Very well," said Ares. "I have to talk to your owner any way." The god disappeared from Hercules' view, then reappeared in front of the three women. Xena glanced at him, but he said, "Carry on," with a grand wave of his hand. When Gabrielle thrashed and cried out, Xena turned her attention to Ares, who talked to her softly and urgently. Hercules was apparently the subject of their conversation. Xena laughed dismissively, her voice carrying. "So you know him, and he's a habitual liar? Well, you don't need to worry about what he might say to me, Ares. It's not as though I kept him for his conversational skills." * * * The next day Hercules had seen Xena and Callisto ride out with a body of troops. Gabrielle brought him his lunch, as she was sometimes sent to do. He had noticed she had a serenity about her similar to what he had seen in Iolaus at Ares' temple. This time, he gently asked, "Are you allowed to stay for a while and talk? I don't get a lot of company." She gracefully settled herself on the ground beside him and laughed. "You will soon enough. She has her eye on you." In between eating his bread and cheese, he asked, "Does that bother you?" "No," said Gabrielle, shrugging. "If I were the only one she ever took to her bed, she'd wear me out." "How . . . um . . . do you feel about being here?" he asked, embarrassed, but curious. "I mean, yesterday, was that hard for you?" Her eyes gleamed with mischief. "No. I liked it. It's pretty flattering to have both of them focused on *me*. I like being here." Her voice took on a dreamy tone. "She's just so . . . amazing. From the first time I saw her, I knew I wanted to be lost in her, give myself to her. She's the most powerful person in Greece-- how could I not want to please and serve her?" Hercules nodded despite himself; he had noticed that feeling growing in himself, but he didn't like it. "What about Callisto?" he asked. Gabrielle laughed ruefully. "She pays more attention to me than the Conqueror does. Xena always keeps her distance. She doesn't let anyone get too close to her. Callisto lets me in sometimes. Xena never does." She shrugged. "It makes me feel good to please them. And I hate it when I make mistakes. I never want to disappoint them. Of course, I don't like being punished either." "I can imagine," he murmured. "It's pretty brutal," she agreed. "But it works to keep people in line, and it's only happened a couple of times, and not for a long time. I'm very careful. But not just to avoid pain. They have important work to do; I want to do whatever I can to smooth whatever part of their way I can." Hercules was torn by conflicting feelings. Part of him wanted to shake Gabrielle out of her complacency. Something about their lives in this timeline had exaggerated both her and Iolaus' desire to please, to subsume themselves into something larger. But it had erased the spark and energy and stubbornness that made them who they were. The Gabrielle he knew would sacrifice almost anything for Xena, would follow her till the ends of the earth, and would do almost anything Xena told her; but she would also speak up when she disagreed with Xena, she could fight with courage and determination, and she would have talked the ears off anyone who would listen about the evils of slavery and war. Gabrielle stood up, saying, "I really should get back." "Thanks for the lunch--and the conversation." Yes, part of him raged inside at her serene acceptance of her status . . . but part of him envied it too. There *was* something about this Xena that drew him, something the Xena he knew kept carefully contained and controlled. This Xena would have never let her army get out of her control the way *his* Xena had. She could have unleashed her personal magnetism and gotten control of Darphus and her men, but even then something had prevented her from exerting the irresistable influence over others that she was capable of. Perhaps she didn't trust herself to control it, and even at her most savage, she was afraid of giving her power full rein. That was one of the reasons he had been able to see her potential for good. As cruel and murderous and vicious as she had been, she had known there were lines she shouldn't cross. This Xena had no such scruples, but he felt himself drawn to her, despite despising her methods. It troubled him that he couldn't figure out if that feeling was simply an artificial result of her charisma being brought to bear on him, or whether it originated within himself. It didn't occur to him until later that perhaps those possibilities did not mutually exclude each other, that the feelings Xena inspired in him and others *were* real and that was what made her so dangerous. He did know that he craved to be singled out by her, and that Gabrielle's casual "She has her eye on you" had unleashed a wave of hope in his heart. At the same time, he recalled Gabrielle's information that Xena never let anyone close to her. Hercules *had* to get close to her to accomplish his goals, but he also desperately hoped the bond he had with *his* Xena would have some meaning in *this* world. As he worked, mechanically setting the stones in place and mostly succeeding at keeping the chain out of his way, he realized what disturbed him so much about Gabrielle and Iolaus' manner. It was their glassy serenity. They both seemed to enjoy and find fulfillment in their roles, and they obviously derived sexual satisfaction, but both seemed to lack *passion*. They were graceful, obedient, and responsive, but it was as if their responses were more conditioned and automatic than spontaneous or *alive*. His own passion for Xena had never died and never would, even as they had allowed an enduring friendship to grow between them. He felt an unaccountable desire to break through the invisible wall the Conqueror kept around herself, and he somehow knew that if he had any chance to do so, it would be by distinguishing himself from Gabrielle and the other slaves. He wanted this Xena to recognize him as a part of her soul, and he wanted to melt her detachment into something resembling the passion and intensity of the Xena he knew. Chapter 4 A few days later, Hercules found an opportunity to bring himself to the Conqueror's attention, although it would not have been his first choice of methods. He was bringing a load of wood inside, and Gabrielle was approaching the room where Xena held conferences with her generals. She was carrying a tray with a carafe of wine and some mugs. Suddenly and inexplicably, her grip shifted on the heavy tray and she dropped it. Reacting on instinct, Hercules sped down the hall to her side, dropping his load of wood heavily. He said to Gabrielle, with all the authority his voice could muster, "*Don't* say anything!" As the door slammed open, and an angry Conqueror stalked out, he dropped to one knee, his head bowed, and said, "I'm sorry. It was my fault, my lady; I accidentally bumped into her." Xena pulled his head up by the hair and looked him shrewdly in the eye. Her gaze seemed to say, "I know you're lying," but what she said out loud was, "That was a very expensive wine, slave boy, and you disrupted my meeting with my generals. I can't take that lightly." "Yes, my lady," he murmured, shocked at his own feelings of awe. Much as he disapproved of her methods and everything *this* Xena represented, he couldn't help but be intoxicated by her aura of power and authority. And he quailed inside at the thought that he'd angered her, although he knew it wasn't his fault, and he was pretty sure she knew it too. "I can't tolerate that kind of carelessness," she continued, her voice like ice; "you'll have to be flogged. Be in my throne room at sunset." "Yes, my lady," he answered, angry with himself for the slight quaver in his voice. Still holding on to a handful of his hair, she slapped him once across the face, and he felt utterly naked, as if the heat of her hand striking his cheek had instantly melted his clothes and several layers of skin, leaving him exposed in a way that was entirely unfamiliar to him. He gazed up at her, lips slightly parted in astonishment, wondering just what he *wouldn't* do at her command. Her icy blue eyes seemed to lance into his, noting and gauging the depth of his surrender to her authority. One side of her mouth quirked slightly in a glimmer of a predatory smile; then she turned her attention to Gabrielle, who was standing nearby, her eyes wide with disbelief. "Get us some more wine and help him clean this up," ordered Xena before returning to the conference room. Gabrielle scurried off to fulfill the first order, while Hercules mechanically went to fetch cleaning supplies. When Gabrielle had safely made her delivery, and was helping him clean up, she gasped, "Why did you do that? Do you know what's going to happen to you?" "Yes," he answered quietly, with a slight smile. "I remembered what you said about being punished. I think I can better take a flogging than you. I have a pretty high pain tolerance." "Oh, she'll make sure it hurts," insisted the blonde slave. "She'll probably have Callisto do it, and she's deadly with that whip. But I can't have you take a punishment for *me*." "Yes. You. Can," he said firmly. "Will it make you feel better to know I also had my own reasons for wanting to come to her attention?" "It helps a little," Gabrielle said softly. "Whatever your reasons, thank you. I owe you." "No you don't," he returned. "I took this on myself." * * * At sunset Hercules was dutifully waiting in the throne room, on his knees, head bowed. Part of him was still tugged by an urge to submit and surrender to Xena, and part of him held a hard determination not to break, but rather to give her the best show he could. He realized suddenly that his urge to submit and his desire to perform for her were part and parcel of the same impulse. Resistance was out of the question--it would utterly thwart his reason for being here. Breaking down would be intolerable and make him a failure in the Conqueror's eyes. Dignified submission seemed the only option. He hoped he could muster it. Xena swept in, followed by Callisto who was carrying a long, coiled whip with a single tail. Several household slaves and attendants followed, as well as some of Xena's generals-- Hercules was to be made an example of, and all watching would know that Xena ran her household, and by extension her territory, with an iron hand. Xena sat on her throne, and her generals dispersed themselves around her, while the slaves, including Gabrielle, were off to the side. Xena's voice echoed in the large chamber. "Slave boy! Go stand with your hands against that column. I expect you to keep both hands there until I tell you to move them." "Yes, my lady," he answered in clear, firm voice. He walked over to the column she indicated. It was wide, and he placed his hands flat upon it and apart, the chain from his cuffs dangling between them, his legs wide for balance. Xena spoke to Callisto: "Give him twenty, ten on each side, in a feather pattern. I want his whole back striped. And he looks pretty tough--make them deep enough that he'll be feeling them for a few days. Draw blood." "Yes, my lady," answered Callisto, with a hint of delighted mania in her voice. So she wasn't entirely unlike her other self, thought Hercules, as he tossed his hair back impatiently and waited. Callisto came up behind him, saying thoughtfully, "Oh yes, that's very nice. The marks will suit you, slave boy. I think we'll start . . . here," she noted, as she traced a line along his shoulder blade with her finger, then traced the identical line on the other side, while he struggled not to recoil visibly at her touch. "And then here," she added, moving her finger down, "and then the other stripes will be longer until we get down . . . here," she ran her fingers along his lower back, "when they get shorter again. It's really quite an attractive pattern. My Lady Xena has good taste." She moved around to his side and in a suddenly hard voice, ordered, "Kiss it!" She brought the coiled whip to his lips, and he bent his head and kissed the black leather, trying not to show that he was actually a little afraid. Her voice returned to the almost childlike quality it had had earlier: "And you'll be glad to know I have *perfect* control." He tossed his hair again, restlessly, and he caught a glimpse of Xena watching with intense focus. Yes, he had certainly brought himself to her attention. The thought steeled him, and he took a deep breath, focusing his attention, and consciously relaxing his muscles. The preparation helped a little, but the first crack of the whip took his breath away. It was like a line of icy cold fire on his skin, followed by almost unbearable rush of pain from the wound's contact with open air. The line followed the identical path Callisto had traced with her finger, and he could feel a tickle from drops of blood beginning to drip from the stripe, while it still burned and throbbed with a sharp ferocity. Callisto paused, wanting Hercules and all the watchers to absorb the impact of the first stripe before she laid down the second. With a deafening crack, she sliced open his flesh on the other side, with apparently the same length stripe, and the same depth as the first. Another pause, and another blow on the first side. This time the line of fire was slightly longer. He gasped with each blow, but refused to cry out. By the sixth stripe, he had to concentrate to keep his now sweaty hands in place on the column. From what Gabrielle had told him, slaves were *always* bound during a flogging, and the fact that he wasn't, he realized, meant that this was a very serious test. He had no intention of failing. But it was hard, oh, so hard. The stripes grew longer as they moved in perfect precision down his back, each one angling up from his spine to the outside. The sharpness of the pain brought tears to his eyes, and he had to battle down a surging impulse to whirl around, rip the whip out of Callisto's hand, and break her neck--or at least drive his fist into the column which supported him, bringing it down. There was something about this quality of pain that sent bolts of energy surging through him--he *had* to move, he had to release some of the pain--and he couldn't. He thought of *his* Xena, her back marked by Callisto's knife, and his own back repeatedly opened up under this Callisto's whip, and his mind whirled with confusion. And his blood welled out of each slice from the whip, and it suddenly occurred to him that it was an offering to the Conqueror. He carefully repositioned his slippery hands, fought back the low growl that was rising in his throat, and surrendered himself. With each crack of the whip, he gritted and bared his teeth, trying not to let a sound escape, and he tossed his head, his flying hair being the only part of his body he was allowed to move. He was shattering and dissolving with each strike, his will seeming to seep out of him with his blood. Despite all of his problems with his father, so much of his sense of himself was bound up in being the son of Zeus. Now all that was slipping away, so that all he was was a slave whose body no longer belonged to him, but was subject to be used and even flayed open at the will of another. The pain never got more tolerable, and in fact, each successive blow built up the pain across his entire back even more. It was more unbearable each time the whip laid his flesh open with perfect accuracy, every time his back erupted in that sharp-edged flash of fiery pain. After what seemed like hours, it was over, the twentieth stripe laid down with the same exquisite precision as the first. His back both burned with pain, all the wounds flinching from the open air, and itched ferociously--both the deep, quivering itch of the wounds themselves and the tickling sensation of numerous tendrils of blood making their way down his back. He remained in position obediently, waiting for permission to move. "You may move now," said Xena calmly, "and thank her who gave you your deserved punishment." Gabrielle had prepared him for this, and the thought sent a wave of nausea through him. He carefully turned around, got down on his knees, and bent his head down to kiss Callisto's boot. She emitted a slightly manic giggle, and he wondered if she had any idea how close she came to being flung bodily across the chamber. Then he stood up, squared his shoulders despite the pain, and walked boldly and with his head high toward Xena's throne. There, he again dropped to his knees, again bent over to kiss her boot, noting the pain as the skin on his back stretched open the slashes from the whip. He murmured, "Thank you for correcting me, my lady." She simply nodded coldly and said, "I trust you won't earn yourself another flogging, slave boy," then directed Gabrielle to tend to his wounds, dismissing them both. Gabrielle was crying as she led him to the castle infirmary, where wounded soldiers were normally treated. "I . . . I've never seen a whipping like that. Oh gods, and it should have been me!" "No," he hastened to reassure her. "I knew what I was doing when I stepped into that. *Please* don't blame yourself." He cupped her jaw gently in his hand and tipped her face up to look in his eyes. "Listen to me, Gabrielle. It was *my* choice." He knew Xena had chosen Gabrielle on purpose. She couldn't flog her for dropping the wine, but she could certainly make her suffer his flogging vicariously. Gabrielle let herself be consoled; she was used to others telling her what to do and think. She prepared a salve, explaining, "All I'm allowed to put on your back is something to prevent infection." Hercules nodded; of course, Xena wouldn't want it to heal any faster than necessary. If, as he expected, floggings were usually administered to set an example to other slaves, she'd want the reminders to last, and the stripes were deep enough that even his faster-than-normal healing ability wouldn't get rid of them soon. He ceased to pay attention to Gabrielle's gentle touch on his back, as he pondered his own reactions to the flogging. Nothing had shaken his unwavering belief that slavery was an absolute wrong, but something in him had thrilled at the knowledge that Xena had ordered and was witnessing his punishment. His abasement was all the more complete in that she'd ordered another to administer the flogging--that it was Callisto was an irony that he couldn't even begin to get his mind around at the moment--and in that he'd essentially consented to it by not being bound. He gestured slightly and realized he was getting used to the clinking of the chain that dangled from his manacled wrists; much of the time he forgot it was there. And feeling Xena's eyes devouring him as the whip landed, he had felt an overwhelming desire to please her. He flushed, bowing his head so Gabrielle wouldn't see as she continued her ministrations to his back. Who was he becoming, he wondered. * * * Hercules had even more trouble than usual falling asleep, worried that he might roll on his back and still troubled by his responses to the whipping. Sleep had used to come so easy to him, but not here. He had become so used to having a warm body, a particular warm body, to enfold into his embrace each night, that he was uneasy sleeping alone. He forced himself not to think of Iolaus when Xena was around; he had to be alert and focused. But at night, or during the days when he had seen the Conqueror riding off on business, his thoughts invariably made their way to the blond hunter. He imagined himself twining his fingers in the tangle of curls; gazing rapt into those bright blue eyes which signalled surrender and submission and a knowing sense of mischief and complicity at the same time; feeling his heart skip a beat when one of those dazzling smiles flashed onto Iolaus' face; plunging his tongue into the warm cavern of Iolaus' mouth; watching that mouth sucking on one of his fingers, Iolaus' eyes closed in dreamy bliss; stroking his hands possessively along the muscled arms and legs and over the blond's chest and abdomen and back; sinking his fingers or teeth into the round, taut buttocks; and bringing the hunter's nipples to life with his rough ministrations. He usually had to stop his remembering at this point. Whenever he thought of Iolaus offering his mouth or his ass to be penetrated by Hercules' cock, the demigod invariably had a vision of Ares using Iolaus the same way, and his stomach would clench in hopeless fury. Enthralled as he was by the Conqueror's magnetism, he wanted his lover and friend and property back. Chapter 5 The next day Hercules was back outside repairing fortifications. Xena was sparring with Callisto, whose moves were as lightning fast as he remembered, but Xena eventually disarmed and overpowered her with solid kicks and blows. Xena's war cries and Callisto's shrieks rang in the air, as both women flipped and whirled, trying to get an advantage. When Xena had Callisto pinned to the ground, she let her up and dismissed her with a friendly pat on the rear. He straightened momentarily, stretching and wiping the sweat from his eyes with his forearm, careful not to hit himself with the chain that dangled between his wrists. He winced, for the sweat stung the cuts in his back, but he'd been too busy to notice it until now. He felt her eyes upon him again and turned around. "Slave boy!" she called, walking toward him. "Do you have any fighting skills?" Hercules replied matter-of-factly, "I've been told I have some abilities in that area, my lady." "Really. And how are your reflexes?" He suddenly reached up and caught the knife she had thrown just as it was whizzing past his ear, and answered drily, "Fine." She grinned, "I see. Well, as you see, I'm sorely in need of a challenging sparring partner. Are you willing to volunteer?" "I don't want to hurt you, my lady." "So sure of your abilities, are you?" she laughed. "Well, think of it as doing me a favor. Even Callisto's too easy an opponent, and my skills are getting rusty. And I prefer to improve my chances of surviving the next battle any way I can." "Of course, my lady," he answered, remembering a time when *his* Xena had demanded he practice with her. He easily leapt the portion of wall he had been working on and approached the Conqueror. He returned her knife and dropped to one knee before her and bowed his head, his honey-colored hair falling forward. "However I can be of service, my lady." "Stand up. Hold out your wrists." She unlocked his manacles and tucked the key back into her bosom, saying, "Don't get used to being without those. They suit you." "As you wish," he answered quietly, wondering to himself, *Why does she trust me? I could easily break her neck and run. Is it so obvious that I've surrendered my will to hers?* "Turn around. Let me see your back," she commanded lightly. He complied. "Callisto does lovely work, don't you think?" she asked. "I can't fault her technique, my lady," he answered mildly, while she indicated that he could turn back and face her. She laughed. "You are a genuine prize, slave boy." She grabbed a sword from a small cart filled with weapons and tossed it to him. "So show me what you've got," she challenged. "And don't think of holding back, or I'll *really* lay your back open for disobedience." He didn't bother to explain that he rarely used his full strength in fights with humans. As it was, remembering his experiences with *his* Xena, he knew she would prove a challenge, even to *his* strength. They came together in a clash of blades, attacking and parrying. Hercules wondered if she knew that every move pulled and reopened the gashes in his back; he concluded she probably did and that this was another test. Of what? The extent of his submission? He knew she was more skillful than he was with a sword, but he took advantage of the fact that he could move considerably quicker than she would have expected, given his size. And Xena was being cautious, aware that he had no protection for his lower arms. Their movements evolved into a controlled dance, Xena attacking, and Hercules parrying. She whirled around, slashing downward toward his sword, and he spun backward, bringing the sword up with the strength of both arms above and behind his head. "You're not bad, slave boy," she muttered. Eventually, she saw an opening, and with a carefully controlled blow, she sent his sword flying away from him. He was actually relieved--this was more familar territory for him. She advanced on him, her sword flashing, but he readily avoided her blows, sometimes ducking under and sometimes jumping over her slashing sword, then threw himself into a sudden roll, knocking her off her feet and onto her back. She arched her back and jumped into a standing position, exclaiming, "*Good* boy!" As she raised the sword, he charged her, grabbing her wrist and throwing her. She flipped and landed on her feet and took a flying leap to strike him in the chest with a solid kick. As she spun around to kick him again, he caught her foot in his hand, upending her. She was up again immediately, but was breathing more heavily. "Is this the kind of thing you were looking for, my lady?" he demanded, as she came up behind him, and he drove an elbow backward into her stomach, which sent her flying backward. "Yes it is!" she panted, flinging her body into a roll, leaping to her feet, and charging him. He was about to grab her and simply pick her up and toss her, knowing she wouldn't get hurt, but she was quicker and managed to hook a foot around his ankle, bringing him down hard on the grass. He winced as the blades stabbed into the wounds on his back, almost all of them bleeding again and stinging excruciatingly from sweat. She pointed her sword at his throat, but he clapped his hands on the blade. Their eyes locked, and for a moment he thought he saw a gleam of recognition there. They had been there before, and he wondered if any memories from the original timeline were seeping through. As it was, she was distracted for a moment, and he wrested the sword out of her grasp, flung it aside and rolled up to his feet. Mad at herself for letting her concentration waver, she took it out on Hercules, driving him backward with a series of solid, well-placed kicks to his chest and stomach. "C'mon slave boy!" she taunted. He ducked under a backhanded swing to his jaw, and scooped her into his arms. She flipped herself over backward and out of his grip, struck him a blow in the jaw that spun him around, then locked her arm around his neck from behind, yanking his head back by the hair with her other hand. "Am I allowed to surrender, my lady?" he gasped, knowing he was perfectly capable of dislodging her arm but not positive he could do so without breaking it. "Normally, I'd say no," she said, releasing her grip on him, "but I think your back's taken enough punishment." His back was streaked with blood, and strewn with clinging blades of grass. She reached out her hand and clasped his wrist firmly, treating him for a moment, as almost an equal. "That was impressive, slave boy. Best workout I've had in a *long* time." He bowed his head, then dropped to one knee, surprised at how naturally this gesture was coming to him. "My privilege and my pleasure, my lady." "Flatterer," she laughingly accused. "Stay there." She retrieved his manacles, then fastened them back on him, musing, "you seem to have a lot of ways of making yourself useful. Take those weapons back to the castle, then get yourself cleaned up and get those gashes looked at again. I want to see you and Gabrielle in my chambers at dinner time. It's time for you to learn some new duties." "As you wish, my lady," he replied. She looked down at him, where he remained kneeling, traced one finger in a path over his cheekbone and along his jawline and thence to his lips, where he lightly kissed it. "You're turning out even more useful, not to mention entertaining, than I anticipated, slave boy. *Don't* disappoint me." She turned around and walked away, collecting her sword as she went, neatly flipping it up into her hand with her foot. He got up slowly and rather painfully and set about fulfilling her orders. * * * As he moved toward the slave's quarters to get cleaned up, Gabrielle came running toward him. "She wants me to take care of your back," she explained. He nodded. "Just let me wash up a little first." The cold water was excruciating on his back, but he was glad to flush all the sweat and grass and dirt out of the gashes from the whip. "What did she do to you?" asked Gabrielle, applying a salve that would prevent infection. "Target practice," answered Hercules, and he shrugged self-deprecatingly and smiled. "She wants you to wait outside her chambers; I'll bring her dinner later. She'll let you know when you're wanted," explained Gabrielle. Hercules waited outside the Conqueror's chambers, as ordered. After a while, the door opened, and she looked out. "Come in, slave boy." As he followed her, he noticed that she was wearing a long black robe, tied with a sash, with apparently nothing underneath. "Let's see your back," she said abruptly. He turned around, and her fingers very lightly inspected him. "You'll do. They'll heal. Now--I'm assuming that strength of yours is good for more than carrying firewood, repairing fortifications, and flinging me around the practice field." She smiled almost warmly, before resuming her abrupt tone. "How are you at giving a massage?" He grinned, saying, "I've been told I have some abilities in that area." "Good. Prove it." She unlocked and removed his manacles, then walked over to a kind of padded table, opened the top of her robe and pulled her arms out of the sleeves, then lay face down on the table, her back bare. Hercules had caught a glimpse of breasts, breasts he had caressed and worshipped and suckled. What this Xena had in common with *his* Xena was an utter lack of self- consciousness about her body. Xena could be just as intimidating nude as she could in the severest armor. "As you wish," he whispered, and began rubbing her neck, thumbs firmly rotating at the base of her skull. Any flexing of his muscles made his own back throb and ache; Callisto had laid stripes across every possible muscle group. But he was overcome again with an intense desire to please this cold warlord, and not only as a ploy to achieve his goal of restoring the original timeline. "Oh, that's good," she purred, as his strong thumbs made their way down her neck. "You just got yourself another job, slave boy." "I--I hope to please you, my lady," he stammered. "Well, keeping working at it," she returned. "You've made me a good deal sorer than I've been for a long time." His hands moved to her bare shoulders, and he began to probe them deeply with his fingers, using his strength to coerce knotted muscles into submission. "Is this too hard, my lady?" he asked as his thumbs worked deeply into her shoulders. "No. I'll let you know if it's too hard, slave boy." "Yes, my lady," he answered, somewhat abashed. But he took pride in his task, and relished the feeling of the tense muscles yielding to his pressure. He didn't exactly know what such a massage would feel like--no one he knew was strong enough to really liquify his muscles like that, although his Xena had come close--, but he knew from experience that a Herculean backrub was a prized commodity. Iolaus in particular would congratulate himself on having a half-god as a lover, when Hercules would give him a massage. No, best not to think of Iolaus now. Satisfied that the shoulder muscles had loosened sufficiently under his hands, he placed them on Xena's upper arms and began working his way down. She allowed herself a small sigh of contentment, and Hercules smiled to himself. Suddenly he noticed faint lines radiating across her back. Transfixed and momentarily forgetting himself, he traced one with his finger. "Yes," said Xena abruptly, as if reading his mind. "I don't mete out any punishment I haven't experienced myself. I wasn't born the Conqueror, you know. Now get back to work, slave boy." "Yes, my lady." Silently wondering about *this* Xena's past, he found a sore spot immediately under her shoulderblade, a hard knot of tension. He began rubbing it gently, then harder, seeming to dissolve it under his fingers. He moved down her spine, with sweeping outward strokes of the heels of his hands, and then worked his thumbs into another area of tension in her lower back. He returned his hands to her shoulders, for another long and deep massage, until she said, "Nice work, slave boy." Xena sat up, pulled on her robe, then gestured to the manacles. Hercules brought them to her and held out his arms while she locked them back on. Then she said, "Gabrielle will be bringing my dinner soon. Go kneel in the corner there out of the way. Watch and learn." He flushed, but moved quickly to his appointed place. He had a pretty good idea just what he would be watching and learning, and a tangle of confused emotions whirled in his brain. On the one hand, he found his position both embarrassing and humiliating. Embarrassing because he would be watching Xena making intimate use of Gabrielle; humiliating because he was being made to watch. At the same time, he had a flash of hope in his heart; if he was to watch and learn, then presumably Xena would be wanting him for the same purposes. Yet he also felt absurdly jealous of Gabrielle. How did the Conqueror have this effect on him? But then he reminded himself ruefully that Xena always *had* had this effect on him, if not in such a dramatic way. The day before the battle with the revivified Darphus he had fallen hard, although he suspected it first happened when he held a sword to her throat, and she had glared at him, courage and defiance blazing out of those blue eyes. But that day before the battle--when poor Iolaus had gone off to scout--and he had watched her bravely confronting her new life, he had realized in a flash why Iolaus had been so dangerously infatuated with her. Hercules willingly handed her his heart on a platter. He had hoped she did care and that she was, in some way, reciprocating his feelings, but he already knew they weren't destined to be a couple. But he also realized it didn't matter what she felt--he was willing to give her anything she wanted, even if she was just using him. Despite all the pain that had come later--his own hurt feelings about her entirely expected departure, Iolaus' hurt feelings about his betrayal, and Ares' subsequent assault on Iolaus which finally forced the friends to confront their feelings about each other--he had never regretted that time. Desire had flared between them, white-hot, pure as silver, and incandescent. His hands had burned where they touched her body, his muscles had melted when she touched his, their mouths had fused in drought-quenching kisses, and when she had guided his cock inside her, she had locked him to her with a strength and force that freed all of his own. He was surprised they didn't consume each other in the heat and friction of their powerful bodies. From that point on, a part of him had belonged to her, even as he was forced to realize his love for Iolaus, even as he later betrayed that love with his own impetuous foolishness in marrying Serena. When Hera had bound Prometheus, Hercules' first and only thought was that he had to stop Xena from striking the fatal blow. When Ares had framed him for Serena's murder, she had brought him back to himself, and in a few quiet words she had made him see his own mistakes with utter clarity. He had had to take time to mourn, but it was the memory of Xena's words that finally sent him back to Iolaus, apologizing the most abject way he knew how. And when Callisto had taken Xena captive, leaving her hurt, terrified, broken, and shattered, he had dedicated himself to putting her back together. Which, of course, had gotten them into this mess. They might have known that humiliating Ares would have future repercussions, but they both couldn't resist. And here he was, kneeling on a stone floor, his wrists manacled, waiting for a demonstration in the proper methods of serving as a personal slave of a violent and ruthless warlord, while his lover was quite happily serving as the plaything of the god of war. Hercules' musings were interrupted by a light tap on the door and the entrance of Gabrielle. She carried a heavy tray and deftly set the dishes and platters on the Conqueror's table, barely acknowledging Hercules' presence. Her job was to please her Mistress, and if her Mistress wanted him there, then that's how it should be. She poured a goblet full of wine, then stepped back. Xena gestured at the blonde slave's clothes, and Gabrielle took them off, folding them carefully and putting them on a low stool. She knelt, naked, near Xena's chair, and Xena said, "You need some adornment, girl." She pulled something that glinted out of a pocket in her robe. It was only when she began to attach them to Gabrielle's nipples that Hercules realized it was a pair of silver clamps, linked with three light chains. He winced slightly in sympathy, as Gabrielle silently gasped, her lips parting but making no sound. "Have you already eaten?" asked Xena brusquely. "Yes, my lady," whispered Gabrielle. Hercules and Iolaus had played with such toys before, and while he was usually the one applying them, not wearing them, they reversed roles on occasion. He remembered the sensation quite vividly--an intense, shooting pain that burned and throbbed its way directly to his cock. He couldn't help wondering how it would feel with a woman's full breasts, and then he was horrified, but not entirely surprised, to discover that his cock was beginning to swell inside his tight pants. "Good," said Xena, "because I want some entertainment while I eat." She was seated at the head of a long wooden table, and she directed Gabrielle to get up on the table, lying down at the other end out of the way of Xena's dinner. "Spread your legs wide, girl," she ordered. "I want your fellow slave to have a good view. Now play with yourself. I want you dripping wet by the time I finish eating, but I don't need to tell you not to come." Hercules flushed a deeper red, but no one was looking at him, and he couldn't help watching with rapt attention. And he couldn't help remembering when he had ordered Iolaus to perform in a similar fashion for him. Gabrielle positioned herself as directed, spread her legs, and began playing with her own pubic hair, twisting the reddish curls around her finger. She then slid her finger along her center, parting her lips. At first she circled the entrance to her vagina with one finger, occasionally sliding it inside. Hercules glanced at Xena. He couldn't see her face, but her pose reminded him of nothing so much as a large bird of prey, focusing intently on its victim. She ate her dinner abstractedly, her attention on Gabrielle. He was getting increasingly aroused and was disturbed at his own reaction. There was no question that the situation was highly erotic, but it made him deeply uncomfortable at the same time. And Gabrielle was so matter-of-fact about what she was doing. She was obviously becoming more aroused, particularly as her now slick finger began circling her clitoris, but from what he could see of her face, she seemed neither humiliated by nor passionately involved in what she was doing. He might very well be in her place soon, he thought, as he watched her spreading her lips wider with one hand, and stroking her own increasingly engorged clit with the other. Would he be able to obey the Conqueror's every command, no matter how personally humiliating he found it? Would he be able to please her? Would he be able to distinguish himself from Gabrielle and the other slaves enough to earn her confidence and accomplish his mission? And would be able to move her enough to melt some of the ice from her eyes and her heart? He knew his desires were no longer entirely related to his mission; he knew he had to reach *this* Xena somehow in order to accomplish it, but he also wanted to reach her because he was captivated by her. And much to his own discomfiture, he was captivated by the idea of *serving* her. Xena finished her dinner, and ordered Gabrielle to stop what she was doing and clear the table. Gabrielle obeyed instantly and gracefully, not a hint in her facial expression to indicate that she was frustrated. She cleared the table, taking the heavy tray outside, but leaving the wine, which she brought into Xena's bedroom. Xena beckoned to Hercules, and he got up and followed her. She pointed to a stool in the corner of the bedroom, saying, "Over there. You've probably had enough of kneeling on a hard floor for now." Hercules was a bit surprised at the Conqueror's taste for luxury as he sat down on the stool and looked around him. The bed had a very sturdy iron frame, undoubtedly useful for securing bed-mates, and was draped by a canopy of rich purple velvet which matched the coverings on the bed. A few iron rings jutted from various points along the wall or hung from the ceiling, making the Conqueror's propensities very apparent. Xena directed Gabrielle to pull the coverings off the bed, and then she took off her own robe. Her body was as perfect as Hercules had remembered, strong, muscled, and yet rounded in all the right places. He desperately wanted to taste those nipples again and to fill his hands with the contours of those breasts. Gabrielle scurried to put the robe away, and then Xena said, "Hands and knees. Middle of the bed." Gabrielle obeyed, positioning herself on her hands and knees, legs spread wide. Hercules suddenly noticed a variety of chains and cuffs hanging from the corners of the bed frame. Xena selected the length she wanted and buckled the leather cuffs onto Gabrielle's ankles and wrists, so that there was a length of chain extending from the slave to the corners of the bed. Xena carefully maneuvered herself between the chains at the head of the bed, sitting in front of Gabrielle with her own legs parted. "Please me now, girl," she ordered. Gabrielle crouched lower, kissing her Mistress reverently between her legs before proceeding to pleasure her with her lips and tongue. *Watch and learn; there are rituals here I'm supposed to be picking up,* thought Hercules to himself, shifting slightly to accomodate his increasingly uncomfortable erection. Xena caught his eye as he shifted, and let a knowing half-smile reveal that she knew exactly what was making him uncomfortable. Then she returned her gaze to the strawberry blonde head moving between her legs. Hercules was momentarily rocked by a surge of jealousy, and he was sure Xena had read that too in her momentary glance. He deeply envied Gabrielle at the moment, wishing it was his tongue tasting the Conqueror's essence, his tongue giving her pleasure. And he knew, without any self- inflation, that his strength made him better at providing that particular pleasure than almost anyone. Still, Gabrielle must have known what she was doing, for Xena soon took in her breath sharply, her body jolted in climax. "Good girl," she purred, stroking the slave's blonde hair. "Would you like to come, girl?" "If it pleases you, my lady," answered Gabrielle, back up on her hands and knees. *The rote answer,* thought Hercules grimly. *Watch and learn, indeed.* Xena retrieved a vial from a table next to her bed and positioned herself behind Gabrielle. "Get on your elbows," she ordered softly, and Gabrielle lowered herself again, and Hercules couldn't help admiring the way the pose made the slave's buttocks stand out while exposing all the treasures that lay between her legs. Xena pushed Gabrielle's legs a little farther apart, then poured oil from the vial over her hand. She spent a few moments stretching Gabrielle's vagina with three fingers, but was satisfied the slave was sufficiently prepared, and made her hand into a fist and pushed it inside. Hercules gasped at the same time that Gabrielle did. Gabrielle had obviously been entered this way before, and Xena's hand passed the muscled opening easily. Hercules had never seen anything quite like it, for all of the experimentation he and Iolaus had done. Seeing Xena's fist vanish into Gabrielle's body, seeing her wrist tightly gripped by those strong muscles was one of the most powerfully and intensely erotic sights he had ever seen. It gave him ideas, and he glanced at his own big hands, now marked with manacles and wondered two things: if such a thing would be possible with Iolaus, and if he'd ever have his Iolaus back to try it. Xena began moving her hand, rocking it slightly, then increasing her tempo, pulling her fist out part of the way and pushing it back in. Hercules pretty much forgot how to breathe, and he watched Gabrielle seeming to pull Xena back inside her. Xena's fist drove faster, and Gabrielle shrieked and bucked in her climax. "Good girl," murmured the conqueror, leaving her fist where it was. With the inside edge of her other hand, she began rubbing the slave's clitoris hard in a sawing motion. Gabrielle came again almost immediately. "Thank you, my lady," she gasped breathlessly. "My lady is too good to her slave." Xena only smiled and unbuckled the cuffs. She pulled Gabrielle into her arms, carefully removed the clamps, and held her while the slave came down off her shattering climaxes and gasped with pain from the clamps' removal, gave her some gulps of wine from her goblet, then dismissed her gently. As Gabrielle had reported, the Conqueror slept alone. Gabrielle obediently went to the outer room to gather her clothes and departed. Her body radiated all the signs of someone who had been thoroughly fucked, but her face maintained its usual placid expression. Xena carelessly pulled on her robe and tied the sash as she crossed the room to where Hercules waited mutely. "And did you learn, slave boy?" she asked. "I trust . . . I did, my lady," he answered carefully. His condition was all too apparent, and his cock had been ready to burst out of its leather restraints for quite some time now. Xena rested her hand lightly over the obvious bulge in his pants. "You're frustrated, aren't you, slave boy?" "Yes, my lady," he answered, his voice strained and his face flushed. "Good. I'd like you to stay that way for a while--until I give you permission to come. I won't know what you're doing alone in your sleeping chamber, obviously, but I'm asking you not to take care of it yourself." She could see by the defeated sag to his shoulders both that he was going to obey her command and that he wasn't at all happy about it. "As you wish," he murmured, bowing his head as he felt both shame and frustration flood his cheeks. Xena reached out and gently ruffled his hair, to soften the blow. "It's obvious you're not accustomed to slavery, boy," she said. "You're not like the others here. Yet that gives you the potential to be all the more valuable to your owner. I can see your willingness to suffer for me and to obey an order that I can't possibly enforce. That pleases me, slave boy." "Then I am more than rewarded, my lady, " he answered, and he meant it. She grinned and dismissed him. He walked rather uncomfortably to his sleeping quarters, and it was a long time before his erection subsided enough for him to get to sleep. Yet the thought of bringing himself relief was no longer even a remote possibility, and he realized he had submitted himself utterly to the Conqueror. No one but himself would know if he stroked himself to climax, but he wasn't even tempted to disobey Xena's command. Chapter 6 Hercules woke up in the morning with his back itching ferociously; it meant that it was beginning to heal with his usual rapidity, but it wasn't comfortable. Before eating a quick meal and heading out to his work, he went to the infirmary in search of some kind of salve that would keep the cuts from drying out even more and cracking open again. He ran into Gabrielle on the way, and she offered to help. Hercules felt acutely self-conscious, remembering the night before, but Gabrielle's serene demeanor was unchanged. She applied salve to his back gently and efficiently, then returned to her other duties. Hercules spent the morning chopping and stacking firewood for the castle. The chain dangling between his wrists made the job extremely awkward, and he could feel various muscles getting sore from the effort of trying to swing the ax without hitting himself with the chain. And he was troubled by his experiences the night before--by Xena's treatment of her slaves and by his own undeniable reactions to that treatment. Suddenly he stopped in mid-swing, feeling the unmistakable mental twitch of sensing one of his divine family members nearby. He turned around to see Ares watching, his arms folded across his chest, and a wide grin leering from his face. "It's good to see you settling into your new lifestyle, brother," he mocked. "This isn't over yet, Ares!" snapped Hercules, his voice hard. "In your dreams," laughed the god. "You're just a body to her, a piece of particularly well-prepared *meat*. And she's content in this time in a way she never was before--no conflict, no internal struggles. I don't know why I never thought of this before. If you really think she's going to listen to your stories about another time, you're deluding yourself." Hercules glanced around. Xena and Callisto had ridden out that morning, and no one else was around. With a primal roar he flung the ax at the god, striking him in the chest. Ares looked vaguely surprised at the ax blade buried in his chest, then pulled it out and threw it back with a roar of his own. Prepared for this move, Hercules sidestepped and caught the ax by the handle, tossing it aside. Ares charged him, but Hercules clasped his hands together and swung out, catching the god in the stomach. Ares staggered backward, but charged again, grabbing the chain and yanking Hercules forward, then giving him a solid knee to the groin. Hercules took in his breath sharply and gasped, "you must be worried that Xena *will* listen to me, or you wouldn't be here trying to convince me otherwise." He punched Ares in the jaw with a sharp jab, causing the god to let go of the chain. Ares kicked Hercules in the stomach, sending him flying backward. The hard landing on his back opened several of the gashes, and as he jumped to his feet, he could feel the shock of air, and grass, and sweat stinging the wounds. "Wrong again, brother," taunted Ares. "I just hate to see you wasting your time and energy in a lost cause." "Your concern is touching," muttered the demigod, biting off his words sharply. "You should work on some acceptance issues," said Ares with mock sincerity. "You could do worse than to be the Conqueror's favorite pet." "What's the matter?" asked Hercules calmly. "Jealous?" Ares' face twisted in a brief spasm of rage, and the fight resumed, with Hercules silently cursing the chain that limited his movements. He managed to grab the front of Ares' leather vest, however, and haul him forward, kicking his feet out from under him. He straddled the god, bringing his wrists together, and swung the chain in a vigorous swipe across Ares' face. "Gotcha, didn't I?" said Hercules with a lethal smile. Ares roared and shoved the demigod off him, rolling up to his feet and taking Hercules down with a jab to the solar plexus. "What you haven't figured out, brother," sneered the god, "is that I win either way. If I lose Xena to the original timeline, you lose her too, and I *know* that however much you want your golden boy back, you're gonna miss what you have here." Ares' eyes were bright with triumph, and a predatory grin slashed his face. "And you'll spend the rest of your life knowing how much of a slave you are and . . . " Ares vanished, with his voice trailing off, "knowing that *I* know it too." Hercules sagged momentarily, staggered by the truth of Ares' jeering words. But he took a deep breath and forced himself to return to his work, all the while shaking inside. There was nothing he could do about what he was discovering in himself, and there was nothing to do about Ares' knowledge of it. It would just be another weapon against him in the god's arsenal, but Hercules wasn't without his own collection of Ares' weaknesses. The never-ending contest would just have another layer of bitterness added to it. His only consolation was that if he *did* succeed in restoring the original timeline, Ares would probably be too humiliated by his defeat to blurt out embarrassing facts about Hercules to Iolaus and Xena. He spent the rest of the day in a haze of self-pity, doing his work automatically, while cursing the fact that he would never be let alone, never be able simply to live his life without worrying about his loved ones or himself being targeted. Then he thought of Iolaus moaning under his hands and mouth, his blue eyes brilliant with desire. Hercules fell to his knees, his face in his hands, awash in memories of his life with the blond hunter. There were plenty of rough edges where they rubbed against each other, sometimes irritatingly, sometimes painfully, but where they did fit, they fit so well. Waking up next to Iolaus gave Hercules a peace that he hadn't felt since he lost his family, but at the same time, Iolaus inspired in him a consuming lust linked with a desire to possess that he had never felt with anyone else. And Iolaus gave himself--freely, willingly, completely, with a fierceness and strength that let Hercules know that Iolaus was going after what *he* wanted just as ruthlessly as Hercules was. And that knowledge freed the demigod to love Iolaus with a driving passion, claiming the hunter ever more surely as *his*. He got up with a sigh, preparing a load of firewood to bring into the castle, unaware that he had been watched by two women on horseback, one dark and one blonde. "There's more to him than meets the eye," mused Xena to Callisto, "although what meets the eye is certainly enticing. I can't help wondering what it is that he left behind." * * * While Hercules was distributing firewood inside the castle, Gabrielle came running up to him. "She wants you tonight after dinner; she's having a dinner meeting with Callisto and some of the others. You're to wait like last night." Hercules nodded. "Thank you, Gabrielle. I'll be there." When he was done with his chores and had eaten supper, he cleaned himself up, not happy about the twinges and stinging across his back. He would have felt a lot better if he hadn't been fighting with Ares, and he gritted his teeth in a momentary spasm of fury. He reflected that this was probably not the best mood in which to greet his Mistress, remembering his sister's pithy advice to "lose the 'tude, dude." But he was both depressed and angry and didn't know if he could hide it. His body strung tight with tension, he took himself to his appointed place outside the Conqueror's chambers. After about ten minutes, he saw her approaching down the corridor. Just watching her walk, he felt the aura of the magnetism she emanated, and his earlier mood thawed into an irresistible drive to please and serve. "Slave boy," she said matter-of-factly, then simply jerked her head toward her door, indicating that he was to follow her. There was a bath filled with steaming water waiting in the main room. Xena turned to look at Hercules and asked, "So how are you at washing a woman's hair?" "Pretty good, I think," he answered with a shrug and slightly raised eyebrows, thinking of the time when he'd been called to wash a shattered and bruised Xena's hair after her ordeal with Callisto. And Deianera had loved for him to wash her hair. "Good," she said. "Help me remove my armor." "As you wish," he said quietly and unbuckled her armor, removing it, and sliding the bracers off her arms as she held them out to him. She sat down, indicating her boots, and he knelt in front of her, pulling them off. She stood up and took off the rest of her clothes and said, "Go get that tray." The tray held soap, a sponge, and some vials of fragrant oil. He brought it over to the tub and shook a few drops from one of the vials into the water. "Very good," she said as she stepped into the tub. "On your knees, slave boy. I'll let you know when I need your help." Hercules kneeled by the side of the tub watching the Conqueror as she languorously soaped herself, drawing the sponge along the length of first one, then another bronzed, muscled leg, then along her arms. As the sponge in her hand swept in circles around her breasts, he felt his neglected cock beginning to stir. His eyes were riveted by her glistening skin, the taut curve of her neck, the slope of her breasts, and the alert nipples responding to the touch of the sponge and the difference in temperature between the water and the air. Xena suddenly tossed the sponge back over her shoulder, saying, "Think fast, slave boy!" Hercules reached out and caught it, reacting even before the words were spoken. "Wash my back," she ordered, leaning forward to give him access. "Yes, my lady," he answered, wrapping a loop of the chain around one arm so it wouldn't swing against her and complying quite willingly, sliding the sponge across the hard planes of her back. His fingers just ached to reach around and cup a slippery breast, and he figured she knew it, but he obeyed her scrupulously, not venturing with even a finger outside the selected territory. She sighed in relaxation, then said, "Now my hair." Hercules rubbed the soap between his hands, working up a lather, then began rubbing the soap into Xena's hair. His fingers massaged her scalp with exquisitely controlled pressure, and she exhaled slowly, saying lightly, "When Callisto brought you in, I knew you were special, but I didn't imagine you'd be useful in *so* many ways. I can't wait to find out what *else* you're good at." Hercules flushed, but continued working his fingers through her long hair, feeling it slide like wet silk between his fingers. There was a pitcher near the tub, and he filled it, carefully rinsing Xena's hair, entranced by its sleek fall away from her forehead as she tilted her head back. "Towel," she said as she stood up gracefully, rivulets of water glittering as they flowed down her body. He wrapped a large towel around her, then used another to soak up water from her hair. She sat down on a chair, still wrapped in her towel and told him where to find a comb. Hercules combed Xena's hair dexterously, then brought her her robe as ordered and helped her into it. She turned to him, tracing the shape of his lips with one finger. Xena draped herself in a large armchair, letting her robe fall open. "You have a lovely mouth, slave boy," she remarked; "come here and show me if you're as skilled at giving pleasure as you look." Hercules raised his eyebrows slightly and moved to kneel before her chair, his mouth quirking in a half- smile. Feeling reckless, he asked, "Would my lady like it quick, or should I draw it out?" Xena grabbed a handful of long honey-colored hair, yanking hard, but the slight twitch of her mouth showed her amusement. "Draw it out, slave boy. In fact, I don't want to come until I tell you I'm ready. And keep your hands to yourself." "As you wish," answered Hercules quietly. This was something he was both good at and loved to do, and he had no doubt about his abilities to read her signals and hold her off until she was ready. And he had an advantage she didn't know about--experience, however brief, of pleasuring Xena's body before. Remembering how Gabrielle had started, he kissed her lightly at the very point of the upside-down triangle of her dark curls. He then parted the already-moist lips with his tongue, tracing a path along her center with a featherlight stroke. His strenuous tongue danced over her contours and along her folds, probing, licking, stroking, teasing, and swirling. Sometimes he toyed with the entrance to her body with the tip of his tongue or used it to tightly circle her clit. He would steadily increase the pressure of his strokes, as Xena's breathing grew more rapid, and her grip tightened in his hair. Then he would back off, exploring her with the lightest of touches as her breathing reluctantly slowed. He pushed inside her with his tongue, fucking her with voluptuous deliberation, probing the slick passage, using his strength and skill to keep raising the level of her arousal without taking her over the top. Then he drew long ovals with his tongue up from her entrance and around her clit and back down, while her breathing grew increasingly ragged. Hercules wondered if he could push the Conqueror to demand to come, and he closed his lips around her swollen clit, flicking it with his tongue. "Now, slave boy! Now!" she growled roughly, and Hercules smiled to himself, lapping at her clit with vigorous broad strokes that brought her shuddering to her peak and over it into waves of convulsive climax. She released her grip on his hair as her breathing slowed, and he sat back on his heels, tossed his hair back, and looked steadily into her eyes. "I'm impressed," she said coolly, and he marvelled at how quickly she mastered herself. "You're looking pretty pleased with yourself," she continued, "and don't think I don't know what you were doing there, boy. I wouldn't want you to forget your status, and that's why I will go to bed satisfied tonight, and *you* will not. Understand?" "Understood, my lady," he answered, his eyes shining with the knowledge of having pleased her. His cock was demanding attention, but his own satisfaction really didn't seem that important at the moment. Xena pulled him toward her by his hair, thrusting her tongue roughly into his mouth to taste herself there and kissing him roughly. Then she released him and said "You're dismissed, slave boy. Perhaps I'll have more use for you tomorrow." He bent over to kiss her hand and murmured, "Thank you for letting me serve you, my lady," then got up and walked out of the room, about as uncomfortably as he had the night before. * * * This time Xena summoned Hercules herself, after a day spent conferring with Callisto and efficiently and briskly directing groups of men who were moving weapons and supplies. She watched him work for a while, her lips involuntarily quirking into a smile as she admired the play of muscles under his sweat- sheened skin. She observed the way he compensated for the annoying presence of the chain between his wrists, the way his biceps bulged as he lifted the heavy boulders he was using to repair her fortifications, and the way he tossed his long honey-colored hair off of his face. Finally she approached him, saying peremptorily, "Slave boy! I have use for you tonight. Get yourself cleaned up and come to my chambers." "As you wish," he answered, with a slight bow of his head. Newly bathed, he took himself to the doors of her apartments. The guards outside let him in with a knowing wink. She was at a table, looking at some parchment documents, and wearing the black silk robe she'd worn before. "Down," she said, pointing to the floor. He knelt near her feet, silently, and waited, his head bowed and his hair falling forward around his face. She licked her lips and went back to her work, until there was a knock at the door. "That'll be my dinner," she said. "Go get it and bring it inside. Set it up here." She cleared the documents off the table, while he went to the door. Hercules accepted a tray with covered dishes and a carafe of wine. He carefully set the table for her, moving as smoothly as possible to prevent the chain from clanking against things. "Very nice," she said. "Now, down." "Yes, my lady," he answered and knelt again near her feet. She began eating, then offered him a piece of food. He flushed for a moment in anger, but opened his mouth and took it. She laughed. "I knew some indignity would get to you, slave boy. Well, too bad. I *like* feeding you, and I like seeing you on your knees." "As you wish, my lady," he answered, not very effectively concealing the edge to his voice. She laughed again and offered him a sip of wine from her cup, and the meal continued, with the Conqueror feeding Hercules from her hand, treating him as nothing so much as a prized pet. His jaw and the cords of his neck tightened in anger and humiliation, but he had resolved to earn her trust, and if she wanted to feed him like a pet, then he would submit to it. When she finished her dinner, she said, "Take the tray outside. Someone will clear it up. Leave the wine." He carefully replaced the used dishes on the tray and took it to the guards outside. "Now come here," she ordered, "and bring the wine." He carried the carafe and the goblet to the bedroom where she beckoned him. "Now strip." "As you wish." Hercules nodded questioningly toward a low stool, and she gave him an answering nod in permission with a brief flick of her hand. He sat down and began to take off his boots. She poured herself a glass of wine and sat down on the bed to watch. He stood up and let his belt fall to the floor. She raised her eyebrows slightly and nodded at him to continue. Her scrutiny made him uncomfortable, but he found it enticing as well. He knew others admired his body, but he had never given it much thought. Now, being treated as a desired object, he was pleased at the impression he made. He unfastened his leather pants and pulled everything off, standing before her naked. She looked him up and down appraisingly, as a smile began to spread across her mouth. She pushed herself back on the bed, so that she was leaning on a pillow that rested against the iron bars at the head of the bedframe and patted the bed in front of her. "Come here. Sit facing away from me. And lean forward a little." He obeyed, and she began lightly tracing the cuts in his back with her fingertips and lightly stroking the muscles which stood out. "What a magnificent plaything you are," she remarked. "If the gods designed you as a pleasure toy, they couldn't have done a better job." Her voice was like dark honey laced with spice, and it insinuated itself around all his nerves, while her fingers played across his back. "I want you to answer my questions," she said in a harder voice. "As you wish, my lady," the demigod answered. "Why did you take that whipping for the girl? I hope you realize that what I was punishing you for was your presumption in intervening. I knew right away that the accident wasn't your fault." "I figured that, but I wanted to spare her punishment, my lady. I thought I was more capable of enduring a whipping than she was." "I see. And if you figured I saw through your ruse, what made you think I would go along with it?" "I hoped the prospect of seeing me whipped would prove entertaining enough that you would spare her," answered Hercules very quietly. "And so it was," the warlord remarked, drawing her finger with slightly harder pressure along each cut. "Was it so for you?" "If you're asking if that kind of pain excites me, my lady, no it doesn't. But I will admit to wanting to make an impression on you, to please you." "And so you did. How about this? Would *this* excite you?" He heard her reach for a knife, pull it out of its sheath, and then he felt her drawing it lightly over his back. She didn't break the skin, but merely skimmed the surface with the blade pressing just enough for him to feel it. The knife would leave faint lines, but not draw blood at that rate. "*Does* this excite you?" she demanded. "It would be obvious to you that I was lying if I said it didn't, my lady," said Hercules, ruefully regarding his stirring cock. She laughed. "And what if I decided to hurt you with this?" She pressed the point slightly into his shoulder blade. "What if I wanted to watch your blood oozing out of your skin? Would you try to stop me?" "No, my lady." "Why not?" "I want to please you." His voice trembled slightly. "That's hard for you, isn't it?" Xena purred, continuing to play with him, now drawing circles and spirals with the very point of the knife. "Yes and no," he answered. "Obeying *anyone* does not come easy for me, but I can't help wanting to serve you, to . . . submit to you." "I've noticed. It's one of the things I like about you, slave boy. You do it even though it's hard for you. It's been a long time since I've bothered summoning a man to my bed. Frankly, I prefer that little slave girl you protected so nobly. But there's something very tempting about you." She tossed the knife aside carelessly, got up and ordered, "Lie down with your hands above your head." He complied, and she wrapped the chain around his wrists, pulling them together, then reached for a lock on the table next to the bed and locked the chain to the lowest of the iron bars of the frame. His arms were stretched above his head, and his erection was impossible to conceal. "Oh, that's lovely, that really is," she murmured. "Chains become you, slave boy. What *is* it about you?" She raked her nails down the the underside of his arm, from his elbows to his armpits, leaving faint red lines. "I just look at you, and I want to abuse you," she continued. "And you're splendid, undeniably, but it's not just your looks that draw me." "You flatter me, my lady," he remarked, smiling up at her, while thinking to himself, *Perhaps you sense that I love you, love you even though you tried to murder me and you betrayed my best friend, love you despite your crimes and your dark soul. I ache with love for you--did I fall when I held a sword to your throat, and you offered it to me, expecting me to kill you? Or did I fall later when you changed? Ah, it's not you anyway, or is it?* She smiled. "May-be," she drawled, tracing a finger down the line of his jaw, "it's because those blue eyes of yours seem to beg for it whenever you look at me." *Admit it, Herc,* he thought to himself, *it's *this* one you want to be with right now. It's *this* Xena who makes you want to submit and serve.* He gazed up at her, eyes glowing with desire, and said, "Is it so obvious that I need you to use me?" "It's so obvious, slave boy, and use you I will--for *my* pleasure. Whether you will be allowed satisfaction will depend on how well you please me." "As you wish. But I have a name, my lady." "No doubt. And what is it?" "Hercules. Would you please indulge me by letting me hear you say it?" "It can't hurt," said the warlord casually, as she drew her hands along his upper arms, revelling in the feel of the slightly straining muscles. Then in a much gentler tone than he'd heard her use yet, she said, "Hercules. Hercules. *My* Hercules." He closed his eyes, and an identical voice from his memory came to his inner ear, saying, "Is this what it feels like to be you, Hercules?" "So, Hercules?" she asked. "Why haven't you broken that chain? I know you can." Her hands still molded his upper arms, sometimes travelling to his chest. "Yes, I can," he said simply. "I've *chosen* to obey you, my lady." "I'm flattered," she said with a wry smile. "But why should I trust you not to change your mind and decide to escape . . . or worse?" "You have my word," he insisted. "I will obey you and serve you to the best of my ability. And, frankly, there's not much you could do about it if I did decide to leave." "That will have to do," she said abruptly. "You're just too delicious to resist right now." Her hands wandered over his chest, running her fingers through the hairs, and lightly raking him with her nails. She stood up suddenly, untied her sash, and let the silk robe fall off. "You're beautiful, my lady," he said reverently. She smiled, and walked across the room to retrieve her knife, well aware that he was watching her as she moved. When she returned, she suddenly mounted him, and he gasped as his cock was enclosed by her moist heat. She didn't move, but took the knife and began drawing patterns with its point on his chest. "Don't move until I tell you," she ordered, while she drew lines along his abdominal muscles with the knife, then moved it back up to his chest, tracing a spiral that radiated outward from first one nipple then the other. His nerves danced as the point of the knife travelled over his chest and abdomen. She drew a circle with it within the hollow of his throat and then a straight line down to his navel, and then etched icy-hot lines along the tender flesh on the undersides of his arms, one after the other. She was fascinated by the swell of his pectoral muscles, and traced them with the knife, sometimes pausing to press it harder into his flesh, but without drawing blood. He moaned softly; it was agonizingly delicious to be inside her, and it was maddening not to be able to do anything about it. "I know what you want, Hercules," she added, "but whether you get it or not will depend on your perfect obedience. And on *my* whims. A slave shouldn't count on having his desires satisfied." "As you wish," he whispered. "Exactly," she answered with a smile, and he dared to grin back. They both knew they had an unspoken understanding, as if they were reading each others' minds. But she didn't want him to be too complacent, and she pressed the point of the knife into one nipple with perfect control. He wouldn't get hurt, but the sensation was like a bolt of lightning straight to his groin. He groaned aloud, exerting all his willpower to prevent his hips from thrusting upward. While keeping pressure on one nipple with the knife, she reached for the other with her free hand, and began to pull on it and roll it between her fingers. Hercules had a double motivation not to move. He was genuinely afraid of displeasing her--and not because he feared punishment, but because he wanted her to be pleased--and he didn't want to jolt the knife point pressing into his nipple. The other nipple burned with her rough handling. He was consumed with desire, and the desire to surrender himself to her pleasure burned even hotter than the desire for his own release. "Please, Xena," he begged her hoarsely. "Please let me use my hands." She raised her eyebrows at his free use of her name, but decided to let it go because she liked the sound of her name in his pleading voice. "What for?" she asked coolly. "To give you pleasure, Xena, my lady, please." She put the knife aside and laid her hands flat along his chest. "Go ahead," she said. "Free yourself. Impress me." This was a harder task than it would have been before, as he now had to cope with the chains wrapped around his wrists and the lock on the bed, but it would simply take more effort. He began to pull his wrists apart, straining against the metal. He clenched his teeth with the exertion, and Xena felt his entire body tense beneath her. He also had to concentrate on controlling himself--he hadn't been given permission to come yet. As he separated his hands, the chain began to creak and ever so slowly some of the links began to pull apart. "That's amazing," she said, despite herself. He pulled harder, his body flexing, and the muscles swelling in his chest and arms. The chain suddenly snapped, and the heavy iron lock that had attached it to the bar flew off. He reached up and snatched it out of the air and was left with the manacles on his wrists, and a length of broken chain dangling from each one. "I *am* impressed," she said, grinning, her eyes sparkling. "Can you break off those chains so they don't get in the way? Leave the manacles--they look good on you." "As you wish," he said, smiling back, his face alight with pleasure. He snapped the chain off each manacle, and again she enjoyed the flexing of his muscles beneath her. "Now what did you want to do with those hands now that you've freed them?" she asked. "Make you feel good," he said softly, "although apparently I already am doing so" he added with a slight raise of his eyebrows. Her juices flowed down around his stiff cock and down her thighs and lubricated his belly and hips. "Yes, you can tell I liked that," she purred in a sultry tone. "Now, go ahead, make me feel even better." He slid his large hands up along her rib cage until he cupped her breasts, then grasped them firmly and began to brush his thumbs over her erect nipples. "Yesss," she hissed, then added, "don't think you have to be gentle." "As you wish," he said, with a wide smile. He began molding her breasts more roughly in his hands, then rolling the nipples between his fingers. "Harder," she said through clenched teeth. "Use some of that strength of yours in a good cause." "As you wish," he repeated, pressing harder, while pulling on her nipples sharply. With a rough squeeze, he brought her to her climax. She gasped and let out a sharp cry, and she pulsed around his aching cock. He held his body utterly rigid, willing himself not to come, and when the danger had passed, he looked up at his mistress, noting the sudden softness in her face and the gesture with which she pushed her dark hair off her forehead. She gazed at him, her blue eyes piercing his own. Her lips twitched slightly in a knowing smile, which he returned. But what she said, in a devastatingly soft voice, was "Get your hands back over your head." He obeyed, and she leaned forward, bracing herself on his arms, knowing he had the strength to support her weight. "Stay still," she admonished, and began to slide herself up and down on his cock. He gritted his teeth as the friction made his arousal all the more unbearable, and her fingers dug into the flesh of his arms. With perfect control, she raised herself almost all the way off him, then lowered herself back down, with a maddeningly slow pace. This continued for several minutes, and he tossed his head, growling softly with his teeth bared, unable to keep his body entirely still or his voice silent. Suddenly, with one hand, she grasped a handful of his long hair, and wrapped it tightly around her hand, her fist now bracing itself on his arm. "You've been *very* *very* good. You can move now, slave boy," she whispered, "and you have permission to come, but you'd better give me a good ride." His hips rocked upward at her words, and he began thrusting into her slowly. She matched her motions to his, and he gradually moved his pelvis faster. "Go ahead, slave boy, show me how strong you are," she urged. "I *like* it hard and fast." "As you wish," he gasped. It was actually an infinite relief not to have to be gentle and hold back as the world's strongest man had to with other female lovers. Given permission to go all out, he thrust into her with all his strength, and she clamped herself against him with all of hers. Hercules' groans grew louder as his cock drove into her depths, and her breathing got faster and faster, until she came with a shrieked "YAH!" while yanking hard on her handful of his hair. His orgasm followed hers immediately, and it was as if weeks of tension released themselves in an overpowering flood. His hips high rose off the bed, lifting her with them, as he came, and he roared, engulfed with ecstasy. She collapsed against his chest, and he ventured to put his arms around her, and they lay together while the spasms of their bodies gradually slowed. Tears were welling dangerously in his eyes, however, and he turned his head away, letting his hair fall over his face. Between the long-delayed physical release and his conflicting feelings about Xena and about his own submission, Hercules was overwhelmed. He felt as head-over-heels, foolishly in love as a teenager, beset with a desperate puppy love that thrilled at the least acknowledgment by the beloved. He felt deliriously happy to have pleased his Mistress and humiliated at his willing surrender at the same time. As Xena carefully levered herself off his body, he quickly placed his hands back over his head. "You have good instincts, and I like that," she said softly, "but you can drop the formalities for *now*." He lowered his arms, and she brushed the hair out of his face, forcing him to reveal to her his tear-filled eyes. "You don't know how much I cherish those tears," she murmured. "My other slaves are so inured to their status that they don't really *feel* what it is to give of themselves. You give yourself willingly, and it's so very hard for you," she mused. She lightly stroked his arm as she talked, tracing the curve of a bicep, then she bent to kiss him. She parted her lips, and he accepted the invitation, letting her capture his tongue in her mouth and claim it as her own as she sucked on it forcefully, while her tongue twined around it in an urgent and compelling dance. When she broke the kiss, she reached across him to the table next to her bed, rummaging in the drawer. She pulled out a key and unlocked the manacles on his wrists, saying gently, but with an ironic smile, "I don't think you'll be needing those any more, slave boy. Somehow I don't think you'll be trying to run away." Xena reached for the knife abstractedly, the way another person might toy with a toothpick and began tracing lines along the swell of his biceps. He swallowed, his eyes still leaking tears, "That I won't, my lady." "You came to me for a reason, didn't you?" she asked. "The minute I saw you I knew those chains couldn't hold you, and you must have let yourself be captured." "You're very observant, my lady." Xena smacked Hercules sharply on a nipple with the flat of the knife, saying, "I didn't get where I am now by being unobservant, slave boy." His cock immediately sprang to attention, and he heard a throaty chuckle beside him. "One of these days, you're going to have to tell me where you're from and why you're here," she paused, "Hercules, but I haven't much time, and right now I want to amuse myself . . . with *this*." She touched the very tip of his cock with a finger, then drew it down its length, then shifted to sit between his legs. He felt the point of the knife press into his balls and gulped suddenly. Xena laughed and remarked, "I suggest you hold *very* still, slave boy." "Yes, my lady," he breathed. With the flat of the knife, she weighed his balls, lifting first one, then the other. Then she delicately scraped the blade over them with a touch so light he felt no pressure, just a wisp of breeze as the knife hummed over his flesh. "You trust me," she said wonderingly. "Any other man I know would have gone completely limp by now in fear." "I have reasons to trust you," he said softly. "Hmm. That's an intriguing thought, but I'll hold it for later." Xena tapped his cock with the flat of the knife. When Hercules moaned, his arousal rising in him again as if it hadn't been quenched, she tapped him harder, then slapped his cock on one side with the knife and then on the other as it swayed and quivered. Hercules' knuckles were white where he was gripping the bed frame above his head, as Xena proceeded to drag the point of the knife along the underside of his cock, and then, with an exquisitely delicate touch, she collected a drop of the fluid that was seeping out of the tip onto the knife and licked it off with a feral grin. "Gods. What you do to me, slave-boy." She put the knife aside and moved up to the head of the bed. "I want you to pleasure me with that magnificent tongue of yours," she ordered, straddling his head. Hercules readily complied, placing his hands on her buttocks to help support her weight and probing her depths with his tongue, while her juices and his own seed spread along his cheeks and chin. Then he sucked her clit between his lips and closed his teeth on it, all the while sucking hard. Xena climaxed with a triumphant whoop, and Hercules felt the paroxysms of the muscles under his fingers. She shifted so she was sitting next to him and descended upon his mouth for a brutal kiss that left his lower lip bleeding from the ravages of her teeth. "You're mine," she growled roughly. "Mine, slave boy." "Yours, my lady," he murmured, awed by the intensity of her passion. "You may not wear my manacles any more, but I want you to bear my mark, Hercules," she said fiercely. "And I want to see you bleed for me, up close." "Wh-whatever you wish, my lady," he agreed, caught up in this moment where nothing else existed but Xena and his need to please her. "On your knees," she said in a slightly calmer voice. He scrambled off the bed and knelt, gazing up into her blazing blue eyes from his own clear blue depths. She had the knife in her hand, and he noted how much the knife was an extension of her body, of her power and control. "Brace yourself," she said dryly, then with a few swift strokes, she carved her initial into his upper arm, slightly below the shoulder. "That will last for a while," she said with satisfaction as the blood began to well up, "and the beauty of it, is that I can always have the pleasure of doing it again." She straddled him, impaling herself on his erection, then leaned forward to lick the blood from the mark she had carved. Then she kissed him, forcing her tongue into his mouth. Her voice low, she said, "Yes, taste yourself. Taste your essence, taste yourself opening up to me, giving me everything that you are, Hercules." *Not everything,* he thought to himself as a wave of love for Iolaus washed over him, Iolaus who gave himself so willingly to *him*. But then she whispered, "Fuck me, slave boy. Use your strength to lift your Mistress," and he was swept away again by his own desire to be possessed. He slipped his hands under her muscular buttocks, and she grasped onto his hair with both hands like reins. His head fell back, and the cords of his neck stood out while he raised and lowered her on his throbbing shaft, forcing himself to keep to a deliberate pace, until she ordered, "faster now." Within a few moments she yelled, "Oh yes! *Good* boy*!" and she convulsed around him, triggering his own obliterating, shattering climax. Spent and exhausted, he nonetheless managed to sweep her up in his arms and deposit her on the bed. She patted the bed next to her, and he lay down gratefully, lifting her hand to his mouth and pressing kisses on it. Xena ran her fingers through his sweat-soaked hair, pushing it away from his forehead, then ran her fingertips along his cheekbone and jawline. "I have to tell you something," she said after a while. "Caesar's preparing a force to sail toward the coast. He sends out these *feelers* now and then," she said disgustedly, "always hoping I'm somehow no longer in power or weakened. Or maybe he hopes these periodic skirmishes will wear me down. I have to defeat them convincingly--then he'll stay away for a while. We leave for the coast tomorrow." "I saw the preparations," answered Hercules quietly. "Let me go with you." "Why?" she challenged, her hand flat on his chest. "You've seen that I can fight, my lady," he offered. "I can help." "You're sooo transparent I can see right through you," she purred silkily. "You want to be there to try to defend me, don't you?" He nodded. "I don't need protecting," she said harshly, but then her tone softened, "but I'll take you with me on *one* condition." "Yes, my lady." "You obey my every order without question--as a warrior, not as a favorite, not as a devoted slave. That means you go where I tell you, whether it leaves you in a position to defend me or not. Understand?" "Yes, my lady," he answered, bowing his head. "I will obey." "All right then," she smiled. "If I may make a request," he began. "Yes?" "My shirt and my gauntlets. I'll feel pretty silly going into battle without them." "Of course," she laughed. "You'll have them in the morning when we ride. When we get back here, though, you give them up again. You're a slave, *my* slave first and foremost." "I understand, my lady." "Good," Xena said decisively. "Now go get some sleep. We'll be up early." She pulled Hercules to her for a prolonged kiss, then smacked him on the buttocks. "Now go, slave boy." He dropped to one knee, kissed her hand, and whispered, "Thank you, my lady. F- for everything. I . . . " "You don't need to say anything," she said gently. "I *know*." He got up, pulled on the minimum number of clothes to make a decent exit, and headed for his own quarters. Chapter 7 The next morning, everyone was up early, preparing to travel to set up camp and meet Caesar's advance force. Hercules had to admire the efficiency of Xena's operation. She and Callisto and her other lieutenants all had their designated roles, and Xena had her personal magnetism at full power, as she gave orders in a quiet voice that somehow carried whereever she needed. And those orders were obeyed instantly and impeccably the first time around; everyone knew that Xena meant business, and no one wanted to anger or disappoint her. Hercules was again dismayed at how susceptible he himself was to that commanding tone, but knew he had better things to do than worry about it, and helped load weapons and supplies until he was summoned to join Xena's party and ride out with her. When they arrived at the coast, a camp was set up, again, with practiced efficiency. Xena particularly oversaw the healer's tent, doublechecking the availability of bandages and herbal preparations. Callisto occasionally cast curious looks toward Hercules, but she had plenty to keep her occupied, and Xena didn't bother explaining herself unless she had a reason. By all indications, Caesar's soldiers would be landing early the next morning. Hercules insisted on staying close to Xena, suspicious of assassins, and Xena rolled her eyes in exasperation. "All right then, slave boy," she had hissed, "you can wait on us during dinner." Hercules merely bowed his head in assent and silently served during Xena's dinner meeting with her lieutenants. Again, she radiated power and authority, and Hercules, who thwarted the gods every chance he got and was a demigod himself, found himself in awe. That she had selected *him* as a bed partner seemed to him an unparalleled honor, and as she spoke to her officers, he thrilled at the memory of her hands and her knife on his body. While she listened carefully to the others' suggestions, she made absolutely clear that her word was absolute. Unlike the warlord Xena he had first encountered in his time, who was a creature of rage and impulse, *this* Xena was in complete control. The respect her lieutenants had for her was evident; every one of them gave the impression that dying in battle for *her* would be a privilege. They would do everything in their power not to let her down. After the others left, Callisto lingered, jerking her head toward Hercules. "He's fighting for us, Callisto," said Xena curtly. "You'd be surprised at his abilities." "Uh-*huh*," said Callisto, looking Hercules up and down and bowing to Xena before taking her leave. "I want you to get some sleep," Xena said to him. "I have guards watching my tent." "Yes, my lady," her murmured, settling a sleeping mat near the tent's flap. Anyone entering would have to go through him. Anyone but Ares, that is. A flash of light announced the arrival of the god, who was accompanied by Iolaus this time. Hercules had to stop himself from gasping Iolaus' name, but Iolaus just looked slightly surprised, recognizing Hercules from the temple, and said "Hi! How ya doing? You're with the Conqueror now, huh? Lucky break." Remembering some basic rules of hospitality, Hercules offered Iolaus something to eat and drink and forced himself to make light conversation with him, noting that he had the same bland and placid demeanor he had displayed at Ares' temple. But there was a massive lump in his chest, and he ached to see this Iolaus, so different from his own golden lover. Ares acted as if he didn't even exist, reminding Xena of the size of Caesar's forces and giving her advice, which she listened to with a slightly bored expression on her face. *So that's where she gets her information,* thought Hercules to himself, while the warlord and the god discussed strategy. When the discussion was over, Ares ran a casually possessive hand down Iolaus' back and over his ass, saying, "C'mon, boy," before they vanished. Hercules couldn't prevent a flash of pain from flaring on his face, while Xena studied him impassively. "Something tells me you and the war god have a history," she remarked. "We do," said Hercules softly. "You turn out more interesting by the day, slave boy. And I want to hear all about it--after we get back home. Right now I have a battle to think about." "Of course, my lady." * * * Xena had no cause to regret bringing Hercules. While she rode among Caesar's troops like a whirlwind, sword flashing and hair flying, he mowed down soldiers like a juggernaut, steadily incapacitating one soldier after another, cracking heads together, sending soldiers flying backward across the battlefield with powerful blows or kicks, and using their own weapons against them, grabbing a spear from one man and using it to knock out four soldiers at a time. Xena's warriors fought well, although they were pressed by Caesar's, and Xena and Callisto seemed to be everywhere at once, bolstering confidence, shouting commands, and backing up cornered warriors. Hercules' fighting deflected some of the attention from Xena, which was his intention. Of course, she was still the principal target. At one point he grabbed a spear that was speeding right toward Xena and hurled it back to the unfortunate soldier who threw it, cutting off his short career and his life at the same time. Xena, meanwhile, threw her chakram toward a huddle of Roman soldiers, knocking them flat and forcing them to drop their shields. As the fighting got close, Xena vaulted off her horse with an "Alalalalalala!" disabling soldiers with spinning kicks and driving elbows. Hercules waded toward her, plowing soldiers out of his way. He watched Xena react intuitively to a soldier coming up behind her, as she drew her sword and jabbed it sharply backward into the man's stomach. She jerked it out and drove it into another attacker, deftly getting around his shield, then using her foot to shove his body off her sword. Hercules picked up one soldier and flung him, using him to knock down several others in his path, allowing Xena's warriors easy pickings from the downed men. He was charged by several soldiers with swords and drew his own--Xena had insisted he carry a weapon--and blocked and jabbed and parried, his sword clashing against their shields. They were professionals, and one of them gave him a fairly deep gash in the side before he had them all disarmed and knocked unconscious, except for the one that died from a chakram slicing across his throat. Suddenly Xena yelled, "Hercules! Over there! Go help Callisto, NOW!" She herself was working her way toward the commander of Caesar's forces, and Hercules hesitated a fraction of a second. But he had promised to obey orders. Callisto was surrounded by a large group of men and was in trouble, although she was doing considerable damage. Hercules snatched a bow and arrows from a dead Greek warrior. Swiftly fitting the arrow and pulling back the bowstring, he shot one of Callisto's attackers and then another and then another when he ran out of arrows. He ran toward the now- diminished group, swinging the bow like a club, felling another pair of soldiers. More approached, but he flung them out of the way. Callisto knocked down another with a flying kick and a shriek, and filled with fury, beheaded another with her sword. "Thanks, slave boy," she said to Hercules drily. "I owe you one." "My pleasure," he answered grimly. They fought their way back toward Xena, who was now duelling the Roman commander. "Don't interfere," warned Callisto. "Just help me watch her back and make sure none of *them* tries anything." Hercules nodded. Sure enough, a Roman soldier threw a knife at Xena's back, but Hercules leapt forward and deflected it with his gauntlet. As it bounced off the metal he caught it by the hilt, and a moment later, the soldier had a knife sticking out of his throat. "Nice move!" yelled Callisto, grinning widely, while she drove her sword into another approaching soldier. Xena fought with single-minded determination, blocking each stroke with her own sword, and eventually disarmed the Roman commander, declaring, "Don't tell me you're the best Caesar's got. Now are you going to give yourself up, or am I going to have to kill you?" The soldier went for a knife, but before his hand reached the hilt, Xena buried the sword in his body, shrugging and saying, "Your loss." At that point Xena's victory was assured, and the Roman forces were mostly dead, injured, or taken prisoner, with only a few surviving to flee back to their boats. Hercules winced. He'd seen plenty of battlefields, but the sight never failed to sicken him. While Callisto dealt with the prisoners, and Xena had a confidential conversation with the wounded Roman second-in-command, a conversation that would terrify him enough that he would never join another invasion of Greece, Hercules joined the warriors who were moving about the darkened battlefield, picking up the wounded and carrying them to the healer's tent. After what seemed like hours of carrying one broken and bloody body after another, he was assured that all the wounded had been collected, and he assisted the healers to the best of his ability, until Callisto approached, the torch she carried, casting flickering shadows across her face. Hercules shuddered; however much he told himself this was not the same woman he knew from his own timeline, he couldn't dismiss the sinister associations that her presence evoked. She had noticed. "What is it, slave boy? Am I that terrifying?" she asked, her eyes glinting in the torchlight. "I'm sorry, my lady," he said, trying to sound respectful, as he knew the Conqueror would *not* be happy with him forgetting his status. "You bear a striking resemblance to someone else I know, someone who caused a lot of harm to people I care about." She looked at him through narrowed eyes. "My lady Xena trusts you, although we both know you let yourself be captured by me for some reason known only to yourself. All I can say is that if you do anything to harm her, you'll have me to answer to, no matter how often you help me out on the battlefield." He bowed his head. "You needn't worry, my lady Callisto. Harming her is the last thing I would do. It's true I have my reasons for being here, but I would never violate Lady Xena's trust." Callisto nodded. "Anyway she wants to see you. In her tent." "Thank you, my lady," he answered and made his way toward the Conqueror's tent. The guards at the entrance stepped aside immediately to let him in, and he ducked under the flap. Xena turned around to greet him, and he immediately knelt down on one knee, bowing his head. "Hercules. You were invaluable today. Many more of my warriors would have been killed if not for you," she said. He looked up at her to find her intense blue eyes scanning him. "You and I are going to have a lot to talk about when we get back," she added. "You may rise." Hercules stood up, and Xena suddenly exclaimed, "You're wounded! Why didn't you get that treated?" He shrugged, "I heal quickly, my lady, and I was helping the healers." She shook her head in exasperation, then reached up and delivered one stinging slap across his cheek. "You're *my* property, slave boy, and you have a responsibility to *me* to take care of yourself! Just because I've granted you some favor doesn't mean you can forget your position. Ya got that?" "Yes, my lady. I'm very sorry," he said meekly. Xena had to turn aside, to hide the half-smile that arose on her lips at the stricken and abashed look on his face. In a gentler voice, Xena said "Come here. Let's take care of that. Take off your shirt and lie down here. I can see what I'm doing better." She carefully cleaned, dressed, and bandaged the gash in his side, while he marvelled at the light and skilled touch of her fingers. While she worked, he asked hesitantly, "What happens to the prisoners, my lady?" "Some join my army, some become slaves, some, of course, are traded for prisoners of war from our side. If they can't adjust or be controlled, they're killed," she explained dispassionately, her gentleness in treating his wound contrasting sharply with the bluntness of her tone. "Killed how?" he asked, feeling slightly ill. "Sword in the heart usually. If you're wondering if I crucify 'em, I don't. No crosses, no death wheels. I've been crucified myself--thanks to Caesar. While up there, with my legs broken by the way, I made two vows. One was that I would devote my life and all of my power to stopping him. The other was that I would never subject anyone to a painful, lingering death. I don't *need* to do that to keep people in line. Satisfied, slave boy?" she asked drily. "Yes, my lady," he murmured. The Conqueror was no model of humanity--the marks on his back that she was lightly tracing testified to that--but there were clearly defined limits to her inhumanity. "Come with me," she said abruptly. "I have to make some rounds." She tossed him his shirt, which he pulled back on. "You can make yourself useful and carry this," she added, handing him a leather bag filled with bandages, herbal preparations, and other necessities of the healer's art. He followed the Conqueror to the healer's tent, where she immediately set about treating wounded warriors, directing Hercules as her assistant. She was as skilled a healer as the Xena he knew, and she stayed up most of the night, dressing wounds, setting fractures, consulting with the healers, and visiting briefly with each of her wounded soldiers. Hercules followed, carrying her bag and treating minor injuries, while he marvelled at the brusque, yet gentle, demeanor she adopted with the injured. It was many hours before Hercules trailed her back to her tent and dropped wearily onto his mat by the tent flap for a couple of hours of sleep. Chapter 8 The Conqueror returned to her castle in triumph. The first night back was spent celebrating with her officers, but she excused herself after a few hours and summoned Hercules to her chambers. He entered and immediately dropped to his knees and began pulling off his gauntlets and taking off his shirt. An amused half-smile quirked her lips as she took them from him. "You're a good boy," she observed. She stroked along his jawline with her index finger, then tipped his head up to look at her, and noticed that his eyes were filled with tears. With a bemused smile, she asked, "What is it, slave boy?" "I don't think you'll like my explanation, my lady," he said hesitantly. "Don't worry about it. You have my permission to speak freely." She draped herself over a chair and beckoned Hercules, pointing to the ground in front of her chair. He got up, walked to the indicated spot, and knelt again. "I . . . I don't believe in slavery," he began. "I never have. I know that all of this . . . " he gestured widely, " . . . is wrong. But here I am. What have you done to me? And how have you done it?" "Haven't you figured out by now, slave boy, that I haven't done anything to you? To the others, yes. Not to you. Whether you believe in slavery or not, you obey my every order, and more than that, you go out of your way to make sure you please me. And when you know you have, your eyes light up with devotion. You're not like Gabrielle and the others. They don't know anything *but* giving themselves to their owners. They don't have a choice about what they are. Not you. You could free yourself any time you chose; we both know that. But here you are." She lifted her eyebrows and smiled again, her eyes glinting with amusement. "You *made* the others the way they are, my lady," he noted cautiously. "Yes," she agreed. "I can't afford to have my authority questioned. *Greece* can't afford for me not to have perfect control. Caesar's too dangerous to us. But there's a price, I see now. So many of my people have . . . a kind of emptiness behind their eyes. I never saw it until I saw the desire in *yours*, Hercules. The way you offer yourself to me--it's such a struggle for you, and it means all the more to me. What you do takes a type of strength that I don't often encounter." She changed courses abruptly. "Let me see that gash in your side." "It's much better," he began. "I didn't ask your opinion of it, slave boy. I asked to *see* it," she snapped. "Of course. I'm sorry, my lady." He pulled off the bandages, and she touched him lightly, inspecting the wound. "You heal unnaturally quickly, slave boy. I think it's time for you to tell me who you are and where you're from and why you're here. But come to bed. I may as well amuse myself with you while we talk." "As you wish." As they stood up, Hercules suddenly took Xena by the shoulders from behind, sliding his hands down her arms, so he lightly held them behind her back. "I'm curious, my lady," he said mildly. "Do you ever consider that I'm one of the few people in Greece who could have *my* way with you if I chose?" Xena turned around to look at him, her face glowing. "Yes, slave boy, and it's so enticing knowing you have that capacity but would never use it against me. All that strength is at *my* disposal--freely offered." She jerked her head. "Now come on and do as you're told." "Yes, my lady," said Hercules with a wry smile and a slight sigh, as he let go of Xena's wrists, followed her into her bedroom, and removed his clothes at her direction. She settled herself against a pile of pillows leaning against the head of the bed, then patted the spot in front of her. "Lean back here against me. Yes, here." He found himself between her legs, his head leaning on her shoulder. With one arm she reached around him, and began to play with his chest, occasionally twirling a curl of hair around her finger and tugging it, occasionally tracing circles around one nipple or the other. He was fully aroused, and she noted, "You do like it when *I* give you orders, don't you?" She grasped a handful of his hair with her other hand and pulled his head so he would have to look up at her. With an embarrassed but warm smile he admitted, "Yes, it seems that I . . . do." "Well, *that*," she indicated his erection, "will have to wait. Let's start with who you are," she ordered, as her hand travelled across his chest. "Well, that will also explain why I heal so quickly. I'm the son of Zeus--and a mortal woman." He heard a sharp intake of breath behind him and a soft whistle. "A half-god. That explains a lot. In fact, I suspected as much once I saw your strength. I thought you were sent here as a punishment perhaps. But the son of Zeus? I've never heard of you." "There's a reason for that, but it's a long story." "I'm comfortable," she said with a smirk. "Carry on." *This isn't easy,* thought the demigod to himself as the Conqueror's long fingers combed through the hair on his chest. "Please let me ask you a question first, my lady. Do you ever . . . have unusual dreams?" "Ye-ess," she said slowly, her eyebrows knitting in a frown. "I dreamed of you, slave boy, before you ever appeared here. You're lucky I didn't use my dreams as a basis for deciding what to do with you. In most of them, you had bested me in a fight, and you were holding a sword at my neck." "That happened," he said quietly, turning to look at her. "In another . . . timeline." Her hand on his chest stilled. "Another timeline? That's pretty improbable, boy. Why should I trust you or anything you say?" she demanded suddenly and harshly. "I could leave," he said mildly. "You know you couldn't stop me. I could kill you. You couldn't stop me from doing that either. If I'd wanted to harm you, I would have done it by now. I--I obey you, no matter how . . . hard it is for me." "Prove yourself to me," she said, her voice hard. "Prove to me that I can do anything I want with you, and you'll submit to it." "You can do anything you want with me, my lady," he whispered. "What if every reflex you had was telling you to resist me? Would you fight or surrender?" "Surrender, my lady," he said firmly. Suddenly her arm moved up and tightened around his neck, cutting off some of his air with careful precision. A tremor ran through Hercules' body, as he quelled his instinctive reaction to yank her arm away and protect himself. "You're mine," she hissed fiercely. "I can do this to you because you're mine." Hercules didn't respond. He was conserving his breath, concentrating hard on willing himself to remain still, while seemingly every cell in his body cried out for escape. The pressure on his throat increased slightly but perceptibly, but this was Xena, and he had to trust her, just as he was expecting her to trust him. This was a test of his submission and loyalty, and he intended to pass it. He consciously relaxed further against her, and as the pressure increased again, a blackness seemed to rise before his eyes. Then Xena's arm was gone, and air flowed into his lungs, causing him to cough. "I don't know if I'd entrust myself with what you just gave me there, slave boy," she said wonderingly. "You've more than proved yourself. Carry on with your story." "Yes my lady." He breathed in deeply, then pressed on hurriedly. "This isn't the way things are supposed to be. Ares and Hera changed the timeline. That's why you've never heard of me." "Oh really?" she asked, her hand stilling for a moment, before tracing light circles around one of his nipples. "And why would the gods do such a thing?" Hercules sighed. "Where do I start? I'll get the simple reason out of the way. This was Ares' idea. He has always resented me, as has Hera. Ares is convinced that I am our father's favorite, and Hera is jealous of Zeus's feelings for my mother. In the other timeline, you and I humiliated Ares rather badly- -it was a lot of fun too," his face lit up with a quick smile, "and he wanted to get back at both of us. So he changed things in a way that I would lose . . . everything that was important to me." "Explain." "In that timeline, I'm a . . . hero. I don't really care about that--I get tired of the word 'hero' in fact-- but I've devoted my life to helping people. People call on me for help because they know of me. In this timeline, no one has heard of me. No one would think to ask me for help. I also try to help people find the good in themselves--and he nullified the most important time I did that. And he . . . " Hercules' face twisted with anger, "took away someone very dear to me." "Your lover?" asked Xena, tugging on Hercules' arm, so he could turn around and face her. As he talked, she continued to fondle him, her fingers playing along the muscles of his upper arm. "Yes," admitted Hercules, his face darkening. "Who is it?" "You know the priest at Ares' temple? The one he brought with to your tent the other night?" "The one with the golden hair," affirmed Xena. "You have good taste. What's his name?" "Iolaus. And the way he is now . . . he's not like that. It's like he's just a shell of who he really is. Ares took away all his spirit, his soul, his . . . fire. In the other time, Iolaus is *mine*, but he's always challenging me, fighting me . . . and then giving himself to me--all of himself. And the gods know I don't deserve him. I've let him down, I've taken him for granted, but I've learned. He's my center, my home, my other half . . . " he trailed off, his eyes welling with tears. "I'm sorry," said Xena softly. "It must hurt you to see him now." "Yes," growled Hercules angrily. "Ares did everything he could to cause me pain." "And what does this have to do with me?" "All of it," answered the demigod. "Your dream . . . about me. In the other timeline, you were a warlord, but not like now. You were known as the 'Destroyer of Nations,' and you were drenching Greece in blood. Caesar wasn't invading, like he is here. You were just . . . angry and . . . in pain . . . and deadly. I met you at the right time. You were ready to change, and I helped you. Your army went on a rampage--destroyed every person in a village they attacked. One baby was left alive, and you saved him, and for that you got drummed out of your army. I'm sorry, my lady." He had seen a shadow crossing her face. "The only reason I believe you," she said slowly and abstractedly, "is that I've dreamed some of these things. There was . . . I had to . . . I had to walk a gauntlet, didn't I?" Hercules nodded. "I can't understand that. I would never let my army get so out of control." "I think," began Hercules carefully, "that you were ready for a change. Let me ask you, do you have other dreams? Of me? Of Gabrielle?" Xena shook her head. "Why would I dream of Gabrielle?" Hercules slammed a fist into the mattress in frustration. "He's controlling your dreams, damn it! He knew dreams from the other time would leak through. But he's managing to select which ones. Strife is probably helping him with that. Listen. After the gauntlet, you wanted to get your army back. You tried to kill me, thinking that would do it. I . . . stopped you--that's the fight you've dreamed of. But then you decided to help me fight your army--to stop them from taking over and killing everybody. Ares was helping them. You killed your lieutenant, Darphus, who had turned against you, but Ares revived him and gave him control of his beast, Graegus. Darphus would have slaughtered I don't know how many people, and he was close to being unstoppable, if not for you. You helped me defeat him. And you *changed*--for the good. Ares doesn't want you to dream of that--he wants to scare you into keeping your control here at whatever the cost. He wants you not to trust me. He wants to make sure you aren't swayed by what I say." Xena's lips were pursed in concentration. "So what do I do in this other time since I stopped trying to kill you, slave boy?" "You help people." "*I* help people?!" she laughed harshly. "How?" "You protect them against warlords, you help stop wars, you save people in danger. And Ares has never accepted that you changed. And he's never forgiven me for encouraging you. He's wanted you back ever since--and this is how he got you back under his banner. He created a threat--Caesar's invasion--that you would have to devote yourself to countering. You were always the one he wanted to rule the world--on his terms." Xena paled slightly. "I've sometimes wondered if I was letting him use me. But what I had to do was too important. I didn't worry about it. I can't imagine a life when I'm not fighting Caesar--or a life without an army under my command." "That's what's Ares is counting on." Xena changed the subject. "And what other dreams should I have had of you? And what does Gabrielle have to do with it?" "You and I were lovers," said Hercules quietly, his eyes downcast. "For a very short while. And we stayed friends. Soon after you left . . . left me to start atoning for your past, I . . . was forced to realize my feelings for Iolaus. Thanks to Ares, ironically, but that's another story. And you met Gabrielle. She's your life's companion, your best friend, your lover. She's not like she is here. She's a bard--and quite a fighter too." "Gabrielle is a fighter?" asked Xena incredulously. "Yeah. She's an adopted Amazon queen, and she learned from them. She's a wonderful person, Xena. Gabrielle's the reason you stayed on your path in that timeline. She has a pure heart and a reverence for life and an inner strength that you couldn't imagine from seeing her counterpart here." He smiled. "She'll talk your ear off, and she stands up to you--there's a spark in her that Ares managed to eradicate here. Just like he did with Iolaus." "Really?" asked Xena. "I'm intrigued. But you, slave boy. Am I right in guessing you still care for me-- or the person I am *there*?" "Very much," he admitted softly, his eyes hooded with griefs both old and new. "I've never stopped loving you. There's a part of my heart that will always be in your keeping. Ares knows that." "And you came here to try to put things back the way they were--in the other time? That's why you let yourself be captured." He nodded. "But you learned something about yourself, didn't you?" she continued, brushing a thumb across his nipple. "You want and need what you have here, don't you?" "Yeah," he said quietly, nodding, his eyes wide and straying to the mark Xena had made on his arm the other night. "And if the other timeline is restored, you'll remember this?" "I think so. I think that was part of Ares' plan. I--I would miss . . . belonging to you. Ares has made sure I'll pay a price no matter what happens. I can't avoid that. But this isn't right, Xena. You belong with Gabrielle, and Iolaus belongs to *me*. You don't have to be the Conqueror. There's so much good you do *there*. Without leading an army, without owning slaves. But it has to be your decision. That's the one concession Zeus got from him and Hera. If you ask to go back to the other time, he has to do it." "What's the catch?" she asked shrewdly. "If Ares knew you would eventually tell me about this, why does he think he can succeed? What are the disadvantages of returning to the other time?" "I suspect that you're much happier *here* in some ways. In the other time, you're always fighting against yourself, Xena. So much of you wants to go back to your warlord days, and Ares has extended a standing offer to you to make you the leader of the world. I know you're tempted--it would be so much easier to agree and to give in to the darkness within you. You have to live with a lot of guilt, a whole lot. Your old self was much more bloodthirsty than you are now. It must hurt to remember--I don't think I can really understand how much. And no matter how many good deeds you've done, no matter how much you atone, you'll never forgive yourself. There are those who don't want to let you forget your warlord past, who don't want to let you forget your victims." Xena raised on eyebrow. "You make it sound so appealing," she said drily. "I can't let you make a decision without knowing all of it, Xena," he explained. "I'm going to have to tell you about Callisto." And he did. He told her about Cirra, about Perdicas, about Callisto's acquisition of godhood, about the revenge she extracted against Xena for over two terrifying, soul-shattering weeks. And he told her about Xena's recovery and the glimmerings of an understanding between her and Callisto. And he told her about how she had embarrassed and infuriated Ares with his help. Xena laughed, but pressed Hercules, "I turned down ambrosia? Huh. I don't know if I would turn down such an offer now. Think of what I could accomplish." Hercules looked down, as a pained look flashed across his face. "That *is* one of the ways you're different now." He looked up, frowning slightly as he sought for the right words. "You have a power, my lady. You can compel people to obey you. The Xena I know had that power too, but she always checked it. I think she worried that if she didn't, there would be no going back. Ares created a situation here where you would feel you had to bring all your personal power to bear. I have to give him credit; I never expected he could carry off something this big." "You're not making a convincing case for why I should go back to that time you describe. I hope you realize this. Good deeds and guilt are not exactly how I want to spend my time." Hercules impulsively took Xena's hand between his. She lifted one eyebrow, but did not otherwise react. "You're lonely, aren't you?" he asked. "You've let me get closer to you than any other slave. Maybe I offer you more of a challenge. Maybe it's because I can't hide my desire for you and what you do to me," he flushed, "and maybe it's because you sense the bond between us--our souls will always share a link. But I can never belong to you completely. I miss Iolaus, *my* Iolaus, so very much. And I can never be your life's companion. The true mate of your soul is Gabrielle. Think of her as she is now. And then try to imagine her full of life--a storyteller, an Amazon queen, someone who's willingly devoted her life to you--out of her own free will. Forgive my bluntness, but you have nothing here that compares with that." "What about Callisto?" Xena demanded abruptly. "You're asking me to sacrifice her, destroy her, condemn her to an eternity of suffering and madness." "I don't have an answer to that. I do have some small hope she may find some redemption some day--in the other time. But I can't argue that she's better off here." "Some of what you say does intrigue me," she said softly. "What you say about Gabrielle has a ring of truth to it--I don't know why. But you have to understand, as far as I know, *this* is my life here. This is what I know. What will you do if I decide to stay *here*?" "I would stay with you as long as you wanted me," he answered, his face drawn with pain. "I can't get Iolaus back--Ares' Iolaus is not the same man I love. And serving you is . . . fulfilling and intoxicating in ways I never imagined. I won't deny that. There's a part of me that *does* want this. But the rest of me will always be missing my real home." She nodded. "I appreciate your honesty, Hercules. I know you didn't have to tell me all of it, but you did anyway. You're a good man. All I can say is that I need time--time to think. I will talk to you more about this another time. But right now, you're still *mine*, and furthermore you're naked and in my bed. I intend to take advantage of the situation." Hercules bowed his head, a smile making its way across his face. "As you wish, my lady." She got up abruptly and pulled off her robe, tossing it across the room, then lay down on the bed, clasping her hands behind her neck in a consciously relaxed pose. "Make me feel good," she ordered. "You can use your hands and your mouth. If you please me, perhaps I'll do something for you." *Oh, I'll please you, Xena,* he thought to himself. *I *know* you.* What he said aloud was, "Yes, my lady." He bent to kiss her, one hand cupping her jaw. She met the pressure of his lips with a bruising roughness, as their mouths locked together, tasting and probing, and she laced her fingers snugly into his hair, lest he try to pull his head away. He stroked his way up and down her upper arm, just skimming her flesh with the curve of his hand, occasionally pausing to grip her arm firmly, giving her a small taste of his strength before resuming his gentle caresses. Hercules had learned long ago that lovers were inevitably enticed both by his strength and by his exquisite control of it, and he would mete out controlled doses of leashed power in a way that reminded his lovers he could readily shatter every bone in their bodies, but was instead devoting his exquisite physical control to their pleasure. Iolaus, in particular, went out of his way to provoke Hercules to use his power. With women, however, he was particularly cautious, but with Xena he didn't have to be. She craved sensation, and he knew that his light touches would be all the more maddening for her knowledge of the force that he was holding in check. Every time he tightened his grip, he heard the slightest intake of breath from the Conqueror. When Xena released her grip on his hair, he lifted her hand to his mouth. sliding her thumb inside and swirling his tongue around it and sucking it vigorously. Another faint gasp. When he moved on to her index finger, he let his free hand travel down her side, feathering along her ribs and stroking the curve of her hip. He released her finger, then licked his way up the next one before sucking it into his mouth. Xena smiled, saying in a sultry voice, "Slave boy, you almost make me wish I had a cock." His lips twitched slightly in an amused smile, but he didn't cease his attentions. After the last finger received this treatment, Xena pulled him back down for a kiss with an impatient growl. As he began placing kisses along her throat, she tipped her head back, giving him more access, as a shiver passed through her. "Are you remembering what I'm remembering?" he asked her. "My dream," she murmured. "You and the sword. I don't know what it was like when it actually happened, but after that dream, I always wake up wet. I guess I knew you weren't going to kill me-- good thing too, or you might not have survived your arrival here." Her throaty voice brushed along his nerves and sent an additional pulse of blood to his already rigid cock. "You were so defiant," he mused. "Your eyes were just blazing. I may have won that particular battle," he reflected as his fingers travelled across her abdomen, drawing wide circles, "but you had already won the war, to coin a phrase. I wanted you more than anything." Hercules pressed his lips to the hollow of her throat, twirled a circle there with his tongue, then traced a line up along her throat. "You were so dark, so angry, and I wanted to fall into your darkness. No one ever made me feel like that before." She grinned. "Well, now you've had your chance, slave boy." "Thank you, my lady, for letting me make the most of it." He gathered her breasts into his hands, which were rough and callused from the work he'd been doing. "I like that," she purred. "Personal slaves always have such soft hands." He caressed her breasts with long strokes of his fingertips, just barely grazing her nipples, which were already hard. He could feel the tension rising in her body, and she snapped "Harder!" through clenched teeth. His fingers dug deeply into the soft flesh, and Xena growled contentedly as he squeezed and stroked. Hercules captured her nipples between his thumb and forefinger and began to press them with a controlled and steadily increasing pressure. "You're good, slave boy!" she gasped, grabbing his upper arms and digging in her fingers hard. She shuddered in a quick orgasm. "You're looking awfully pleased with yourself," she noted, when she focused again on his face. "Pleased because I'm giving you pleasure, my lady." "Oh, and is that the *only* reason?" Hercules smiled, raising his eyebrows. "I love touching you," he said simply. "The way I can feel your strength coiled in your arms and your legs. The way your breasts fill my hands and your nipples harden under my fingers. Your taste on my tongue. I had such a short time to . . . memorize every detail. So, I'll admit I'm pleased for myself too." "I sup-pose I can allow that," she responded with an exaggerated reluctance and a grin. "Well, show me what else you can do, slave boy." Hercules lowered his head to her breast, drawing tight circles around her nipple with his powerful tongue, while his hand slid along the outside of one muscled thigh. He sucked the already sensitive nipple into his mouth, grazing it with his teeth, as his hand began exploring the slight swell of Xena's inner thigh, making her writhe with the featherlight touch of his rough fingertips along the sensitive skin. He then took in more of her breast, filling his mouth with the soft flesh and began a slow steady suckling, while his fingers found Xena's center. One finger travelled the slick path between her lips, moving languidly back and forth in rhythm with his mouth on her breast and just barely gliding over her clit on each pass. Xena's body was humming with tension again, but he felt her relax slightly when he spread her lips and began stroking her clit more puposefully. His touch was still flutteringly light, and Xena tensed again when it was clear it was going to stay that way for a while. He smiled to himself in gratification--he knew he could he keep her on the edge all day if he wanted to. "I. Should. Flog. You. For. Showing. Off. And for teasing me." He heard the dark rumble in her voice, and his cock quivered against her thigh. She laughed. "Oh, you liked that threat, did you? You *will* pay for this slave boy." After a while, his suckling increased in both pace and intensity, and he circled Xena's clit with an increasingly firm finger until she bucked in climax, and he released her breast from his mouth. Without a pause, he thrust three fingers forcefully inside her. "Yesss!" she hissed, rocking her hips to meet his thrusts. She howled as another orgasm rolled through her body, and Hercules marvelled at the power of the muscles clamping down on and convulsing around his fingers. "Care for another, my lady?" he asked insolently, his eyes glinting with pleasure. "Yes, damn it!" He pressed the heel of his hand against her clit and began to grind it firmly. She returned his pressure with her own pumping hips, until he carried her over the edge once more, her back arching and her muscles straining until she collapsed back, her breathing harsh. Hercules took the liberty of casually toying with her triangle of dark curls, combing them with his fingers while she came down off of her peak. Suddenly, she caught him off guard, rolling him over onto his back and pinning him down. She straddled his abdomen, and latched on to both of his nipples, twisting and pulling them hard. "Let me see you clean off your hand," she ordered, her voice hard. He was almost breathless with the pain of her assault on his nipples, but concentrating, he brought his hand, still drenched with her juices, to his mouth and began carefully licking off his fingers with a quivering tongue, while she watched him with icily predatory eyes. When he finished, still relishing the taste that spread over his tongue, she bent to kiss him, fiercely plunging her tongue into his mouth. Then she pulled away, tossing her hair back over her shoulders. "Will you open yourself up to me completely, slave boy?" she panted. "Let me all the way in? Give me everything you have to give? I'm giving you a choice here because if you say yes, I *will* take everything you've got." Hercules hesitated for the barest of moments, then sat up, his own wide blue eyes studying Xena's, which glowed with a sapphire intensity. "Yes, Xena, my lady. Yes. Please. I freely offer myself to you." He shifted so that he was on his knees, then bowed his head all the way down. Xena passed her hand gently over the honey-colored locks, then said in a devastatingly soft and dangerous voice, "Over there. Hold on to that ring. It should be obvious that you had better not let go." He looked where she indicated at an iron ring at the end of a heavy chain suspended from the ceiling. Letting go of it wouldn't be the problem, he reflected, as he crossed the room. He'd have to be careful not to pull it out. Xena approached him, holding a black leather strap. She circled him, asking, "You want to please me, don't you, slave boy?" "Yes, my lady," he whispered. "Tell me, have you played like this before?" He nodded. "But I'm usually the one holding the strap." "All the better for me." The Conqueror grinned. "You wouldn't be any fun if this were easy for you." She stopped behind him, letting her hand trail down his spine and roam over his buttocks. "You have to be so careful, don't you?" she purred. "Always having to be mindful of your strength." He nodded, unable to find his voice, paralyzed like a mouse spellbound by a cobra. "You see," she continued. "I usually have that problem too, but right now, I don't need to worry about it." Her words were followed by a sharp crack of the strap across his ass. He was staggered by the force of the blow, and had to regain his balance, afraid of pulling down the ring he held onto. The pain flared across his skin, then exploded outward as the compressed flesh wrenched itself back into place. Another crack. He gasped sharply, reflecting to himself that Xena certainly wasn't holding back. Another blow, and the tension in his body began to melt away, as some kernel of resistance inside him began to loosen. With each searing stroke of the strap, he found himself consciously relaxing and breathing, letting himself sway with the force of the blows. He closed his eyes and surrendered to sensation, as the strap delineated stripes across his ass and down the back of his thighs. Suddenly he drew back sharply. Xena had moved around to the front of him and flicked the strap against a nipple, with perfect positioning. Then the other side, and he groaned loudly, his erection futilely clamoring for attention. After several more such blows, Xena turned away, returning with something shiny in her hand. He guessed immediately what it was--a pair of clamps connected with a chain. Both the clamps and the chain were heavier than the delicate pair she had used on Gabrielle the other night. "Do you know what these feel like?" "Yes, my lady, but never after such," he smiled wryly, "careful preparation. I'm guessing it will hurt quite a bit more than I'm used to." "You're guessing right, slave boy." Xena pinched each nipple sharply. "Do you know why I'm doing this to you?" "You enjoy it?" he asked tentatively. "Well, yes, of course, that's part of it," she answered dismissively. "I'm doing this because I feel the need to claim you, Hercules, reach inside you and make you mine from the inside out." A shadow crossed her face. "Maybe it's because I may have to let you go. I want you marked as mine in a way you'll never forget. And to get you where I want you to be, I need to open you up, break down barriers you don't even know you've raised against me." As she spoke, she stroked his chest gently, but possessively, touching his body with an assurance that it was hers to do with as she pleased. And when she finished, she carefully placed first one clamp and then the other on his nipples, while a searing bolt of mixed pleasure and pain shot from each nipple straight to his groin. A spasm of pain crossed his face, as his nipples burned and throbbed. Xena stroked his face, then ran a hand down his side and then a finger along his erection. The clamps had seemingly heightened all of Hercules' sensations, and his nerves tingled in the wake of her fingers. Then he felt a sharp flash along his cock from the tip of the strap. He groaned loudly and hung his head as a flush of humiliation flooded his cheeks. Another flickering blow on his aching member, and Xena reached around to grab a handful of hair and pull his head back. "Don't hide from me, slave boy," she commanded in a low and throaty tone that seemed to slip under his skin and intensify the pulsing in his nipples and cock and buttocks and thighs. His eyes were wide and vulnerable, his lips slighly parted as he tried to breathe through all the sensations assaulting him. "Don't you know how beautiful you are like this?" she asked, giving a sharp tug to the chain linking the clamps, sending a renewed shock of pain through his system. "Don't you know how much it pleases me to know you could stop me any time, but you submit to this--for me? Don't fight it; just let go. Let everything go." She moved behind him and swung the strap against his ass. As he staggered forward, the chain between his nipples swung wildly, sending stabbing pains through him. "Let go," she purred, and he widened his stance and relaxed, swaying with each crack of the strap against his ass and letting her take him wherever she needed him to go. He had certainly experienced worse pain in his life, but he felt as though Xena was flaying him open, leaving him with no defenses. The half-god, the hero, the son of Zeus were all stripped away, leaving only a pure essence of desire, surrender, and above all, a need to please this woman who had claimed his body and his soul. As blow after blow fell, his body was suffused with a quivering tension that begged for explosive release. It was similar to the tension he felt immediately before a fight, when only the solid connection of his fists or feet with flesh would help dispel it. He found himself craving the heavy thud of the strap, as if his body were reaching out for it. Xena immediately sensed the difference in how he was holding himself. "You want it now, don't you?" she demanded. "Yes, hard please," he gritted through clenched teeth. "My pleasure," returned the Conqueror, throwing more force into her swings of the strap, sending him spiralling higher and higher into a realm of pure sensation where the humming energy of his need sparked and crackled with the driving energy of Xena's relentless wielding of the strap, fusing them together and creating a sizzling exchange of electricity and power. After a final blow of the strap whistled through the air and exploded on his raw flesh, Xena snapped, "Down!" Hercules gratefully let go of the ring and dropped to his knees, looking up at his Conqueror through eyes blurred with tears. He kissed the strap she held to his lips, and then she guided him to his feet with a tug on the chain. "On the bed, on your back now!" she ordered. She smacked his inner thighs with the strap, insisting, "Wider, I want them wider." Her need was palpable, and Hercules willingly let himself be surrounded by and consumed in its heat. When he complied with her order, she casually tossed the strap across the room. "Use your hands to hold them there." Hercules slipped his hands under his thighs and held them wide apart, while Xena contemplated the sight before her. She got a vial of oil from her bedside table, settled herself between Hercules' legs, and began copiously anointing her hands. Hercules' eyes widened. Calmly, almost ignoring him, Xena continued stroking the oil along her long fingers, and the demigod couldn't help a small moan from escaping. Xena's lips twitched in a glimmer of a smile, then she began anointing him, spreading oil with her fingertip around the opening to his body. Her light touch teased the sensitive skin, and he found himself craving more. Suddenly, she slid two fingers inside him, and Hercules gulped in surprise. "You *have* been fucked before?" she asked casually, one eyebrow lifted. "Yes, of course, but never . . ." "By a woman," she finished. "Well, slave boy, this will be a new experience for you in more ways than one. Can you let me *all* the way in?" As she talked, she pulled her fingers out, poured more oil on them, and slid them back inside, thoroughly coating the narrow passage that she was claiming. In answer to her question, a dazed Hercules only answered emphatically, "Uh- *huh*." "Good," she said briskly, adding a third finger, which he accomodated easily. "You looked pretty fascinated when I was doing this to Gabrielle. I'm guessing you imagined yourself on the other end." Hercules blinked. "Yeah, you're right. But I wasn't sure . . . " A small "oof!" cut off his sentence, when four fingers pushed inside him, beginning to spread him open and igniting a slow burn at his center. "Well," said Xena with an ironic smile, "even the son of Zeus can learn some new tricks." She stopped talking, focusing on what she was doing. More oil, and the four fingers probed and stretched him. Hercules consciously relaxed himself, and the fingers pushed in further. "*Good* boy," Xena murmured, sliding her fingers slowly in and out, finally adding her thumb, pushing her hand inside Hercules like a wedge. The burning sensation grew more intense as the Conqueror's hand slowly, inexorably, stretched him wide. He tensed up for a moment, as heat flooded through his legs, curling his toes. "Relax for me, slave boy," purred Xena in a low register, and Hercules complied, letting her in further. Xena paused, pouring an additional dollop of oil over her hand and said conversationally, "This is the widest part. Take a deep breath for me and let it go." Hercules inhaled deeply and slowly exhaled. As the breath flowed out of him, a sharp pain flared as he was stretched wider than he could have imagined possible and penetrated by Xena's hand, now curled into a fist, and buried in him up to the wrist. "Oh gods . . . " he gasped hoarsely. Her fist burned inside him, shooting molten streaks of pain along his legs and into his cock. Holding his legs apart as he was, he had never felt so exposed, so vulnerable, and so possessed. It was utterly exhilarating, and the pain began to transmute into a delirious pleasure. "I'm inside you. Right now, all of you belongs to *me*," said Xena quietly, her voice belying the blazing intensity of her eyes. "Yes, Xena," he agreed. "Ready?" she asked. He nodded. As her fist began to move, he groaned loudly between clenched teeth. He pulled his legs even wider apart, as she rocked her fist slowly inside him, then pulled it part of the way out and plunged it back in. He was drowning in sensation, groaning uncontrollably, when suddenly he felt first one, then the other clamp yanked off his nipples. He howled as the dammed up blood rushed into his nipples, bringing tears to his eyes. It was like a thick needle stabbing into him from inside, but Xena's fist driving into him quickly recaptured his attention. Then she slowed down to a deliberate pace, sending slow ripples of fire radiating out from his center. The sensation was the most exquisite he could remember and the most unbearable. He desperately wanted her never to stop, and he desperately wanted her to stop right *now*. A continuous, uncontrolled low growl emitted from his throat, and the muscles in his legs began to tremble and quiver with tension. "Look at me!" ordered Xena, and Hercules had to concentrate to get his eyes open. "You're completely in my hands," she purred. "I can take you anyhere I want you to go." Her voice seemed to be brushing over his already-raw nerves, and he whimpered, a little-boy sound he hadn't known was still in him. Xena's smile was devastating--she looked as she did in the full joy of battle. "Brace yourself, slave boy," she rumbled, and began fucking him harder and faster with each stroke, in a ferocious rhythm that overwhelmed him like a wall of fire. Her other hand, still slick with oil, enclosed his cock and began working it with rapid strokes. "Come for me now, slave boy," she murmured, and he roared as his climax crashed through him in shattering paroxysms, and a fountain of seed spilled over him and over Xena's hands, as she carefully withdrew her fist from inside him. Tears gathered in his eyes, and he felt wrenchingly empty. "I know," she said quietly. She had provided herself with a basin of water and a washcloth next to the bed, and quickly cleaned off her hands before moving to pull the weeping demigod onto her lap. Her fingers combed through his long hair, as she soothed him, then her hand strayed over his buttocks, examining the welts from the strap. "Thank you, Hercules," she finally said. "F-for wh-what?" "For the gift you've given me of yourself." "I-I should be th-thanking you," he stammered. "For what?" "For taking what I wanted to give you," he answered in a firmer voice. "For seeing something I wanted and needed before I ever knew I wanted and needed it. For letting me show you my love for you in a way I never could before." He managed a grin. "And for the most indescribably overwhelming fuck of my lifetime." Xena laughed, pulling him closer. Hercules reached across himself to touch Xena's initial on his arm, then looked up at her, his face achingly vulnerable. Xena bent to kiss him, her hair falling forward like a curtain around his face. As their lips locked together, and their tongues twined, he felt for the first time that she was kissing him as a lover, not as a piece of property. "Come with me," she said suddenly. "There's something I want to share with you." She leapt off the bed, and he followed somewhat more slowly. Xena pulled on her robe and rummaged in her wardrobe, finding an old cloak. "Put this on and follow me." As Hercules was obediently but wonderingly tying the sash, Xena went out onto her balcony and leapt over the balustrade, flipping in mid-air. Hercules shrugged and followed, resting one hand lightly on the balustrade and vaulting over it. He landed on his feet as silently as Xena had, and she beckoned him, one finger on her lips. She led him out of a gate in the castle walls that was concealed from the outside. He noticed that the gate opened without a sound and was obviously well-oiled. She led him to a nearby stream, tugging on his hand as she ran lightly along the path until they came to a pool crowned with a small waterfall. The moonlight silvered the water, which sparkled and flashed at the base of the waterfall, seeming to shatter the moonlight into glittery fragments. "This is where I go when I want to get away from being the Conqueror," explained Xena simply, and Hercules heard the longing that echoed under her voice. "I've never brought anyone else here. It probably wouldn't do for people to know that the Conqueror leaves her castle at night, unarmed and undefended. But I feel I can trust *you*." Without really thinking about it, Hercules knelt and kissed her hand. "Thank you, my lady. That means . . . a lot to me, more than I can say." "C'mon," said Xena, smiling, and tossing off her robe before she plunged in the water. Hercules tugged off the cloak and followed. The water was cold, and he surfaced, sputtering and shivering, until he spotted Xena, the moonlight glinting on her hair like jewels. She streaked toward him, diving between his legs and coming up behind him, to pull his arms behind his back. He kept them there compliantly, while she played with him, running one finger down his upper arm, from shoulder to elbow, mapping the topography of his muscles, caressing his broad back and shoulderblades, thoroughly tracing the welts on his buttocks, and flashing around in front of him to savor the feeling of wet, slippery skin stretched over taut pecs and abs. "May I use my hands?" he asked. Xena acted as if she was considering a moment, gave a tweak to a very sensitive nipple, and said, "Yes." Hercules slid his hands along her arms, pausing to kiss every finger tip. He cupped slippery breasts and stroked round, muscled buttocks, while Xena explored him the same way, both their hands roaming all over each other's bodies. Suddenly, Xena grabbed Hercules' wrist and pulled him after her toward the waterfall. The water showered them as they stood under it, and Hercules tossed his wet hair back over his shoulders, his entire face lighting up with a broad smile. He felt proprietary fingers gathering up his balls and gliding along the length of his cock. "I see there are advantages to being the son of Zeus," said Xena, smiling conspiratorially at him from under half-lidded eyes. "It is one aspect of my godly heritage I do appreciate," responded Hercules, with mock gravity. "Good, then let me appreciate it too. Don't be forgetting that your godly heritage, like everything else about you, belongs to *me*," Xena insisted. Hercules effortlessly lifted her up, lowering her onto his erect member, and she wrapped her flexible legs around his waist, and her arms around his neck. Hercules threw his head back in exultation, thrusting into Xena's molten heat, while the cold water streamed down their bodies and splashed around them. Xena wound her fingers into the demigod's hair, keeping his head pulled back, and her mouth sought out the pulse beating in his exposed throat, sucking on it in time to the throbbing of his veins and the urgent rhythm of his cock, which she matched, contracting around him and releasing with perfect muscular control. When she lifted her head, a bruise was purpling on his neck, and she growled, "Hold still now, slave boy! I want to use what's mine." Hercules complied, and Xena braced her hands firmly on his shoulders, digging her fingers in to maintain her grip, and began raising and lowering herself on his cock. Each time she pulled herself up, she drove downward fiercely, while Hercules concentrated on keeping his grip on her waist and on holding himself steady for his mistress. Suddenly, her body stiffened in his hands and her legs tightened around him as she came with a shuddering moan, her muscles convulsing around him. Hercules groaned through clenched teeth, fighting hard not to come, and she panted, "Go ahead!" A few determined upward strokes, and his climax surged through him, as he howled in harmony with the crashing water. Xena shifted her weight enough to send them both falling into the pool, and they floated for a while, cooling their heated blood, washing themselves and each other off, and kissing. They eventually climbed out of the water. Xena sat down, leaning against a tree and gestured for Hercules to join her. She pulled his head into her lap, and he gazed up at her, seemingly enraptured. She slipped her thumb into his mouth, and he sucked it dreamily, while she stroked his hair and drew light circles on his chest with her fingers. They remained there wordlessly for some time, until Xena said, quietly, "Perhaps it is I who should be asking what *you*'ve done to me, slave boy. But we should go back now." They returned to the castle, slipping silently in by Xena's concealed gate. "After you," said Hercules with a bow, and Xena launched herself into an aerial flip, landing on her balcony. Hercules jumped straight upward, following her. "Stay with me tonight," she said softly, but trying to keep an edge of command in her voice. "It would be my pleasure," answered Hercules, bowing his head in acknowledgment of the rare honor he had been granted. "Don't think it's such a privilege," she said drily, reestablishing some distance, "I don't sleep well, and I toss and turn a lot." "Tonight will be different," said the demigod assuredly, and he kept his word, lightly stroking the Conqueror's back until she relaxed and fell into a deep sleep. Chapter 9 Hercules woke up to Xena's blue eyes gazing at him. When he began to stir, she said "Good morning, slave boy" in an amused tone and drew a line with her finger down his spine, then rested her hand casually and possessively on his buttocks. Her fingers lightly brushed his cleft, and she asked, "How do you feel?" "Overall, great. Down there, a little sore. But it was worth it. You've made me feel . . . wonderful, my lady. I only hope I've been able to please you." "You know you have," said Xena in a reassuring voice that sounded so much like *his* Xena it was hard to tell the difference. He looked at her closely, his head still resting on his folded arms, while she lightly caressed his back and buttocks. There was a barely perceptible softening to her features and a somewhat more noticeable modulation to her voice, which had thawed some of its former icy hardness. "I dreamed of Gabrielle," she said, changing the subject. "I was dead, or almost. I came back--for her. It was an . . . odd feeling. I never thought I'd cling to this life so tenaciously for another person. In my dream I saw something in those green eyes of hers I've never seen before--it was as if where she was was my *home*." Hercules nodded. "Yes, that happened--you were almost dead, but you fought your way back. And by the way, I see that in Iolaus' eyes too; even at the times I behaved completely thoughtlessly toward him and taken him for granted, if I took the time to look into his eyes, there was that something there. I knew he would always be there for me." "It's rare to find that," mused Xena. "And I haven't allowed myself the luxury of getting that attached to anyone, except perhaps Callisto. I destroyed her family, and I've tried my best to be family to her, the mother and older sister she lost. But I've avoided attachments ever since I lost my brothers and my mother to Caesar's armies. I need to be able to maintain my focus, my edge. I can't afford intimacy, and I can't afford grief." "I can't imagine living like that," said Hercules, a slight choke in his voice. He sat up to face Xena directly. "It is hard. In that other timeline, the one you dream of, anyone close to me becomes a target of Hera and Ares. I've lost . . . two wives to their jealousy, and my three children." "I'm so sorry, Hercules." He smiled wanly. "Thank you. I was almost tempted a few times to just leave things be in *this* timeline because I knew Iolaus was safe there in Ares' temple. But I can't live cut off from my feelings. It's probably selfish, but I haven't been able to forego relationships, and people I've loved have died for that. Yet, I'd still do what I can to put things back the way they were and get *my* Iolaus back. It's a terrible risk, but I know he's willing to take it. And it's worth it, Xena." "I would like to see the Gabrielle I dreamed of, the one you described to me," she said wistfully. "But I find myself reluctant to give you up." "I'm flattered, my lady," said Hercules with just a glimmer of a smile. "But you won't have to give me up. I'll always be your friend, I'll always care for you, and I'll always be there when you need me. You'll *always* be able to count on me. There's a part of me that will always be yours. I--I don't think I can describe what all this," his hand made a wide circle, "means to me. Serving you is a joy I couldn't have imagined possible--you've opened something so deep inside me that I'll never be the same. In a *good* way. You've taught me how to *give* myself, surrender myself in a way I wasn't capable of before." He paused "I could never be a coerced slave, but it's an honor to be your willing pet, my lady. But on the whole, *Xena*, I think I'd rather be your friend." "And a lovely pet you are, slave boy" said Xena with a mischievous smile, as she combed back Hercules' hair, and brushed a thumb across his cheek. "I could spend years exploring the resources of that body of yours, while your eyes plead for more." Then, more seriously, she added, "It's good to know that whatever happens, I'll have your loyalty and your friendship. You've taught me something too. I've come to respect you and to value the gift of your freely-offered devotion. It's made me realize what I've lost in having to be the Conqueror before all else. That look I saw in Gabrielle's eyes in my dream--I'd like to see that. I'd like to wake up to that every day, not to slaves and servants and soldiers who obey because they're in awe of or afraid of me. *You*'ve touched *me* in a way *I* wouldn't have thought possible, Hercules." "I hoped I would," he said softly, bending to kiss Xena's hand. "That's a big part of it, but not all," she said firmly, her face darkening. "I don't like the idea that Ares is manipulating me. That he would create this threat by Caesar just to have me where he wants me. I never wished to be a tool of a god." "He changed time so he could have you where he wanted you," noted Hercules. "Well," said Xena with determination, "he's just going to have to change it back. But first . . . " She pushed the demigod onto his back, bending to kiss him. They made love with a fierce urgency, their hands in constant motion over each others' bodies. Xena straddled Hercules, looking down at him, her hair falling about her face, and his hands travelled up and down her arms, then moved to her breasts, kneading them. Then he flipped her over onto her back, rolling with her. She reached for his mouth with hers, pulling him closer with strong hands on his back, her fingers roaming over firm muscles and tracing the healing lines from Hercules' flogging. He twined his fingers into her hair, deepening the kiss, then suddenly found himself on his back again. Xena took him deep inside her, and he gasped to feel his cock suddenly enclosed in pulsing heat. While he stroked Xena's muscled thigh, she leaned over to take one of his nipples between her teeth, worrying it sharply. When she released it, it was throbbing. She ran her hands rapidly over Hercules' chest and arms, as if snatching a last chance to impress their shapes and textures on her memory, then lowered herself down to his mouth. His hands moved along her back as she began rocking her hips against his. He responded eagerly, plunging into her depths, as they were both enveloped in heat and friction and a timeless rhythm that drove first Xena and then Hercules into a shattering climax. Hercules wrapped his arms around Xena, and their mouths again sought each other out in penetrating kisses. No matter how fiercely their lips locked together they couldn't quench the thirst they had for each other, but at the same time, as if by unspoken agreement, they reluctantly pulled apart. "We'd better go," said Xena, "before I change my mind." * * * A little while later, they were dressed and on horseback, riding toward Ares' temple. Hercules had a hard time keeping up with Xena, as she urged her horse forward, her long, black hair flying out behind her. Outside the temple, she jumped lightly off her horse, just as Hercules came riding up. She was the Conqueror again, radiating authority, power, and grim determination. Her eyes blazed with a cold fury, startling him with the piercing relentlessness of her gaze, a gaze that had struck him with awe the first moment he'd seen the Conqueror. She stalked up the steps of the temple, Hercules a step or two behind her. When she yanked open the heavy doors, Iolaus approached. Seeing who was there, he knelt, bowing his head, murmuring, "My lady Xena. How may I serve you?" "Look at me," she ordered. Iolaus gazed up at her with guileless blue eyes, while Xena took in the golden mane, the lean, sinewy build, the taut and tanned skin. "You could do so much better," she said ruefully, glancing back at Hercules, and noting the way he stared at Iolaus with eager desire and longing. "My lady?" "Never mind. Wait outside." "Yes, my lady," answered Iolaus and withdrew, closing the temple doors behind him. "ARES!" roared Hercules, his voice resounding through the temple. "You called?" said a voice, followed by the appearance of the god, leaning against a column, his arms folded across his chest. His pose was a study in casual unconcern, but his eyes shifted warily. "You know why we're here," said Xena abruptly. "I want you to put things back the way they were before you messed with the timeline." "Xe-na," cajoled Ares, "do you honestly believe the stories he's been telling you?" "Yes. I. Do. And you know he's been telling me the truth." The command voice was in full force, and even the god of war seemed taken aback. "What's wrong with you, Xena? You *want* to spend your life riding around the countryside with that goody-goody blonde, *helping* people? Think of your ambitions, your goals, the order and prosperity you bring to Greece." Xena's eyes narrowed. "What I'm thinking of is you *using* me. You had to resort to this," she waved her hand in an angry gesture, "trick because the person I really am would never do what you wanted." Hercules was trembling with impatience and tension. He suddenly strode over to Ares, grabbed his vest with two hands and hauled him forward. "Damn it, Ares! You have no choice about this. You *have* to do what she says. That's the bargain you struck with Zeus." Ares reached out one hand and shoved Hercules in the chest, sending him skidding backward across the temple. Hercules was about to leap to his feet, when Xena held up a hand, stopping him. Her expression was furious, and Hercules crumbled inside, but her voice was disarmingly soft. "You've done your part, Hercules. Stay out of this." She whirled back to Ares and said in a voice that was chillingly calm, "You're going to restore the original timeline. I don't want to hear any attempts to persuade me to stay. You can't come up with any arguments I haven't thought of myself. Ya got that?" "Oh, I *get* it!" snapped the god, sneering. "What I get is that you don't know what's good for you. I wash my hands of you, Conqueror. You can go back to your pathetic, do-gooding lifestyle and your blonde tagalong, and my useless half-brother will get his boy toy back." He turned to Hercules, "But, dear brother, you *will* remember all of this. You'll remember how your golden boy looked with my cock in his ass. You'll remember what a born slave you are. You'll remember every word and every touch from your owner here, and you will *miss* all of it!" "Fine," said Hercules flatly. "Tell me something I don't know." "I want you to leave us alone for a few minutes, Ares. I'll call you when I'm ready," said Xena with the assured tone of someone who was always obeyed. "Yes, my lady," snarled the god sarcastically, as he executed an exaggerated bow and flashed out of the temple. Hercules turned to Xena. "I'm sorry for interfering . . . " he began. Xena cut him off. "Hercules, stop. We don't have time for that. It's not important." She pointed to the floor, a half-smile emerging on her face. But her voice was stern. "Down." Hercules immediately dropped to one knee. He bowed his head in a gesture of respect and reverence, then looked up into her clear blue eyes. His voice trembled slightly as he said, "Belonging to you has been a privilege, my lady." "And don't you forget it, slave boy," she said, gracing him with a smile that was both conspiratorial and fond. "I-I th-thought at first you were so different from the Xena I knew. I only wanted to put things back the way they were," he explained hurriedly. "Then it became a challenge--I wanted to make you let me in, care for me in a way you didn't care for any of your other slaves." "You succeeded," she said, still smiling. "Don't forget what you've learned here, Hercules. If you remember it, your Iolaus will be even luckier than he already is." "Thank you--I'll try; he deserves it." Hercules paused. "I was trying so hard to prove myself to you. I don't know when it was I realized that what I wanted wasn't important. That what mattered to me was serving and pleasing you, and that it was *you* I was giving myself to. I love you, Xena." "I know," she said quietly. "Why do you think I listened to you?" She reached out and grasped a handful of his hair, pulling him forward as she bent down, claiming his mouth in a searing kiss. With one finger she traced her initial on his arm, while their lips and tongues strove to pour a lifetime's worth of desire and fulfillment into each other's mouths. When they parted, Xena helped Hercules to his feet and raised her eyebrows questioningly. He nodded, and she called out, "Ares! I'm ready." The god appeared, and began, "Did you two have a touching fare--" "Drop it!" snapped Xena. "Now do it!" "What-*ev*-er," said the god, "but I still think you're making a mistake." The temple tilted and spun, rippling around Hercules and Xena like a whirlpool. Hercules felt Xena's hand slide out of his, and blackness overcame him . . . * * * Xena reluctantly disengaged her arm from around a sleeping Gabrielle's waist. She glanced around their campsite, trying to identify the source of the sounds she heard. She let her eyes linger for a moment on the attractive form of her lover, then shook her gently. "Gabrielle, wake up. We've got company." Gabrielle reached for her staff, leaping to her feet a moment after Xena did. As the leader of a gang of armed bandits stepped into the clearing, his sword drawn, Xena reached for her chakram, a feral grin on her face. Yes, it was shaping up to be a good day. * * * Hercules woke up slowly, his mind hazy with fragments of unusually vivid dreams. Suddenly, his head cleared, and a rush of memory crashed on him like a wave. As if afraid to look, he very carefully rolled over to take in the lean and golden-haired form of his lover lying beside him. "Iolaus," he murmured under his breath, "my Iolaus. Gods, I've missed you." He reached out to wake the hunter, but as he did he glanced at his own upper arm, now devoid of an initial that, after all, had never been carved into it with Xena's knife. Overcome with a flood of emotion that threatened to swamp him, Hercules got up very quietly and took himself several paces away. Joy at what he'd regained and sorrow at what he'd lost welled up inside him, mingling and flowing together so that he couldn't tell them apart. He sat down on a log, put his face in his hands, and wept. Epilog The God of War paced around his temple, fuming. He was genuinely astonished that the Conqueror had actually chosen to change things back, all on the word of his pathetic half- brother. He certainly hadn't anticipated that the driven and single-minded warlord he had nurtured in that timeline would be so taken with the demigod. He had to admit to himself, ruefully but not without a touch of pride, that Xena could not be manipulated and controlled, no matter what situation he threw at her, no matter how carefully planned and geared toward her particular nature. There was some essential core to Xena that he could never reach, and it maddened him that the ones who could reach it were that insipid blonde, Gabrielle, and Hercules. Ares had more than once considered seriously using the blonde against Xena-- bending her to his will by threatening Gabrielle's life. But it wasn't worth the risk that Xena might kill herself to save Gabrielle, rather than comply with his demands--hadn't she been willing to sacrifice herself in her quest to free Prometheus, rather than let Hercules be killed? If Gabrielle's life were at stake, she would be even more determined. Ares sighed. Foiled again. Still, there was satisfaction to be derived from what he had done. He had an opportunity to play with his half-brother's pet, Iolaus, although the passive Iolaus of that timeline hadn't intrigued him nearly as much as the original one had. Nonetheless, fucking him while he knew Hercules had been watching had been enormously satisfying. And his knowledge of Hercules' heretofore undiscovered desire to be mastered was another satifisfaction. Hercules would ache and pine for the Conqueror's firm hand, no matter how happy he was to be reunited with his golden-haired boy toy. So, his plan hadn't been a complete wash--any time he could make his half- brother suffer he felt a sense of accomplishment. But the Conqueror had been such a glorious achievement. Watching her in that battle against Caesar's forces had been truly . . . inspiring. Irritated, the God of War couldn't stop himself from tormenting himself further. With a morbid curiosity, Ares created a window with which he could look in on the warrior princess, but after a while, he found what he was watching to be just too sickening, and he decided his time could be better spent stirring up a war somewhere . . . * * * Xena and Gabrielle were bathing in a stream, and Xena was washing the bard's hair. But somehow, her hand kept snaking around to draw circles on Gabrielle's taut abdomen, or to slide up her ribs along her side, or to curve around a slippery breast. She released Gabrielle so she could duck under the water to rinse her hair, then pulled her back against her, her own hard nipples pressed against the bard's back. Xena leaned down to murmur throatily in Gabrielle's ear, "You belong to me, you know that, don't you?" "Yes, Xena!" gasped Gabrielle, responding both to the dark richness of Xena's voice and to the hands that were now cupping and caressing her breasts. "And never let it be said I don't take good care of what belongs to me," added the warrior, rolling Gabrielle's nipples between her fingers. "Oh, that feels good," sighed Gabrielle happily, "but are you sure you don't want me to do something for *you*?" "Part of taking care of what's mine is making her feel good," purred Xena, sending a little ripple of pleasure down the bard's spine. She shifted slightly to the side. One hand strayed downward to play with the reddish curls under water, while the other hand fondled Gabrielle's firm buttocks, dipping occasionally between her legs. "Tell me, is there anything you want, Gabrielle?" The bard blushed. "Can we . . . um . . . use our new toy?" Xena grinned. "Only if you go get it. I like to watch you." Gabrielle flushed again, and waded to the bank, climbing up and trotting over to where their gear was stashed. She came back with a phallus carved of wood and polished to a gleaming smoothness. "Come over here and lie down on this rock," said Xena, indicating a large flat sun- warmed rock that extended out from the bank into the stream. "Scoot up, and let your legs dangle here," she continued, pressing Gabrielle's knees wide apart. Xena's fingers played along the inside of Gabrielle's thighs. "I like this, right here," commented the warrior, as she stroked the slight swell of the inner thigh just where it met the pelvis. It tickled, and Gabrielle squirmed slightly, and, grinning, Xena began tickling her thighs and the backs of her knees on purpose. When a laughing and writhing Gabrielle began to try to push Xena's hands away, Xena easily caught both of her wrists in one hand. "I *will* get back at you for this!" the bard threatened. "Sure you will." "I *will*!" she inadvertently shrieked, as Xena's tickling grew more purposeful. "I'm looking forward to it," drawled the warrior, but she stopped tickling Gabrielle, instead sliding two fingers inside her. "I guess you liked *that*" said Xena, lifting one eyebrow in amusement. "It looks like I won't have to send you to get the oil." She took the phallus, running its tip between Gabrielle's lower lips, and Gabrielle squirmed in frustration. "Please Xena," she asked. "Please, I want it inside me." "Well, since you ask so nicely," said the warrior coolly, positioning the phallus at the entrance to her lover's body and sliding it inside. "Uh-huh, like that," said Gabrielle decisively. Xena moved the phallus in and out with maddening deliberation, sliding it almost all the way out on each stroke and not providing quite enough friction or stimulation to let Gabrielle come. "Xe-na!" complained the aroused bard. "Will you never learn patience?" teased Xena. She pushed the phallus all the way in, holding it in place with one hand and lowered her mouth to Gabrielle's clit. At first she lightly flicked it with just the tip of her tongue before settling in with firmer, circular strokes. When she sucked it suddenly into her mouth, Gabrielle yelped, convulsing vigorously around the phallus that filled her. "Was that something along the lines of what you wanted, my love?" "Oh yes, Xena. I love you." "I love you, too," said the warrior, pulling herself up onto the rock beside Gabrielle and fastening her mouth onto her lover's for a long, long kiss. * * * After Hercules had finished relating his experiences in the other timeline, Iolaus just shook his head, saying first, "Whoa" and then "Shit." Then he added, "Um, Herc, why did you tell me? I mean, in some ways it never happened." "A couple of reasons. I didn't want you hearing about it from anyone else, namely Ares. And it . . . changed me in some ways." Hercules shrugged. "I didn't want to keep it from you, try to pretend everything was the same . . . when it isn't. For all his mistakes and misjudgments, Ares made sure of that." Iolaus nodded thoughtfully, and Hercules continued. "And I realized . . . again . . . how much I've . . . taken you for granted. I want you to be able to count on me. I didn't mean to hurt you, Iolaus. I wanted to get back to you so badly--and it was ripping me up to know you were with *him*, but I couldn't help . . ." "Herc, give me some credit," interjected Iolaus softly. "In a situation like that, do you think *I* wouldn't take advantage of it? It was Xena after all. I couldn't have resisted her . . . I almost envy you the experience. I probably would have eaten it up," he finished ruefully. "Really?" asked Hercules. "It was so hard for me." He reached behind himself, as if expecting to find whip marks there. "I imagine it would be," said Iolaus with a wry smile. "I realized something," mused the demigod. "I realized I've never given myself to you the way you've given yourself to me." Iolaus couldn't help snorting in derision. "This is supposed to be an insight, Herc?" "Look, Iolaus, I know I'm clueless. Maybe I have too much of my father in me. But I'm trying, damn it!" "I'm sorry, Herc. I know you are." "It was a hard lesson for me," noted Hercules seriously. "It was so hard to surrender myself to her will, but at the same time, it was something I *had* to do." "That's how it works, Herc," said Iolaus drily. "I guess you had to experience it for yourself to recognize it." Hercules turned to peer at Iolaus more closely. "Is that how it is for you, Iolaus?" Iolaus burst out laughing. "If your sister were here, she'd say 'Well, *du-uh*!' right about now. It's a good thing you're so pretty, Herc, or I'd have booted you out a long time ago. If Xena helped you figure some of this stuff out, more power to her." Hercules flushed. "I'm sorry, Iolaus, that I'm so thoughtless. I could try to blame it on what I inherited from my father, but by now I should have overcome that. I'm so sorry." "Hey," said Iolaus gently. "Clueless or not, you're the one I love more than anyone else in the world, Hercules. And I'm awfully glad you succeeded in restoring *this* timeline--I don't want to be with anyone but you, my love." He kissed Hercules softly on the lips. Hercules smiled wanly. "I'd do anything for you, Iolaus, you know that. I'm going to figure out a way to prove myself to you. But first, I need to make sure Xena's OK and back together with Gabrielle." "Well, then, let's go," said Iolaus, smiling and shaking his head as he followed Hercules. * * * After some travelling and some making of inquiries, Hercules and Iolaus found Xena and Gabrielle, apparently looking for *them*. "I believe rabbit stew is on the menu tonight. Care to join us for dinner?" asked Xena, gesturing to the small clearing where Gabrielle had been setting up sticks for a fire. Argo was placidly grazing nearby. "We'd be delighted," said Iolaus, looking forward to catching up on things with Gabrielle and perhaps commiserating about their respective relationships. "I'll help Gabrielle," he volunteered, knowing from experience that Xena preferred not to cook. Xena glanced at Hercules and jerked her head sideways. "I need to talk to you. Let's take a walk." Hercules nodded and followed her out of the clearing. "What's up?" asked Xena tersely. "What do you mean?" he asked. "I . . . just wanted to make sure you two were OK. Checking in with you." "That's very thoughtful, Hercules," said Xena with a wry smile, "but that's not what I'm talking about. You're looking at me differently, and when I suggested we take a walk, you tensed up. Even now, you're holding yourself differently." "You're very observant," noted Hercules drily, avoiding answering her questions. "I'd be dead by now if I wasn't," she responded. "Something's going on. I've been having some *very* vivid dreams about things I know never happened. They don't seem like Strife's work, but they're so much clearer than regular dreams. And you're in them." "I see," said Hercules quietly, trying to digest this information. "And were they . . . good dreams?" Xena flashed a brilliant smile. "Yeah, actually. Very good. You look relieved, Hercules." "Do I? So . . . um . . . what were they about?" "Welll," drawled Xena. "I seemed to be a warlord, but this time I seemed to have conquered all of Greece. I knew somehow that I was fighting Caesar. Most of the dreams involved you though. I'll be blunt. I seemed to be having my way with you," she concluded, her eyes dancing with amusement. Hercules flushed. "I didn't think you'd . . . " he began. "Shit. All of that did happen . . . in another timeline. Ares did it--it was his way of getting you back the way he wanted you- -and giving me a hard time at the same time. Fortunately, I . . . persuaded you to ask to have *this* time restored." "That meddling coward!" snapped Xena. "How in Hades did he manage to pull that off, anyway?" "Hera helped him." Xena raised her eyebrows and shook her head in exasperation. "Tell me more." "Do I have to?" asked Hercules softly, dropping his eyes. "I'd appreciate it," said Xena seriously. "Have a seat?" She gestured to a fallen tree. Hercules sighed and sat down next to Xena. "Zeus forced one concession out of them. If *you* asked to have things put back the way they were, they had to do it. Ares wanted me there, seeing you as a warlord again--you were known as the Conqueror in fact. And he had made Iolaus *his*." "Of course he did," snapped Xena, shaking her head with disgust. "I knew I had to gain your confidence," continued Hercules, "so I could tell you about the way things were supposed to be. 'Dite suggested I let myself be captured as a . . . slave. And I did." He paused, and a mere flicker of a smile crossed his face. "I seem to have met with your approval." "So you were my slave . . . " mused Xena. "I can definitely see some possibilities there. I'm only sorry Ares didn't leave *me* with memories of the whole thing. I want to hear all about it." "Xena!" protested Hercules, embarrassed. "Please?" asked Xena, "I want to know what Ares was up to, and, frankly, I want to know what you and I were up to. I'd like to know what I'm missing." She took his hand in one of hers, lightly stroking the back with her fingers. "Trust me, Hercules?" She smiled, and a flash of exasperated resignation crossed Hercules' face. "Fine," he said tightly. "I'll tell you." " . . . and it was hard," he concluded some time later, jumping up and beginning to pace, avoiding Xena's eyes. "You represented everything that I fight against, and I just lost my will in yours." "Really," said Xena, fighting the smile that seemed determined to quirk her lips and rising gracefully to her feet. "Why do you suppose that is?" "There was something about you . . . there," said Hercules. "A kind of presence that no one could resist. You . . . overwhelmed me." He shrugged and glanced away. "Did I, now?" said Xena with an amused smile. "How so?" "You had this . . . ability," explained the demigod, "a way of getting everyone around you to do exactly what you wanted, when you wanted. I couldn't have disobeyed you if I wanted to." "I see," said Xena drily, "Was it something like this?" She turned away for a moment, then whirled around to face Hercules. Her eyes burned with cold fire, and her body seemed to radiate energy, determination, authority, and purpose. In a devastatingly quiet voice she said, "On your knees, boy!" Each word was weighted and modulated for maximum effect, and Hercules felt an almost-involuntary reflex twitch his legs, as his body immediately responded to an irresistable impulse to kneel. But he stopped himself, staring at Xena with his jaw slightly dropped. For that moment she *was* the Conqueror, and she had just unleashed the full force of her power on him. "Yeah," he said slowly. "It was something like that. Can you just *do* that any time?" The commanding atttitude melted, and Xena burst out laughing. "Yes, Hercules, as a matter of fact, I can, but I don't do it very often. And you're one of the very, very few people I've seen who could withstand it. See, it wasn't *me* *making* you obey--you're going to have live with the fact that you did it of your own free will." Hercules sat down again, putting his face in his hands. Xena joined him, pulling his hands away from his face and making him look at her. "Why are you so embarrassed by it?" she asked. "By your accounts, which the dreams I've been having confirm, you offered me a rare and wonderful gift. Even though it wasn't me as I am now, I feel honored." "I don't know if I can explain it," began the demigod. "At the time it felt like the . . . right thing to do. Like it was the only thing to do. I wanted to please you more than anything. But--the things you did to me, the things I submitted to--willingly--that's just not how I see myself, Xena. Looking back I wonder how I could have done those things." He had picked up a stick and was drawing it in restless pattern in the dirt. "Do you look down on Iolaus for giving himself to you?" Xena asked abruptly. "Gods, no. He's beautiful when he does. But he almost always puts up a fight. I made no resistance at all." Xena shook her head in mild exasperation. "Iolaus puts up a fight because he likes to be overpowered. You *can't* be overpowered--by a mortal anyway. For you to surrender yourself like that, when all along you didn't *have* to obey me, took strength, Hercules. And a real generosity of spirit. Face it, my friend, as much as you want to master, you want to be mastered as well. Don't lock away what I helped you open up. Think of what *your* submission would mean to Iolaus." "You're right," he mused, "I know I don't open myself up to him the way he does to me. There's so much more I could be giving him. I've always just used my strength to assume the upper hand--that always felt safe to me, and I never had to be vulnerable the way he did." "Uh-*huh*," agreed Xena emphatically. "You're not the only one." "Oh, really?" responded Hercules. "Care to elaborate?" "Nope. This isn't about *me*," she answered curtly. Then she turned to him, her face softened, and raised his hand to her lips. "Thank you for trusting me enough tell me about it, Hercules. Means a lot to me. I only wish I'd been there to experience it for myself . . . " She paused. "C'mon," she said, punching him in the arm and suddenly changing the subject, "we still have some time before they'll get that stew ready. Let's do some sparring--I could use the workout." Hercules got up and grinned. "Admit it, Xena. You just want a legitimate excuse to leave your marks on me." * * * That night Hercules wrapped himself around Iolaus with a fierce intensity. From his perspective, it had been many days since he had made love to him, and he wanted to reclaim every part of Iolaus' body as his. With his fingers and lips and teeth and tongue, he coaxed all of Iolaus' nerves awake, playing along his throat, over his chest, across his back, down his arms, up his legs, and around his nipples and cock. Iolaus' groans of arousal and pleasure were only muffled by the squeaks and sighs and moans coming from the bedroll on the other side of the fire, punctuated by the low purr of Xena's voice. Afterward, as they lay in sweaty proximity, Hercules still stroking Iolaus' body in grateful awe for what he'd been given, he said, "Iolaus, my love, I wish I could offer myself to you the way you offer yourself to me. That you trust me with all of you, your body, your soul, is a miracle--I wish I could open myself to you in the same way." "I know Herc," said the hunter softly. "Most of the time there's nowhere else I'd rather be than under *your* control. But there are times when I'd like to be the one in charge. And maybe it's my own limitation, but I can't ever forget that you can always just turn things around and take over." "Damn, I do that a lot, don't I?" mused Hercules. "Yeah, you do. You're a lousy bottom, Herc, but I love you anyway." "Wait!" exclaimed the demigod, his face lighting up with a broad smile. "I have an idea! I'll have to be gone for about a day, but I think it'll be worth it." "Sure, Herc. I'll be waiting for you." "I love you, Iolaus." "Love you too, Herc," murmured Iolaus sleepily. The next morning they took their leave from a fresh and alert Xena and a groggy Gabrielle, who really would have preferred to sleep longer. After bidding farewell to Iolaus, Xena rested a hand on Hercules' arm, saying "Take care of yourself, Hercules." Their eyes locked, and a reaffirmation of the deep bond of their love and friendship passed between them. Gabrielle and Iolaus hugged good-bye, and the women headed down the road together, leading Argo. Iolaus struck off for home, and Hercules went to complete his errand. * * * Iolaus had been meditatively contemplating the sunset and wondering what Hercules was up to; when it got dark, he wandered inside. After lighting candles, he sat down to read a couple of scrolls Gabrielle had copied for him. He flung the scroll aside when he heard the unmistakable sounds of Hercules' entrance into the forge. The demigod stepped into the bedroom, carrying a leather pouch that emitted a clanking noise. "Look!" he exclaimed, without bothering to greet Iolaus. He pulled a set of chains and cuffs out of the pouch. "Herc?" asked Iolaus, puzzled. Hercules wrapped the ends of one of the chain around his hands and tried to pull it apart. He strained and grimaced, his muscles flexing and swelling in that way that Iolaus never failed to find arousing, but the links of the chain didn't budge. Hercules beamed proudly, his eyes shining. "I can't break these, Iolaus! I had Hephaestus make them strong enough. He complained about it too." Iolaus grinned. "Did you tell him what they were for?" "Naw. Let him speculate." Iolaus was finally taking in the significance of Hercules' errand. "You can't break those, and you're going to let me put them on you?" "Yes, Iolaus," said Hercules, turning serious. He sank to his knees in front of his lover and pulled something off his belt. "Here are the keys. They're yours. Keep them where you like--I don't have to know where they are. I do trust you, and now I can prove it." Iolaus accepted the keys, his eyes wide. Hercules had never knelt quite so gracefully before. His whole posture radiated both willing submission and a calm pride, as he tossed his hair back, and clasped his hands behind his back. "You *have* changed," he murmured. "I-I've learned to give up . . . control," explained the demigod. "It wasn't easy. I love you Iolaus--and I want to give myself to you in a way I've never been able to before. Take me, use me, whatever you like. All that I have is yours." Iolaus gazed at the guileless blue eyes that were looking up at him. They were deep and clear, unclouded by Hercules' usual cares and unmasked by the demigod's usual assertion of dominance. A radiant grin flashed across Iolaus' face. "I accept your offer, Herc. Now get those clothes off so I can try out these new toys of ours." Iolaus pulled off his own clothes as well. "Now show me you mean it, Herc. Show me you want it." Hercules dropped to his knees in front of Iolaus, bending to place a reverent kiss on the head of Iolaus' cock. He looked up, the deep pools of his blue eyes concealing nothing. "May I?" he asked softly. Iolaus felt a rush of emotion flood his heart, drain his lungs, and swell his cock. Hercules almost always just took what he wanted from the blond hunter--asking, in such a respectful way, to pleasure him was something new. "Yes, you may," said Iolaus, once he could restore a modicum of firmness to his voice. Iolaus was always grateful when Hercules went down on him--the demigod's lips and tongue were as strong as the rest of him and capable of exerting a firm pressure that overwhelmed Iolaus with pleasure. But this time was different. Hercules was taking his time, carefully prolonging Iolaus' pleasure with meticulous attention. His tongue forged a trail up the underside of Iolaus' cock, swirled around the head, then returned to the same path over and over again. Iolaus trembled with arousal. When Hercules began sweeping over Iolaus' balls with his tongue, exploring them with a touch that was just firm enough, Iolaus grabbed two handfuls of Hercules' hair for support. Hercules smiled slightly to himself around the testicle that filled his mouth, and raised up his hands to support Iolaus' hips without missing a beat, his teeth lightly grazing the sensitive flesh. Finally, he enclosed Iolaus' cock with his mouth in one smooth movement. His head moved as he slid a hot wet channel along that engorged member, almost releasing it before inhaling the whole of it again, his lips forming a tight O and his tongue wrapping itself around as much of the silky wet flesh as it could. When Iolaus began to moan louder and louder, Hercules sucked all the harder, and suddenly Iolaus thrust hard into his lover's mouth, pouring a hot stream of his essence down Hercules' receptive throat. Iolaus swayed, but Hercules retained his firm grasp on his hips. When his breathing had steadied, Iolaus said, "You've convinced me you want it Herc. On the bed, on your back, now!" Hercules obeyed, his eyes widening slightly. He had so naturally assumed the upper hand, and Iolaus had always been so intoxicated by his strength, that he hadn't really considered that Iolaus might also crave to be in charge. Whenever they did switch roles, Hercules could never submit for long--he invariably used his far greater strength to reassert his position. Now, he was truly placing himself in Iolaus' hands for the first time, and they both knew it. Whistling cheerfully, Iolaus arranged Hercules to his liking with the restraints Hephaestus had forged. He locked Hercules' wrists to the head of the bed, then pushed the demigod's legs wide apart, pressing so they bent slightly at the knee. The cuffs closed around Hercules' ankles with a satisfying snick, and Iolaus locked a short length of chain to the bed frame on either side, forcing Hercules to remain spread wide open and accessible. "Try and get loose," ordered Iolaus tersely. Hercules strained at his restraints, but to no avail. "I can't," he whispered. "How does that make you feel?" asked the hunter, surveying his bound prey with a smile. "Um . . . scared . . . and safe at the same time. I . . . trust you, Iolaus." "Yes, you must," murmured Iolaus softly, as the magnitude of what Hercules was offering him began to sink in. For the son of Zeus to place himself in a situation where his strength could not free him-- particularly after the disaster of his short marriage to Serena--was to accept a vulnerability that cut to the very core of his sense of himself. "You're beautiful, Herc." Iolaus grinned, "you look good enough to eat, but I have other plans for you." Iolaus sat on the bed, his head cocked slightly to the side. "You know something, Herc," he mused. "All these years and years I've known you, and I've never had the opportunity to discover whether you're ticklish. Somehow it wasn't worth a broken bone to find out." "Well . . . I'm not," asserted Hercules firmly. "Like Hades, you aren't!" exclaimed Iolaus, before putting his theory to the test. His quick hands fluttered furiously over the demigod's body, diving under his arms, skittering down his sides, and making passes at the backs of his knees and the soles of his feet. Hercules squirmed and struggled, desperately trying and failing to escape Iolaus' tormenting fingertips, and he shook with helpless laughter. He didn't think anyone had tickled him since he was a young child, when Iphicles had tried and had found himself flung across the yard for his pains. It was awful, and he hated it, and he wanted Iolaus to STOP, but his helplessness sent a flood of delirious warmth down all his veins, all converging on his cock. When Iolaus did stop, and Hercules was gasping for breath, the cuffs felt secure around his wrists and ankles and he gazed up at Iolaus with a look of pure worship. "You can do anything, anything you want with me," he whispered urgently. "I know," said Iolaus, "and I intend to." He emphasized his words by laying a hand on Hercules' throat, pressing lightly and stroking along it with his thumb, while Hercules' swallowed against the pressure of his hand. Not moving his hand Iolaus covered Hercules' mouth with his own, and Hercules strained upward to admit his lover's tongue further inside. Breaking the kiss, Iolaus began exploring Hercules' body with a leisure that was new to his experience. He sucked an earlobe into his mouth, nibbling on it carefully, while one hand mapped the contours of biceps swelling into slightly more prominent definition from the position in which Hercules' arms were bound. Hercules exhaled a slow, shuddering breath. Iolaus' deliberate attentions began slowly igniting his body a part at a time. The lips and teeth teasing his earlobe were maddening; he craved a rougher touch, but there was nothing he could do about it. Iolaus, for his own part, was relishing the firmness of the bulging muscles under his fingers. He moved his attentions to Hercules' throat, licking a path up from his collarbone, almost to his chin, stopping to close his teeth on the demigod's Adam's apple and moving back down to trace circles in the tempting hollow with his tongue. Iolaus shifted, allowing his tongue and fingers to roam all over Hercules' chest and abdomen, sweeping along the cords of muscles, circling the swell of pectorals, ever approaching, but never touching the yearning nipples, and sending the demigod into a spasm of wriggling with a teasing probe of the navel. He was relentlessly methodical. Every rib had to be defined with a brush of the fingers; it seemed every curl of the covering of dark hair had to be twirled on a tongue or wound around a fingertip. "Io- laus . . . " Hercules breathed, half-ecstatic and half-tormented by the hyper- awareness that the hunter was bringing to seemingly every finger's breadth of his body. Iolaus sat up, a teasing grin on his face. He began pulling and twisting Hercules' nipples, again with an infuriating deliberateness, and said, "Ah, Herc, you tease me like this all the time, not letting me come until I'm practically, if not actually, in tears with frustration. Well, I'm giving you a taste of your own medicine with an added twist, as you'll find out soon enough. Remember the few times I tried to do this to you before, Herc? What happened when you got frustrated?" "I flipped you over on your knees and fucked you," admitted the demigod, half- arrogantly and half- sheepishly. "Well, you can't do that now, can you? How you like *them* apples?" "A . . . lot," Hercules answered with a lift of his eyebrows and a conspiratorial smile at his tormentor. "Good," said Iolaus decisively, "because you won't be getting any relief any time soon." As he spoke he continued to pinch and twist Hercules' nipples, until they were tingling and throbbing with sensitivity. He moved down and began meditatively flicking Hercules' cock with his finger, musing aloud, "Now *what* should I do with *this*?" His finger lightly grazed Hercules' anus, moving in teasingly light circles, while his tongue danced along Hercules' cock, its swirling, dipping, and travelling punctuated by the occasional nip of the teeth. Then Iolaus did something Hercules didn't expect. He unlocked his hands from their cuffs. "You want to prove yourself to me, Herc?" he asked. "Uh-*huh*," said the demigod firmly, his eyes wide. "Well you're going to offer yourself up to me in a way you never have before. And you're going to do everything I say." "Yes, Iolaus," said Hercules happily, his eyes shining with anticipation and an edge of nervousness. What *did* Iolaus have in mind? "You're not the only one who's been shopping for toys. In fact you can thank Xena for the tip." Iolaus unwrapped a nondescript looking parcel that had been shoved in a corner of the room, pulling out a large, smooth, carved phallus with a convenient handle for gripping. "I'll have to thank Xena all right," said Hercules in a tone that suggested Xena might not appreciate the means of being thanked. "What do you intend to do with that?" "Oh, it's not what *I'm* going to do with it, Herc. It's what *you're* going to do, my love. I don't just want to see you bringing yourself off; I want to see you making love to yourself--for *me*." Iolaus fetched a vial of oil and settled himself, cross-legged, between Hercules' thighs. "Your hands are free, Herc," he continued, his voice husky with urgency. "You could probably get me to get you out of those ankle cuffs. Are you going to assert yourself, or are you going to give up control to me? We both know it's up to you." "I'm all yours, Iolaus," said Hercules softly. Iolaus flashed a grin. "Good. Well. Let me get you started." He applied oil to the phallus in a brisk and businesslike manner, then coated two of his fingers and slid them inside Hercules, working to lubricate and stretch the tight passage. Then he withdrew his fingers and pressed the tip of the phallus to the opening to Hercules' body. "You can go ahead," Hercules whispered. With care, Iolaus pushed the phallus inside Hercules' ass, watching it slowly disappear inside his lover's body. "It's all yours now," he said casually, gesturing toward Hercules' right hand. "But don't even imagine you're allowed to come." "Wouldn't dream of it," said Hercules, closing his hand around the handle. He flushed. Iolaus had latched on to his vulnerabilities as effectively as Xena had. To touch himself, pleasure himself like this with Iolaus' bright eyes watching his every move and response was deeply thrilling and unnerving at the same time. It had been easier to submit to the Conqueror. This was Iolaus, and Hercules had had a lot invested in his position as the dominant partner, the one with the vastly superior strength who could effortlessly and efficiently bend Iolaus to his will. Now his physical strength was irrelevant; all he could do was offer himself up to Iolaus with the strength of his willingness to surrender, to be the vulnerable one. "Go slow," said Iolaus, trying not to let his astonishment at Hercules' willingness to comply reveal itself. "I want to see every finger's breadth of that cock as it slides out of you and back in again." "Yes, Iolaus," murmured Hercules, shifting himself to allow himself greater ease of access. He could feel himself yielding under his lover's hungry scrutiny, and the intensity of Iolaus' blue-eyed gaze told him that he was making an impression. As ordered, he began fucking himself slowly with the phallus, both flushing in humiliation and glorying in his exposure. Each deliberate stroke ignited a slow burn inside him, and each withdrawal of the phallus left him aching with need. His cock was hard with desire, and he wanted to make that slow burn inside him flame out with hard, fast, battering strokes, but he had to control the impulses that were making their way down his body in waves. He adjusted his grip on the handle of the phallus, feeling himself press himself open with the rounded head, feeling it widen a fiery channel inside him, nudging his prostate in a way that sent waves of pleasure radiating throughout his body, and then sliding out again, making him grit his teeth with frustration. And again, and again, and again, the same tortuous slow path of mounting arousal and frustration. As Hercules' breathing quickened, and a fresh sheen of sweat glistened on his body, Iolaus said abruptly. "Enough of that." He took the handle in his own hand, buried the phallus deep inside Hercules, and held it there. "I want to see you touching your chest and your belly--really touching them, like a lover. I want you to offer all of that glorious musculature to my eyes--and see for yourself what all the fuss is about," concluded Iolaus with a wry smile. Hercules complied, placing his hands flat on his belly, fingers splayed, then drew them inward slowly, tracing the ridges of his own muscles. He explored his chest and abdomen in a way he hadn't since he was a teenager, peering anxiously into a mirror and scrutinizing, with his eyes and hands, whatever he might have to offer a future lover and hoping it would pass inspection. He felt both peaceful and aroused in a way that was quite new to him, as the phallus inside him seemed to throb and burn, sending pulsations to his ever-hungrier cock. But at the same time, he felt a calm certainty that he was giving Iolaus pleasure *and* giving him a gift that would strengthen the bond between them in an entirely new way. And besides that, it just felt good--his own warm hands gliding over his sweat-slick flesh. He was the last person in the world to peacock over his own physique, but forced to explore it, he had to admit that his own muscles felt pretty good under his fingers, firm, and knotted, and humming with reined-in power and strength. Iolaus seemed to have stopped breathing, so transfixed was he by the sight before him. Speaking as if in a trance, he finally said, "Now your nipples. Play with them." Hercules took in his own breath slightly, as his fingers closed on his own nipples, already sensitive from Iolaus' earlier rough treatment. At first, he circled them tightly with one finger each, then began rolling them between his thumb and forefinger on each hand. If Iolaus had been hoping to make him even more aroused, this was having the desired effect. A fork of lightning seemed to flash from each nipple to his cock. "Do that thing you do to me--where you increase the pressure," demanded Iolaus, his voice rough and eager. "I want to see you hurt yourself." *Can I?* thought Hercules to himself. He pinched each nipple with a steadily increasing pressure, but noticed that Iolaus' free hand, as of its own volition, had strayed to his own chest and was roaming there restlessly. Hercules' question was soon answered--yes, he could hurt himself. His nipples pulsed and burned, and he groaned loudly, wondering if continued pressure would set his nipples literally on fire. Jittery ripples of tension were rocketing through his arms and stomach and legs. He wanted to come so badly he was shaking, but that desire was secondary to pleasing Iolaus. A long moan of desire and pain escaped his throat, and Iolaus mercifully said, "Stop. Here, coat your hands." Iolaus handed him the vial of oil, and Hercules still breathless from the delicious throbbing in his nipples, quickly obeyed. "Take your time," noted Iolaus. "I'm enjoying watching you--I can't tell you how much. Touch your balls first. I'll tell you when to move on." Hercules' fingers strayed over his balls as Iolaus had ordered. He weighed them and examined their roundness with his fingers, then began a slow massage, pressing just hard enough to send twinges of sensation into his cock. He panted and gasped; each flash of sensation set him on fire, building the pressure within him inexorably. *I can't stand this,* he thought to himself. *I have to come. I have to get those cuffs off my ankles and get out of this ridiculous position.* The muscles in his legs were beginning to twitch and jump from being held apart for so long, and Hercules was tossing his head restlessly on the pillow, irritated by the rivulets of sweat that were soaking it and running in ticklish, wavering lines down his body. *No,* he corrected himself. *I'm doing this for Iolaus. I'm doing this because I have to give myself to him.* Again, he consciously yielded, and again, Iolaus saw it. Hercules' body perceptibly relaxed, and he looked Iolaus steadily in the eye, as if saying, "Look what I'm doing for you. Know that I would do anything for you." But there was also just the faintest dangerous gleam of planned revenge. Iolaus apparently saw and understood it all, for he nodded in understanding and smiled. He and Hercules always did communicate better without words. "OK," he said, his voice tight with awe and lust. "Your cock. But slowly. Just make a circle of your thumb and forefinger." Hercules did as he was told, sliding the circle up and down his aching, needy member. The long-desired contact made him shudder with delirium, but he maintained the steady pace Iolaus seemed to want. His anus was contracting on the phallus inside him, and he didn't know how much longer he could hold out. Maybe if he tried thinking about the Hydra . . . or Graegus. No, he was giving his mind and soul up to Iolaus too--he would stay here in the present and exercise all the self-control Iolaus required of him. "I-I've always been . . . yours," he gasped. "I just didn't . . . understand." "I know," said Iolaus. He leaned over to kiss Hercules hard, one hand still holding the phallus inside him. "Give me your hand," he ordered. Hercules held it out, still looking Iolaus steadily in the eye. Iolaus poured a dollop of oil onto Hercules' palm and said, "OK, Herc, go for it. Come for me." "All . . . for . . . you!" grunted Hercules as he grasped his cock and began milking it with all the vigor he could stand. At the same time, Iolaus began fucking him with the phallus, and he was assaulted by cascades of sensation, burning him, flaying him, stripping him raw, and turning him inside out. "I-O- LAUS!" he howled, his hips thrusting furiously, and his hand pumping the seed out of his engorged and throbbing cock as it splashed his stomach and chest. His chest heaved, as he gulped for air, and tears spilled from his eyes, and he didn't notice Iolaus unlocking the cuffs on his ankles. Iolaus scooped a handful of semen off his lover's body and said, "On your hands and knees, Herc, NOW!" Hercules flipped himself over before he even consciously registered the words. As the waves of red began to clear from his vision, he glanced back to see Iolaus spreading his own cock with semen. A moment later, he felt Iolaus inside him, taking him, fucking him, claiming him, hands gripping his hips with a painful urgency. Iolaus drove into him brutally, and Hercules flung his hips back, meeting each thrust with equal strength. They rocked together in a violent rhythm until Iolaus flung his head back and yelled, and Hercules felt himself flooded with his lover's seed. Now Iolaus was in tears as well, murmuring how beautiful Hercules was when he surrendered himself, and how much he loved him, and Hercules was reciprocating the sentiment, saying, "I'm yours Iolaus, as much as you are mine." * * * Later, bathing together in a nearby stream, by moonlight, Iolaus pulled Hercules close for a kiss and said, "The cuffs were a lovely idea, Herc, and I intend to make use of them-- you're heartstoppingly stunning in chains, my love--but we really didn't need them, did we?" "No," said Hercules with a warm smile. "I never realized what I was missing--and what I was holding back from you, Iolaus. I've learned . . . a lot." "Well, I owe the Conqueror a debt of gratitude," said Iolaus with a merry grin. "Yes, we both do," murmured Hercules. Then he turned to Iolaus, and swept him up out of the water and into his arms. "Just don't get *too* used to being on top, my love. I used . . . to be afraid that if I really surrendered, I wouldn't be able to find my power again. But I'm pretty sure that isn't the case." "Maybe, Herc, we should find out," said Iolaus softly, yielding his body to the strong arms that held him . . . Hercules woke up the next the next morning, smiling at the sight of the tousled blond head of his sleeping lover and at his memories of the night before. He glanced upward and said quietly, "You didn't win, Ares. Not only do I have Iolaus back," he stroked the golden curls with a possessive confidence, "but Xena is back where she belongs, with *her* Gabrielle, and you've given me the opportunity to learn some lessons I'll honor the rest of my life. I never thought I'd say this, brother, but . . . thank you." The End.